@TrinaStarr … that was a ballsy move on your part to not cover up when @Meat_Monster walked in on you and @Dahiana doing your enemas together. That tells me that you have a comfort level with him … or something … when you did not cover up or try to be a little modest.
I've known, or known of, @Meat_Monster almost as long as @Dahiana and when they were dating back in school and he was always nice and polite and you could tell he had a crush on DD. I'm reconnecting with DD and she got me into enemas and I'm in the honeymoon phase with them right now. I haven't been a member of zity.biz even a month now but what you yourself have written and some of the other people here, is some really raw material and it's literally like reading someone's diary. Your own posts @gibby deal with enemas and intimacy and I had thought it was a little romanticized with the “rose colored” glasses.
It's all new to me Gibby and I got pulled into Aunt @Lora_C's story every bit of the way and the way she wrote and the way that guy @Cedar quoted her or captured the way she spoke was her right down to her “no shit no sugar” saying that she always used when DD and I were in trouble and she wasn't going to put up with any lies or sidestepping her questions. She was the real deal and what she wrote and what was written about her was spot on. Even the few references to my own Mom were in there and I knew about those and about what times she was talking about. I felt like I was eavesdropping on her and spying and now she's gone and I never really knew her at all. I haven't written as much in the past few days because this isn't child's play and I am feeling a little overwhelmed and, as I said before, humble.
I didn't have a clue and I barely have a clue about enemas and them being more than getting ready for butt sex. Everything I've read and am reading could really be used to hurt someone or be someone's cheap thrill and there's a lot of what you write that you have to place a lot of trust in the person reading it. Once I found out from DD that MM was here and I had my own account, I've been through his posts and I feel like, again, humble. The man was putting his inner most thoughts out there and especially about the enemas and I'm spying on him and not giving anything back in return? I can't look at him or think about him without appreciating just how he really is articulate and feels things deeply. He's not just the guy who crushed on my cousin and ended up marrying her, he's a lot more and I've seen him “naked” where it counts. FOR THE RECORD, I have not seen MM naked in real life in the physical way.
He's been supportive, or maybe resigned 🙄 to the fact that DD and I have reconnected and gone on into enemas which he still considers private and extremely limited to a very select few people. And here I am doing enemas with DD and reading about what he thinks and feels about her, the enemas, and everything. So @gibby do I reach for a sheet to cover my butt up if this guy walks into his own shop to do his own business? I have this little code I live by and it is if you are giving me something good about yourself, then I will give you that back because it is only right. The same goes for if you give me a bad time, then you get a bad time in return. Yes, I can be petty, too. I've never seen MM get or take an enema, or even with his shirt off, but I feel like I know him way more intimately that 99.999999% of the people on this planet. It's not fair that I know that much about him and he only knows me from just being DD's cousin and Aunt Lora's favorite niece. 😉 I was, you know. 😄
I really like and respect the guy and you have to feel for someone who's married to my cousin DD. 🙄 No, I'm not hiding my butt or my muff if he walks in on me especially on his own Mother Ship like some prissy church lady who claims to have a high moral standard. Exactly why I am not or why I didn't isn't clear to me right now but it doesn't feel right to know so much about someone else and them not know you the same way.