Well many years ago while playing around sexually, I asked my wife if I could give her an enema. She had known that I enjoyed them for years, let me give myself enemas all the time. I worked second shift, she worked what I would call first shift, so after she left for work, I would start. I could fill myself many times before having to go to work. I did this almost daily, at least every other day. She knew I loved enemas.
So the day I suggested I give her an enema, the answer was yes, I filled the bags and she sat on the toilet. I proceeded to fill her and be calm, cool and collected about it. After she said she felt full, she expelled, I refilled her some, more came out and I filled her the last time. After that day, she never had another enema. She said she doesn't like them, doesn't want one.
So now she allows me to give myself an enema, she says the smell bothers her, I have used soap, turned on the bathroom fan and everything to get rid of the smell. After me being cleaned out there is little smell left, she is ok with me filling myself. Now and then she will pull or pinch my nipples to help make me come, but as far as helping me at all, the most she will ever do is open a clamp if I can't reach it.
Now I wish she would give me an enema, but I once asked, the resounding no was the answer. She said go ahead and do it yourself. While I wish that she would help, that will never happen. She won't insert the nozzle in me, open the clamp, refill the bag. All she wants to do is for me to do it, get it over with and go on.
She used to want sex a lot, more than once a week, then that tapered off a lot. Now, she could care less. I don't know why she changed, some of it I believe that she changed her mind and I think she thinks she doesn't need to or want to. She knows I won't leave, if I could, I would. So she knows she needs to do nothing other than put up with me enjoying enemas.
So I enjoy my enemas, that is about all there is to do. No sex, so I have my own and live in my own dreams.
That is just what my wife does, she tolerates my enema desires. I do them in front of her all the time.