What Happens In Zity, Stays In Zity

I am seeing what @Cedar means or feels when he opines that the ‘whole damn town is here’. 🙄😕😮 And I can better understand how he must have felt when his and @Lora_C's most intimate thoughts were being read by her daughter and the woman she worked with on a daily basis and with whom she had gone to school with. I always knew that Lora was very much a ‘people person’ and deeply involved in the community and very well respected and loved throughout the community. I felt, and still feel, somewhat guilty for not having made her aware of my presence here at zity.biz much sooner than I did, but by then I was very much involved in hers and Cedar's story about two people finding no small amount of intimate friendship with each other. As I read more about the pair the more I was telling myself that I wanted this for myself and for my husband too. 🌹

But by the time that Lora found out that @Dahiana and I were here and following her every word and deed, she did confide that she worried about what others would think of her especially in those early days before she was able to bring her beloved and adored husband Tom ❤️ into her world. She made the remark to me that if more people found out that she would be known as a ‘cocksucker who cheated on her husband with another man and a woman’ and it weighed heavily upon her for some time until myself and her daughter DD came to know what it was she wanted for her happiness and those she loved. By the time she had found out we knew about her she was far too committed to her friendship with Cedar to go back to who she was or to not continue on with him. 🌹 It did work out splendidly for her and all concerned but I've always had that bit of guilt I've carried about with me over the beginnings.

@TrinaStarr I know all too well that if I did not want someone to know or find out that I was a bisexual cocksucker who was into taboo sexual practices such as enemas, anal sex, threesomes or foursomes, going out in public wearing anal butt plugs and wearing nothing more than a pair of suspender tights and a frock, and do or be anything a very select few want her to do by simply asking, that I should never write it down. But I have and have done so without much thought to it being read or viewed by anyone I might know and it is far too late to turn back now or erase or delete the past. And what is more disturbing is that I would hate to do so and obliterate the story of two beautiful souls who found happiness with each other, and in turn gave others the courage to try.

@TrinaStarr consider well what you do or say, because it really may not stay here on these pages.

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@Ms_Lila I was off reading the above two posts by @Cedar as they related to my Aunt @Lora_C and that whole thread is nothing short of beautiful and a love story that I've fallen in love with and keep getting deeper into it the more I read. Understand that when @Dahiana and I reconnected and she showed me what enemas were and the sex that we had, it was not superficial for me at all. I'm not that way and I hope I don't get that way ever. I loved my Aunt Lora and still do and she meant the world to me. She was the one person, the adult, that I could turn to and ask some pretty off the wall and intimate questions and not worry that she would somehow think she failed me or whatever.

The more DD and I got into the enemas, even if it hasn't been that long, she had lost her Mom and her Dad and needed someone to talk to that had about the same history with our family that I do. I told her I wanted to know more about Aunt Lora and I really needed to know. I've moved back “home” and she, Aunt Lora or Uncle Tom, aren't here, and so is it really home? DD and I both feel that void and now we are fucking and doing enemas together and making this feel like home again. I knew DD didn't do enemas from before when we were kids and now I know.

BEFORE @Dahiana ever even considered showing me or telling me about zity.biz, she made me swear that I would not come in under some pretense and that everyone who might know or have something to fear about “the whole damn town being here” that they know who I was and where I came from. DD even said that she put out feelers as to what would happen if I joined and, yes, there were some fears, probably some of your Ms Lila. DD said that she “FUCKED UP” and had to gain a lot of trust back from Aunt Lora by not being up front with her and that she regretted that part.

I've been open about who I am and that is I am Aunt @Lora_C's niece, 🌹favorite niece. 🌹 😉 @Dahiana's better looking and smarter cousin, and that I'm here to find out more about Lora. DD even told me to frequently write Aunt Lora's name and include @Lora_C so anyone wanting to know who this beautiful woman was just had to click a link and see for themselves. Something I noticed @Cedar started doing before anyone else when he speaks of or refers to her.

@Ms_Lila I am going to keep this place to myself as a secret and invest and reveal what I am and what I want to be so that anyone from the “whole damn town” who ever finds this place by some other means THAN ME will know that I am becoming a bisexual, with her OWN COUSIN NO LESS, enema loving, cum slut whore, who does anal sex and wants to become the world's best cocksucker.

It will be easy for them to find this out by turning this post into a link, like I did with those two beautiful posts by Cedar, and giving them to the person of choice. I'm not going to do it because I don't want the “whole damn town” to know, but it could happen but not from me.

@TrinaStarr very well said. 🌹

@TrinaStarr, welcome to the club!!!!!

On another thread @Wolfgirl66 has coined a phrase of “gifting total access” and that it doesn't have to be a D/s type of relationship to do this. This morning, really early, my husband told me he wanted to give me an enema and I was in that twilight zone where I was awake but I wasn't. It was an hour before we usually get up to get the kids ready for school or day care and I wasn't really awake, but we've been talking about total access for most of this month and it's been on my mind. It's such a simple but complicated concept and it does involve a lot of trust. I'm thinking about this as I doze along and I can hear my husband running the water and puttering around to get my enema bag and get things ready. He was doing it in the dark because he wanted to keep me relaxed or let me just doze along.

I was only wearing my nightie shirt and no bottoms so I was able to doze along until he came into the bedroom and I was on my left side, which is where my husband sleeps. I was purposely trying to stay in the “zone” and he lifted the covers and I felt a little coolness on my butt and then his fingers which were a little on the cool side. I was mostly awake by that time, of course, but so relaxed and I loved the feeling of him slightly lifting my butt cheek and then the feel him putting the nozzle against my anus and then into my rectum. It feels so different when someone else is putting the nozzle into you and I'm just relaxed and it is so peaceful, but yet I'm feeling the need of having him inside of me.

I sighed when he use putting the nozzle into my butt and sometimes I do hum a little when something feels good and this felt good and so right. I had taken an enema last night for, well, just because, and my husband and I talked about the enemas and the total access. It's a major turning point for us in an already very satisfying sex life but we were being too considerate with each other, if that it possible. And this morning while he is standing behind me holding my enema bag and giving me an enema we are talking about this. Then I heard this little “sucking” sound and I'm learning that this is the is the noise that is made when the enema bag empties out. My husband jokingly said that it almost sounded like my butt sucked the last of the enema out of the bag.

I felt full but didn't feel any urgency to let my enema out and I wanted in the world's worst way, to have sex with my husband right then, enema nozzle in me and all. 😈❤️ And we tried to figure out a way to do that but if he hung it at the head of the bed the hose would be stretched and kinked and pull in my butt. However, I remembered Mom telling me that I might want to put a hook right over the middle of the bed to hang my enema bag. I guess that old woman knew what she was talking about and my husband and I had a good laugh over that, but I'm wanting him in me and he was rock hard. So out goes the nozzle and I feel like I can hold my enema with no problem, and I roll onto my back and spread my legs for my husband while he got the enema bag hung up out of the way at the head of the bed.

It was fantastic sex between the two of us, like it almost always is, ❤️ and I had two orgasms almost immediately and was working on my third one when I felt him explode inside of me. ❤️❤️❤️ The resulting wet spot underneath us wasn't the result of me not being able to hold my enema but because he pumped me full of man juice and I made my own contribution to the glorious mess. ❤️

I loved it. ❤️ He loved it. ❤️ We both loved it. ❤️ And we did it in the dark which is something I don't know why I mentioned, but he's on top of me, between my legs, and he's inside of me and we are so warm. ❤️ He always worries about crushing me under his weight but that is so not a problem for me and never has been. I like it and the feel of him on me symbolizes the weight of his love, and yes that is the so over the top romantic in me.

It was spontaneous for me but he said he had been thinking about all last night when I was taking that enema before bed and talking about total access, or our take on it, while I was doing the enema. We had agreed that from then on that we would let the other one know what we wanted and if it was NOW and there was nothing pressing, we would do whatever the other of us wanted. How simple is that? And this morning my husband tested what we had talked about and wanted to give me an enema and he said he was sort of surprised at how easy it was and that there wasn't any hassle or “let me check” to this.

Now, I'm not going to tell “Ted” about zity.biz but what I have written and will write in the future, I write in a diary that I have started. I keep it under a password and he has access to that and I put it in the “cloud” where he has access to it. That way he can read what I have written or am writing about us. The only difference is that, like this last paragraph, and some of the names, such as @Lora_C or anything with an “@” are left out. But he gets to see what we are doing and where we are going from my eyes.

I'll be dropping by home to put the sheets in the dryer and Ted said that he has already put a hook up over our bed. ❤️

Is this place hot or is just me?????

🌹

Be safe

Za

Indeed. 🌹🌹🌹

When I went home at noon to put the sheets in the dryer I saw that “Ted” had but a flower pot hanger over our bed and centered it with our mattress. It was a good job and he had even cleaned up any dust or splinters and had smoothed out the bedspread so that nothing was left to do.

I gave him a call, no texting for this, and he answered and I told him I had just seen the hanger over the bed and praised him for his first rate job and even cleaning up after himself. He told me to go look in my bedside night table, which I did, and there was a bungee cord curled up inside. We have a high ceiling in our bedroom and he said that the bungee cord would drop my enema bag down to a lower level right over my hips. He had it all figured out and told me that he had been looking up enemas online and how to give them. The sound of his voice told me he was loving telling me how he had come up with the perfect way to get it so that the bottom of my enema bag was between 12 to 18 inches above my hips or was that above my rectum?

He even asked me to get my enema bag and the bungee cord and hang it from the ceiling so that I could see that it was the right height. In the times BE (Before Enemas) I would have maybe begged off of that but he was really rattling off all that he did and all that he has been finding out about enemas. I did as he asked and was able to get the bungee cord hook end to attach to the hook above the bed. The bungee cord was at tops, 18 inches long and when I hung my empty enema bag on the end hook, it looked like the bottom of the enema bag was about 18 inches above the top of the mattress. (We have a 10 foot high ceiling.)

We both thought at the same time that my enema bag would hang lower once it was filled with water and it was something that wasn't taken into account. But we both figured out a way around that and it wasn't going to be a problem for getting my enema bag at the right height. That is so not going to be a problem and easily overcome.

Then the best part of all, Ted told me he wanted to give me an enema tonight when the kids were in bed. He said that he was going to go by the store to get some Chux to put under my hips when he give me my enema and that we could put a bath towel over that so it wouldn't crinkle so much and I would have to have plastic touching my thighs. He also said that he was going to get some more KY or Surgilube or maybe Astroglide, because he had read that Vaseline or petroleum should not be used for inserting things in my rectum. Again, Ted had been doing his homework and he asked me which I preferred for a lubricant and I told him to get a small bottle of the Surgilube and Astroglide so we could try all three of them. But I told him to get the KY that heats up because we both like how that feels.

I like how he TOLD me he wanted to give me an enema tonight 😃 and didn't hesitate in letting me know what he wanted. I figured he needed to hear I liked that from him and that we were going in the right direction. The sound of his voice when he was agreeing with me was perfect. Then I told him that I wanted him to ❤️ FUCK ❤️me when we had the enema nozzle in me, either before or after my enema. We don't usually call our sex “fucking” and had been saying “let's go to bed” or something like that or, “Let's DO IT!”, if we were really feeling risque. 😈 Yes, we are a wild and crazy sex machine couple, and really we are, it's just that we are crossing a line.

So in about an hour my husband is going to come home and both of us are going to be impatient waiting for the time to get the kids put to bed. Then my husband is going to get my enema bag ready and we are going to give me an enema from the brand new hook he put above our bed. THEN either before or after, maybe even DURING, my enema, he is going to FUCK me! And if we're not fucking me all over the bed, the chux covered by a bath towel should save me from doing another load of sheets and mattress cover! 😉

@TrinaStarr enjoy yourselves, and when you have recovered, please give us an update.

So in about an hour my husband is going to come home and both of us are going to be impatient waiting for the time to get the kids put to bed. Then my husband is going to get my enema bag ready and we are going to give me an enema from the brand new hook he put above our bed. THEN either before or after, maybe even DURING, my enema, he is going to FUCK me! And if we're not fucking me all over the bed, the chux covered by a bath towel should save me from doing another load of sheets and mattress cover! 😉

@TrinaStarr So glad to hear about your Hubby's taking care of your needs and wants. Yes, please update us how your evening turned out, Enjoy your evening! 😜😉

Sincerely, Mike 🌹

@TrinaStarr, you've taken to zity.biz like a duck to water. You are light years ahead of where I was and you really know your way around this place. You are making it easy to follow your train of thought. I also like the way you write.

When I said you are light years ahead of me, it's not just getting around here. If you and your husband keep talking and communicating with each other with no shit no sugar, you will have an even better thing going for you both.

I'm glad your here.

@Cedar

@TrinaStarr, you've taken to zity.biz like a duck to water. You are light years ahead of where I was and you really know your way around this place. You are making it easy to follow your train of thought. I also like the way you write.

When I said you are light years ahead of me, it's not just getting around here. If you and your husband keep talking and communicating with each other with no shit no sugar, you will have an even better thing going for you both.

I'm glad your here.

“I'm glad your here”

As do I Cedar.

@TrinaStarr 🌹 Your writings are fast becoming that Diary you'd hoped to create….keep on keeping on

We both thought at the same time that my enema bag would hang lower once it was filled with water and it was something that wasn't taken into account.

A little trick I’ve learned, you can tie a simple knot in a bungee cord and it will shorten by an inch or so.

Its great to hear Ted is enthusiastic and taking initiative in your shared pleasures. It sounds like your gift of total access is delivering rewards all around. We are all so impressed with how you are handling this and admire your evolving relationship.

My husband's and my little foray into the wonderful world of enemas has taken off like “ape fire”. 🥵 🔥 When I made my last post I was thinking about one of the enema nozzles that @Dahiana had got for me back at the Mother Ship which is this one,

https://www.optimalhealthnetwork.com/Delrin-Enema-Nozzle-5-p/512s.htm

DD has one of those and I've given her enemas with that one and it looks fantastic in her butt 🌹 and she was out on errands but said that @Meat_Monster would let me in and I could get it. It didn't even feel awkward when I got there and I told him to let DD know that this was the one that I was taking home. He even said that was a good choice and one of DD's favorites and I said it really looked nice in her and we both smiled at that. I was going to ask MM how it felt for him when he had sex with DD and she had that inside of her but I thought that might be going too far and too soon with him.

We got the kids all fed and bathed and watched a movie with them but the whole time I really wanted to try out the new set up in the bedroom. I had put the large enema nozzle on the hose and left it hanging in the bedroom bathroom and had Ted go have a look at it while I was with the children. When he came back into the living room he gave me a “thumbs up” and I think he even had a bit of an erection going on. When we watch movies with the children he and I sit on the couch and cuddle a little bit and sometimes I will “cop a feel” of him and I feel his hand on my breast, but we have to be careful so the kids don't catch us.

Finally it was time. 🥵 Ted told me that he had been thinking about this all day and told me he wanted me to play along with something he was thinking about. Of course. 😈 He had me go to the bathroom with him and instructed me to fill my enema bag with warm water, which I did. When I got that done he told me to go into the bedroom carrying my enema bag and he reached up and hung the bungee cord, but halved it. He took my enema bag from me and hung it in the bungee cord loop and it hung down pretty far but almost at the right height, but maybe a little higher.

Then Ted turns to me and tells me he is going to take my clothes off and for me to look straight ahead and move only when he needed. Nice touch, I was thinking, and he took all of my clothes off slowly and deliberately and he was getting me aroused. He had a little running commentary while he was taking off my blouse about how he could see that I was liking this because he could see that my nipples were hard and poking through my bra and my blouse. I blushed a little at that and he kept commenting on my state of arousal and by the time he took my bra off my breasts were needing some touching.

I thought that was hot but then he started with my slacks and had me step out of my shoes but still keep standing still and not looking at him. Then he slid my slacks down slowly and I stepped out of them and he was around in front of me and asked me if he was seeing a little wetness in my panties between my legs. No doubt that he was and I was feeling a little embarrassed but in a good way. This man had turned me on and I wondered how many times he had played out this little scene in his mind about taking off my clothes? This was too slick but I loved it and I wondered how much else he had been fantasizing about me and us?

Now I was completely nude and then we remembered about the Chux and the towel and that was a little glitch for us but it worked out for the better that way. Now it was down to him putting the enema nozzle into my butt and it felt so wonderful and good during the whole process of him putting it into me. I asked him to take his clothes off and lay down with me while I did my enema, slowly, and I was curious to ask him about his stripping me scenario. I analyze things too much sometimes but this was uber important to me to find out how long he had been thinking about that scenario where he stripped me like he just did. He was looking a little embarrassed to say anything but I told him if we wanted this, all of this, the total access, that we had to be honest and not hold back.

We talked and about halfway through my enema I shut the clamp because we were really having a serious conversation and it was GOOD! He had been thinking about “taking me under his power” for ages and ages, he said, felt that now was the right time to try it out. I told him I loved it and that I really felt naked and a little embarrassed, but in a good way, that just got me hotter. He was fully erect and I pointed that out to him and reached out and touched and caressed his penis. He moved in to kiss me and I kissed him back and felt his penis against me. He has a “Dad Bod” and I'm totally, completely, and utterly into his Dad Bod. ❤️❤️❤️ I told him so. ❤️❤️❤️

Then I gave in to what I was feeling and I told him I wanted to know what his cock felt like when he fucked me with this enema nozzle inside of my ass. I was watching his face the whole time I was spewing out those words but penis, intercourse or make love, or rectum or anus, were words that just where I was at in my head at the moment. He responded by telling me lay on my back and spread my legs so he could stick it in my pussy!

I've been that turned on before and lost in the moment but not to where I verbalized it and let my mouth go wild. And even now writing I am not embarrassed to write about me fucking my husband with an enema nozzle in my ass and how good his cock felt in my pussy. I've read about @Cedar describing how @Ms_Lila begins to transform when she gets into or goes into the “cum lust mist” (?) and now I get it. 🥵

However after it was all said and done and we lay there spent and drained, we were back to holding each other and making love. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ It was a great beginning for us and we talked about, cock, pussy, ass, fuck and all forms of the word, and it felt right between us.

Now, before I take a shower and let this enema out, I am going to masturbate, rub one off, Jill, or get my jollies. 🥵

And now I've got this to read again when I want to look back.

WOW

@TrinaStarr WOW, that was sooooo HOT Trina, glad you and Ted have opened new doors to your marriage and lovemaking relationship, I'm jealous. 😞 Wish my ex could've been as sensual as you. 😜😉

Sincerely, Mike 🌹

PS Trina,

Bet that nozzle looks cute in your butt. 😉😃

PS Trina,

Bet that nozzle looks cute in your butt. 😉😃

It does. 😈

@tommyqwerty you and @Firegirl911 could start a topic too!!!

😉

Be safe

Za

Maybe you could send them a PM so that they could start their own topic away from this one?

Damn. My loins are on fire…..

@TrinaStarr you and your husband with the Dad Bod … and as @Cedar said in his post … are light years ahead of a lot of us … me and my marriage for sure. I think it is incredible that you and your husband are so articulate with each other and have a great communication going on. 🌹 That is more than half of the battle … and you and your husband are where you need to be with your communication. The … gifting of total access … is a two way street and just remember that your husband has priority to you. ❤️ What you are doing is awesome. ❤️

Amen @gibby. Those two have it together in the communication department and she probably won't need zity.biz anymore. Way to go, @TrinaStarr.

@TrinaStarr Yeah Trina, way to go for opening the door to intimate communication. You ROCK girlfriend!!! 😁

Sincerely, Mike 🌹

@mike45 PS Trina, Bet that nozzle looks cute in your butt. 😉😃

@Dahiana It does. 😈

Thank you very much 😉 and my husband seems to like the look of my enema nozzle in my butt. 😈 So much so that he bought me a set of butt plugs that are black silicone and range from small to large. He got them for me from Amazon and this is what they look like, https://www.amazon.com/Silicone-Training-Beginners-Advanced-Prostate/dp/B08FSSMYZ5/ref=pd_lpo_1?pd_rd_i=B08FSSMYZ5&psc=1

I have the smallest one in my butt now and I am going to see how long I can wear it and it still be noticeable and yet comfortable. We also saw that there are remote control vibrators out there but we have a lot more research to do before we invest in something like that. I like the one that I am wearing now and it isn't too big but it is noticeable and so far it feels good. “Ted” had ordered them Thursday of Friday and they were delivered yesterday.

He gave me an enema last night after the kids were in bed and after I had boiled them all, not the kids, the butt plugs, we tried them out, beginning from the smallest to the largest. The smallest one, the one I have in my butt now, is a little over 3 inches long, and the flared base doesn't feel like it is going to slip up inside of me accidentally. The medium one is 4 inches and the large one is 5 inches and last night I was able take each one without too much problem. We used a lube shooter to put some KY inside of my butt and getting them in me was no problem and I even loved the feel of the lube shooter which is a nice sensation all by itself. 😉

We are still very new to the enema scene and I've been given one every night since I brought home the black nozzle from the Mother Ship. My husband really likes how it feels when we have sex and I have the enema nozzle in my butt and I can feel the difference too. The only problem that we have is that the enema bag gets to swaying and twisting and twirling while we are having sex. It is an open top enema bag and we are a little afraid that water will spill out or something worse. With these new butt plugs we can use one of them to get the same sensation when we have sex but without the fear of twirling my enema bag off of the hook. 😮

When we were trying on the butt plugs for size, Ted entered me in different positions for each one of the butt plugs. He would put one size in my butt and then enter me in the doggy position, then when I was on my back, or bent over the bed and he would do a few strokes in each position before we went on to the next one. We did that for all three from the largest to the smallest and by the time he entered me while I was on my back we just took it the rest of the way and it was fantastic. It was the smallest one and I slept with it in me the rest of the night.

You can't tell that I have anything inside of me and I've been to three meetings already this morning. 😈 This is a lot of sexy fun but we need to pace ourselves so it doesn't become routine. Along those lines, we are going to taper off on giving me an enema because I need to let my body get back into rhythm. I'm helping with that by eating a lot more fiber and fresh fruit and vegetables and yogurt, which is basically what my diet consists of anyway and I will have to see about timing my bowel movements so that I get an enema after my bowel movement so I won't get out of sync and start having problems. Ted has been doing a lot of research on enemas and we do have to be careful but right now we are loving how sexy the make us feel. These butt plugs will allow us to have sex and the sensation of something in my butt except no enema to worry about. 🌹😉

And all of what I've written here is exactly what Ted and I have said to each other. I've also been getting with @Dahiana to pick her brain for her experiences with @Meat_Monster. And yes he knows we are talking to each other and another thing, he's here and can read about it too. 😉

He gave me an enema last night after the kids were in bed and after I had boiled them all, not the kids, the butt plugs, we tried them out, beginning from the smallest to the largest.

For a second there @TrinaStarr I was thinking that you had really gone dark there.

Along those lines, we are going to taper off on giving me an enema because I need to let my body get back into rhythm. I'm helping with that by eating a lot more fiber and fresh fruit and vegetables and yogurt, which is basically what my diet consists of anyway and I will have to see about timing my bowel movements so that I get an enema after my bowel movement so I won't get out of sync and start having problems. Ted has been doing a lot of research on enemas and we do have to be careful but right now we are loving how sexy the make us feel. These butt plugs will allow us to have sex and the sensation of something in my butt except no enema to worry about. 🌹😉

Again, you and your husband have it together in the communication department. I really like your posts.

https://en.zity.biz/index.php?mx=forum;ox=display;msg=615476

@Cedar I've got another meeting I have to go to but I wanted to put this here so I can refer to it when I get the time. But I think you know how all that works. I love how you and Aunt @Lora_C were together and there is so much to go through, and that post up there has given me something to think about. 🌹

https://en.zity.biz/index.php?mx=forum;ox=display;msg=615476

@TrinaStarr that was your Aunt @Lora_C's first real post on zity.biz before the rest of the … 🙄 whole damn town 😮 … showed up here. 😅 😂 🤣

I'm quoting someone … but I will not tell you it is @Cedar … so don't even ask me who said that. I'm not gonna tell … never. 😤 😠

@TrinaStarr Nice butt plugs, and I'll bet Ted enjoys inserting them in you. 😜😉

https://en.zity.biz/gallery/image/173655

This is what I want to have with my husband and for us to take what we have to the next level. ❤️😈