You can call me a butt slut and I couldn't agree more now that it has become something that I can have almost on demand. In comparison to others here, I am fairly new to enemas and some serious toys when it comes to enjoying anal stimulation, ie, Slink toys, alien tentacles, and all sorts of butt plugs, anal jewels, a anal dildos that can be remotely controlled. The enemas make it more comfortable for me to enjoy following up on my anal sex play because I am a neat freak in a lot of ways. Having an enema or two before we play or I play with my butt gives me peace of mind. The enemas were my "gateway" drug that gave me the confidence to follow my desires and "get my kink on" when it came to anal sex and anything anal. I've always enoyed anal sex with @TedStarr ❤️ way before I came to zity biz but it was always iffy with us and I always had in the back of my mind that he might come out dirty. With enemas I can relax.
Ted and I never indulged in enemas before my cousin @Dahiana corrupted me and turned me on to enemas and I saw the potential because I liked the way that they feel. Neither DD nor I were ever given enemas when we grew up and after a period of time DD said I might want to talk to @Meat_Monster about how guys feel about enemas. This is back when DD and I were debating on whether or not to bring our guys into our play and were worried about the dynamics of how it would impact our marriages and life in general because if we started down that road with essentially "husband swapping" what would that do to us all. I'll be the first to admit that looking back, DD and I overthought it by about a thousand miles.🙄
I found out, like DD, that MM had been a life long enema fan, klismaphile, and a very closely guarded secret of his up until just a little after DD came here. I'm happy to say that the simple act of MM and / or Ted walking in unexpectedly 😘 on DD and me having sex and playing around helped to break the ice. I was very curious about MM and his enemas because I had no real concept of just how enemas could be a turn on all by themselves. DD ❤️ and I began using enemas with each other when we would go down on each other and as a matter of fact, that is how DD convinced me to let her give me enemas by her going down on me while she gave me an enema. It worked and it was so taboo and exciting but even more exciting when we started letting our guys watch us play with each other and that included cunnilingus and enemas between DD ❤️ and me.
Anyway things progressed from there and in order for me to find out more about MM and his enemas, which only happened after he and I had become very sexually involved with each other with the tried and true PIV. I wanted to take it further with MM and experience anal sex with him and offered it up to him and that it would make me feel more comfortable and confident having anal sex with him if he gave me an enema or two before we had sex back there. Ted and I had began using enemas for our anal sex but when I gave myself over to MM 😍😃😮 for the enemas, it was so very different getting an enema from MM than Ted or even DD for that matter. With Ted his enemas to me were for us having anal sex and with enemas from DD it was just part of her doing me. An enema was part of the play or a way to make it more enjoyable or take the worry out of anal.
🌷🌺 But 🌷🌺 from the very first time that I gave myself to MM for an enema prior to our first real anal sex session, I could feel how totally different it was when he gave me that enema than either Ted or DD. ❤️❤️❤️ It was like night and day in how I was approached by MM when we were getting me ready and how he looked at me even before I took off my clothes or later, when he took them off of me, knowing that I would be a very willing participant in getting an enema before we had anal sex. I didn't fully understand what it was that I was experiencing but I felt from him that him giving me an enema was something special for him. ❤️
I knew and felt that him giving me an enema wasn't just for having anal sex with me but something more all by itself. He touched me so tenderly all over and massage me as I was undressing or being undressed, if I was wearing anything to begin with. Once I got over the nervousness of this gentle giant taking over me and giving it all for him to take, and after a few enema sessions, I began to watch him more closely on how he filled my enema bag, how he took care in hanging it from the hook, how he took his time to enjoy touching and looking at my body and after awhile I began to think that him giving me an enema was or could be all that did it for him. ❤️❤️❤️ In other words the enema could have been what it was all about for him and he woud have been happy just to do that with me. And how he gave me my enema worked for me because he made sure that I "got mine" 💥🌟✨🔥 while he gave me those enemas.
I love the anal toys that I have and I do use them to get me off and play with our little "EQ" enema quartet, and I have been finding out about myself that I sometimes use them as a sort of pacifier to relieve the stress. A lot of times I will use my Slink toy to feel that fullness and something in my ass that I can squeeze the stress out of me and just let my mind go to places where there are nothing by ponies and rainbows 🐴🌈 and it works for a little while. But what really does it for me is an enema from MM and then when it's all clear for him to slide his beautiful cock into my ass and just hold it there while I feel his hands touching me all over and I just let go of all the world's worries. Don't get me wrong Ted ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ does this for me too but as the good man that he is ❤️❤️❤️ and the good Dad ❤️❤️❤️ and very loving husband ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ he sometimes feels like he has to come up with some solution for what is bothering me. With MM in my ass and content to be back there playing with my tits and hair and touching all of my body, he knows that it's OK to just do that and that I will work things out in my mind and sooner or later I will look back over my shoulder and tell him to fuck me and "get his" ❤️❤️❤️
Something I may regret telling you about myself, but I sometimes wonder or think about "not living" anymore. It's an issue I've been dealing with all of my life and one where it brings me down to that point and it is all on me. I've always been this way and when DD and I were doing our little exploring when we were growing up and I wanted to take it to the next level, I scared her and pulled back and it was devastating to me BUT it was MY problem to deal with and so I pulled back too and regretted having to protect myself that way. She and I 😘😉 obviously have put that behind us and now have each other and our beautiful and loving guys to work out life's daily problems. There's nothing like an orgasm or a cock in my ass as a pacifier to work the stress out of my mind and body.
Don't get me wrong, I've been used by Ted and DD and MM for them to fuck out their life's issues and be what they want me to be in the way they need me at the time they need me. Many times I've watched Ted and DD do the "Red Sparrow" at his desk and it's hard to tell who is working out issues at that moment. If DD comes over and saunters into Ted's office and stripping all of the way, it's a good bet that she has some issues she needs to work through and she sticks her pussy in Ted's face and then he ends up fucking her. Likewise, if Ted is having a bad day at the office and DD is handy, she will find herself bent over his desk with her tits in the pen holder and speakers getting ram fucked by Ted. It's amazing to watch them and how better off they are before they fucked or were fucked.
Same for MM, he knows all he has to do is lead me out to the Mother Ship and put my ass on the edge of his work bench and ram his cock into my pussy or my ass and work out his issues. I'm glad I'm there for him to use that way and neither one of us, for that matter, none of us in the EQ, expect the other spouse to try to solve our problem or feel obliged to make it all go away and have the answers. It's not a perfect plan by any means and for me I haven't had anymore serious ideas of dropping the mic on life and will either fuck it out and then talk it out or vice versa and if there isn't any real way to "fix it" I will and have dropped the mic on the problem and just walk away if it doesn't seem to work out.
I know that there are people out there who have some really great friends that don't have to fuck to be a good friend. I have had those friends too and they really are worth their weight in gold, but I've been sitting pretty the past few years and I have it good. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️