Missoopsey's diaper training.

4 3 14 Thurs GOOD GIRL! 14

Fiber- 1 Dose - 3:30am (took at 4am)

Water- 2 Liters - 8 cups a day. - 4 bottles of water

Bladder Training- yes

Potty- no

Diapers- 230am, 10am, 4pm, 830pm

230am- I woke up suddenly to pressure in my bowels, I had no strength to stop it but the shock over came me. Staring at the cieling I could hear my recording even though it wasn't on. My shallow breathing making me feel almost dizzy. I cleaned up and got into a fresh diaper thinking about my dream, I was with some abdl friends and my top tape popped and I got teased for it and my daddy fixed it for me with clear tape

3am - After my change my sub texted me. He was incredibility deep for some reason. Occasionally people look up and realize what you are to them. "you're one of the greatest influences in my life, yet we never met, all I can say is thank you."

345am- He's got me in tears. I love this person, he's been a positive influence in my life as well. He's one of the people who actually keeps me going, he's become quite a gentleman with training, sometimes it's hard for me to remember how far he's come as a person. I know he, like myself is scared to lose someone, being honest and having hard conversations sometimes... has brought me closer to him.

430am- I've put my subby to bed after having a chat about the future, now I'm dealing with my bladder letting go with out really confirming with me, I notice it happening, but it's the first step forward in my expiriment with unpotty training, it comes on almost by surprise and then it's over.

7am- I worked out and watched Red vs Blue. Then Spent sometime polishing my journal entries. I sent MrSir, and daddy my training entries.

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10am- It's amazing how I have nothing to write about when I'm writing. But I have been using as instructed and.... no potty breaks make writing a lot smoother. Looks like it's bathtime!

1045am- MrHero checked in, I was still not in a diaper yet but I was getting hungry "aww does baby girl need Daddy to come feed her?" it's so early to feel this little >.< he puts me in insta-little mode a lot of the time, I love it.

11am- I went down to the kitchen for lunch and my roomie was down there. I still didn't have on a diaper and daddy was being so cruel with his punishment. "drip drip drip" would show up in my inbox... I begged him to stop as it was making my bladder tingle.

"You won't be able to spend a lot of free time out of diapers on your training dear... you need to get them back on pretty quickly, drip drip drip"

I was fussy... but I went upstairs and powdered a diaper and spread some ointment over my dedicates and obediantly got back into a diaper.

1115am- I had some errands to run and Daddy decided he wanted to pick out my outfit. Tights, with no skirt. ..... No skirt??? I never go with out a skirt, I got so nervous.. He promised if I was good and went out in the outfit he chose; he'd let me cum. That was the hardest part of training at the moment, the mental chastity.

2pm- after working out and putting together my list I went to the store. I managed to stay dry for a while but I'd had a bottle of water before leaving. I felt the building urge, I was so nervous... I texted daddy, and thinking about it... my bladder to let go. It's involuntary I feel the spasm and then it's running into my diaper, I was thankful for MrSir having medical diapers I could finally let the worry of leaking off my mind, don't get me wrong every time it happens I fear it for just a second.... but... then I realize it's ok. Soon I'll need to be on a schedule at least 4 changes during the day... summer heat rash is no fun 😢 "Thats why you're diapered sweetie, so you don't have to worry about that" - every time he reminded me it was like a fresh wash of red, the repetition carving it's way down. He reminded me that now my wet diaper would start to sag expanding in the tights he picked out. I started to get really embarrassed. He told me "baby girls don't worry about that" and it made me feel better...

3pm- My roommates daughter.... she's at the store, no where to hide... I wave. She smiled and came over. I faced her and tried to stay behind my cart and then... after the chat... I had to shop around in the same area.... I text daddy, he seemed amused "drip drip drip" it makes my bladder spasm when he does that.

345- I made it to the register and out with any candy, I did it! That... was the most revealing outfit I'd worn in public, it's bizarre to think no one probably noticed... but maybe someone did..... daddy has a psychological approach that leaves me squirming

4pm- severely need a change

530pm- Finalizing my plans. I've been working on a birthday party in san Francisco for a friend who is also a diaper enthusiast. I have the hotel, the restaurant, and the rides all planned....

Now I'm cleaning my room and doing laundry and sanitizing my pets cage. My little favorite comes to the edge of the cage and lets me pet her tiny head, she's so curious. I love her.

730pm- My Dip is sagging... Almost done cleaning....

8pm- FINALLY! Time for a change and a bath. My room looks great

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830pm- I'm tired... laid on my bed with my teddy turned on my Bladder therapy recording

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I've been extremely busy lately, but I haven't quit journaling. I take a lot of pride in my writing I hope that shows.

4 4 14 friday - 15 additional week

Fiber- 2 Doses - 1pm - 9pm

Water- 2 Liters - 8 cups a day. - 4 bottles of water

Bladder Training- Yes

Potty- no

Diapers- 830am, 2pm, 7pm

This is the first day of my additional week, MrLars insisted that if I was having real accidents like my trip to the store that I should probably stay in diapers. I forgot to take my morning dose of Metamucil since my sleep pattern has changed. I need to pick a new time.

5am- Woke up Soaking myself, I was up out of bed the moment my diaper started leaking and watched it soak my pants. I sighed deeply frustrated and cleaned myself up. I felt a tingle of a rash that would start soon if I didn't treat it. I put ointment all over my sensitive area, and laid back down watching game grumps

830am- I feel a lot better, I got on my fresh morning diaper and worked out.

1pm- MrLars logged on and checked in he was not happy I didn't take my medicine and made me march up stairs and take it right then.

2pm- into a fresh diaper I coated myself with ointment to keep off the rash monster. I need to change in 4 hours or I'm going to have one.

3pm- can i has.... daddy says no. I wet and pouted about it https://24.media.tumblr.com/fa9d63e38e7772e1a7b197dd325d25a0/tumblr_mt1er94o0l1s9nnudo1_400.gif

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7pm- woke up NEEDING TO CHANGE.I cleaned so much. I'm having some people spend the night before we all leave on a trip. I planned this ABDL birthday party hours away.

830pm- The first of my friends got here for the Trip, LittleBlankie and MrZ were the first to get here. I was really Nervous when Z got here first, we spent some time chatting and he's really nice, and actually quite funny, him and I had some comedic timing that I really enjoyed. When blankie got here 20 minutes later it felt surreal, I actually had friends over.

9pm- We talked about making some edibles, I mixed up a dose of Metamucil, and talked MrZ into a diaper, he didn't have any so I tossed him a medium cushie and told him it was non negotiable. We joked about the toilet being out of order.

930pm- We got to the store and MrZ and I gravitated to the Cake Aisle, and Blankie some how disappeared and resurfaced with beer.

945pm- Mixing 2 seperate batches of brownies, One for the stoners and a plain batch. We all chilled in the kitchen and exchanged stories, I liked that I could leave the two of them to chat since they both really enjoy music.

11pm- Pulling the brownies out of the oven, we kicked it in my room I got to know them better.

4 5 14 sat - 16

Fiber- None - Vacation

Bladder Training- yes

Potty- yes

Diapers- 4am, 9am, 315pm, 915pm

1am- we heated up the hot tub but didn't use it. It was fun being outside by the pool at night.

230am- Our friend MrFoxy near San Diego Picked up our friends PrincessTwitchy, and MissMilk on the way. Arriving via suburban we welcomed them inside and got comfortable.

330am- Getting everyone Settled I didn't have much time or energy to put together a sleep play list, I laid everyone down and tried to lay down myself.

4am- So much going through my mind, I took down a few notes and tried to turn off my brain and SLEEP

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7am- woke up and grumbled. It was time to get things going to I grabbed MrZ; MissMilk tagged along to the store. I got 2 packs of bacon a carton of eggs and some bread.

715am- Cooking breakfast, I set PrincessTwitchy to the bacon, she saw this as an opportunity to fix some of my dead burners (I love engineers)

745am- Eating breakfast and getting all the stuff ready to go to the car MissMilk had a pot brownie

9am- Changed into a fresh diaper and helped pack up the car and enjoyed the pile of bacon and eggs. LilBlankie had some home made weed tea; my special recipe

10am- heading out, double checking everything. LilBlankie wanted another cup of tea I really shouldn't have given it to him. MissMilk needed to be loaded into the car after her brownie she had a giggling fit in my entry way.

1030am- The car ride got started quick with a Game of tag. Blankie spilled his tea on his pants.

1115am- LilBlankie asked to pull over to pee.... he was wearing a pull up and he got one strike on his road trip record. We stopped and smoked a bowl while the babies went to the bathroom.

1130am- Lets go to Six flags instead! We joked. I ate a brownie and we had a stuffed animal fight.

12pm- 276 miles away! I'm sitting shot gun, MrFoxy is driving and LilBlankie is passed out in the back with the giant teddy, MissMilky is scratching and biting so we tied her up, then she started sucking on thumbs so LeTwitchy is baby sitting, MrZ put on some oingo boingo - dead mans party: over all I'm enjoying the trip.

130pm- stopping for gas $60 in the tank I ate a brownie.

145pm- dropped the charger between the drivers feet, was pretty risque when I got it and he cupped my head, good thing I'm comfortable with him lol.

2pm- MrZ blew my mind when he told me who danny elfman was.

230pm- I ate another brownie getting giggly.

245pm- Daddy was texting, teasing me because the metamucil is taking effect and I don't wanna go in the car.

3pm- great ways to start a story "so there was a car load of abdls"

315pm- We saw the Windows desk top - hills from toys

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MrZ had to pee so the car stopped again and he got a scratch on his road trip record, I changed my diaper and felt a lot better.

345pm - saw a murder of crows

4pm- I flashed a trucker after getting a bit restless and giggley

420pm- Saw a car on fire - 420 blaze it.

5pm- We're here I can see the restaurant, and the coffee house we're meeting at. THERE THEY ARE! They were maybe 10 feet away, I scrunched down, we watched them cross the street. We parked and walked up the street and popped in on the birthday boy MrTrees and the rest of our friends, MrMaggy, MrFrawg, MrGabby, MrTodd, MissDaisy, MissAlice and MrBrend. Once we were together and got the hugs out of the way we walked over to Blowfish.

530pm- I ordered a rainbow roll when MrZ agreed to trade me for one of his spider rolls. I was kind of glad he ended up sitting next to me. I Sat between Blankie and MrZ and felt this happy sort of buzz that was unfamiliar.

615pm- the food came and is quickly disappearing, I'm looking at the smiles around me, and I leaned over to Blankie "I'm genuinely happy right now"

7pm- MrTrees Got his dessert, and I started the happy birthday song: non-negotiable. We got the check and I got the money, it was a little stressful but I threw in about 20 extra bucks just to cover everything.

730pm- Leaving Blow fish got an awesome group shot of everyone. We walked to the cars and got loaded up I stood in the street looking at the sunset and felt myself let go into my diaper feeling quite contented. We all headed to the hotel for the next part of our plan.

8pm- getting to the hotel I have to go to the bathroom, I still hadn't gone number 2 all day and it was starting make my tummy ache. I sent some MrGabby MrTodd and MrFrawg on a grocery run while I checked in with MrMaggy and MrZ.

830pm- Getting people and their stuff into the hotel room. MrZ and I talked more about oingo Boingo, there is something about this dude I enjoy.

9pm- The Groceries are here and everyone's stuff is in the back room, we laid down a blanket in the middle of the floor, covering it in; games, toys, books, and stuffies. I did the math on everything making sure we had enough money, with groceries we came out to $40 extra.

915pm- I went to the bathroom and relieved myself. It's against my rules to go number 2 in a diaper in close quarters with people so I changed out of my wet diaper and into a fresh one then rejoined the party. A few of us went out for a smoke break. We crossed the bridge and took a short walk.

930pm- there is so much going on in both rooms. Like a fluid it moved around the hotel from the back room to the front. MissDaisy and Blankie built a Linkin Log Tower, It was cute to see someone in a tshirt and goodnight drinking a beer. I really enjoyed Blankie, he seemed to gravitate to me, I didn't have to seek him out he actually wanted my attention.

10pm- Told MrFrawg to mix my drinks strong.

1015pm- Dressed MrTodd as a bunny and MrFrawg as a kitty.

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1030pm MrFrawg and MissAlice were the first to get to try out the straight Jacket, then in went MissDaisy and then MrTodd who did a LOT of struggling.

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1045pm- Cuddled with MrTrees http://i.imgur.com/FrQydUl.jpg

11pm- Smoke break walked outside in my diaper and a short skirt, MrFoxy found a nice area that had a wall, with out the wind blowing it was actually not too cold a night, it was chilly but having someone to hold me it was ok, I really enjoyed smoking with LilTrees as we've known each other online for a while, he and Blankie really got on well when the "girlscout cookies" came out. MrZ had joined us outside even though he's not a smoker, I felt very busy with the people I probably wouldn't see for a long time so it was nice not having to chase him down, he seemed close at hand more often than not and I really hoped he was having a good time.

1130pm- when we got back inside I suggested we play candyland, There was NO WAY this many people could play but it was fun circling everyone up. MrFrawg Leaked on his pants and I made him wipe down the chair he was sitting on.

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12am- MrTrees played with clay on the candyland board and we all got louder and louder as the conversations merged and split

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1230am- We heard moans coming from next door, we put ears to the wall and heard the "oh god oh god oh god". It was either a good time or someone got some use out of the XXX channel.

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That all looks really fun and super cute! I kinda wish I was there with you! I'm glad you have a great time. Hopefully you can do it again some time.

4 6 14 sun - 17

Fiber- vacation- not taking it

Bladder Training- still going at will

Potty- Yes

Diapers- 730am, 530pm, 9pm

1am - The party is still going strong MrMaggy and MrFoxy inflated some airbeds.

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When it came todd's turn for the straigh jacket I got to use the Clear cane he lent me. He really seemed to enjoy it.

Story time with daisy

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130am- Headed out for the usual smoke break huddling up with MrFoxy in his Jacket he's so sweet I think I have a friend crush on him, the ride to San Francisco I felt the stockholmes syndrome sinking in.

2am- Told PrincessTwitchy to throw a cupcake in my mouth, I closed my eyes and heard her count to three and Opened my eyes when everyone started laughing. She'd eaten the first one! She got the second one on the first try!

Story time with MrBren

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230am- This time It was Blankie's turn I turned the camera on and lead him to the bed and laid him down and started the public beating. I swatted til he whimpered but it was no where near this heavy bottoms pain limit.

Story time with Todd

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3am- I picked up a book and started to read to the littles, MrZ perched over my shoulder we discussed how poorly the book was written which added some entertainment for the little ones. Story time with MissDaisy came after that, she's really good at reading stories.

Story time with Jack

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330am- Smoke break, a lot of the nonsmokers joined us for this last jaunt out to the spot. It was nice huddling up and feeling the comradery.

4am- Took a walk with MrZ and MrTodd. I learned a lot about both of them

We got back to the hotel, we talked about how MrTodd Cuddled MrTrees earlier http://i.imgur.com/x9aIA2B.jpg MrZ expressed that he wanted that kind of human companionship and I echoed his feelings MrTodd pulled me into his lap and held me like a baby, I asked him not a rock me since it put me immediately into little space. I loved being held I felt safe for a short time. I felt like reaching out to MrZ but for a moment I was selfish and let myself enjoy it.

5am- we got back and everyone was settled; MrZ leaned back in a chair and asked if I'd be taking the empty floor space, we bickered back and forth a bit but I invited him to the space I'd cleared out. He laid down, not in the way I had envisioned, I thought he'd mentioned he'd wanted to cuddle earlier but I wasn't going to push the issue. I settled in and felt myself surrounded by people I really cared for. I felt a buzz in my head. I was actually happy...

Passed out

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730am- alarm to wake up

MrZ Sore I'd have felt worse leaving him in the chair

745am- went down enjoyed breakfast and stacked bacon on a napkin in my purse along with links of sausage and all sorts of breakfast treats.

8am- brought a diaper of bacon to the hotel room with a diaper of sausage and a tray of eggs french toast muffins and tarts.

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I was commended for my brave efforts in the field and securing the breakfast for the team and given so much cuddles.

1030-Time to check out. We packed up and threw out all trash, we don't leave our used diapers for maids to clean up (I personally think people who leave theirs for the maids, make us look bad)

12pm- MissMilk had been comatose for most of the trip due to the powerful brownie, so I made sure we got to the Lolita store for her even though we couldn't stay long.

1pm- Had a talk with daddy in the car, I told him i'd used the potty, and that I might get a spanking when I got home, he told me that was all well and good but I was still getting punished for breaking rules.

420pm- The hours crept by, babies went in and out of consciousness. The boredom set in and I had a box of pastry so...... the muffin fight ensued.

530pm- Everyone was asleep, MrZ had a Xanax, MissMilk was still on brownies, and I'd knocked out MissTwitchy and Blankie with my Tea. The car was quiet and I needed a change so I did it while we were driving MrFoxy seemed to enjoy the show.

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7pm- We stopped for a smoke break and Misstwitchy did some climbing while Blankie MrFoxy and I shared a bowl.

8pm- Got home, MrZ had to leave since he'd be driving to another state that night, I felt bad for him, he was always so busy, he said even if something had come up he'd have thrown in his share for the trip. Most people would just let you hang in the wind if something came up. Something about that guy is very drawing, I wonder if that will change.

830pm- We all headed inside for a bit more fun. MissMilk and Princess twitchy had fun on my giant ball and we fit Blankie in the straight jacket and gave him a light beating with a crop.

9pm- We waved goodbye to Foxy as he drove away to drop off MissMilk and PrincessTwitchy on his way home.

1111pm- Just sat down after cleaning my kitchen from the mess we made making breakfast before leaving. I felt myself event dropping. I'm so numb at this point. I went to the camchat I usually go and felt no desire to be there in fact I felt like avoiding it for a few weeks. I withdrew into my mind.

4 7 14 mon - 18

Fiber- vacation

Potty- yes

Diapers- Don't remember wearing today

1am - My Submissive dylan messaged me. He was in a bit of a down mood, I heard him out about his issues and calmed him down. We chatted on webcam for quite a while it helped me with the drop I was experiencing.

330am- I told him I was going to go soon not wanting to bore him, he timidly asked if I would stay, there was a pang in my chest, someone actually wants me to stick around. We talked about a lot of serious stuff, he communicated that he missed role playing with me since I was taking a few weeks to be primarily submissive. I told him he'd get rewarded for communicating something he liked.

5am- I was falling asleep and we said good night, I told him I love him, it wasn't easy for me to use that word since I'm a naturally monogamous person, but recently I've felt deep love for several people. It's the same love but for different reasons, I've felt this in the past but also with guilt, that "one true love" bullshit tends to make you think you can only love one person at a time.

730am- Passing out I warned Dylan but he just wanted me to stay so I slowly faded while he watched

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Today was a bit of a write off, I skipped training, Daddy and MrLars understood. For the record all my of functions returned to normal with in a day or so, my bladder is still on the small side so if Im not wearing a diaper I tend to run off to the toilet pretty often. As I move forward and try new things, although the days off will be almost more important, getting bored of your fetish can be depressing.

Blankie was texting with me, we talked about how much fun the trip was, I was putting together the pictures for everyone so it was nice to chat after all that work. He mentioned how MrZ and I were really funny together, we tend to spare verbally back and forth seamlessly like we both got a script weeks ago, I do really enjoy that rare connection. Later when I talked to MrTodd, he told me he thought MrZ was really down to earth, he talked to Z at the party and was impressed with his calm demeanor and genuine nature. It was cute that Z had expressed wanting to get closer to people, I told MrTodd I felt a little bad having been cuddled right in front of MrZ but for once I was being selfish for a few minutes. He assured me there shouldn't be any hard feelings, I deserve to be held too.

Discussing being held and cuddled being so intimate in a friendly way was calming. I really enjoy getting to know someone and then getting to share that kind of closeness. Being able to share some silence as well as a good conversation is really nice, if you know someone long enough there is bound to be a lot of silence.

4 8 14 tues- 19

Potty-yes

Diapers- none today

11am- a sub who talks to me sometimes (only when he wants something) was annoying me and it made me want to play with my obedient little boy Dylan. So I messaged him and had an intense role playing session.

2pm - I was so turned on after playing with my subby, I asked daddy if I could cum but he said I used up my big girl time this week... I immediately sub spaced myself feeling like I should be diapered. I didn't get one on since I still needed a break but I was swimming in the intense desire. It felt different being little with no diaper on... the yearning was eating me up.

3pm - I played with my vibrator but put it away quickly being so worked up. I ran a bath and let myself get lost in thought.

5pm- edged myself getting excited about the bladder sounds I ordered.

I pressed on my clit as I played and over time I felt it throbbing my whole pussy clenching with spasms I had to stop it felt too good. I did but the clenching didn't stop.

7pm- Blankie came over we smoked a bowl and walked to the park talking about things. I felt so much closer to him after our trip, I told him I was really happy to spend some time with him and Z, as well as MrFoxy in the car. MrZ had said the same thing to me, it was nice having a few days to get to know people.

9pm- Passed out early feeling exhausted, so much activity, so little sleep.

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4 9 14 wed- 20

Potty- yes

Diapers- no

7am- Woke up early still feeling tired. I lounged in bed only getting up to use the toilet, Yes I know... I shouldn't be...

1pm- I stretched and lounged in bed most of the morning. Watching Nostalgia Critic Videos. After training I was continuously having to go to the bathroom. I've also had 3 movements already today, the residual effects of the Metamucil are evident.

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330pm- MrLars checked in and asked if I was on my medicine, he said start now... but I used my epic pout! So... I guess I start tomorrow. He was happy to hear it word for up to three days after stopping.

4pm- talking to a sub I'm testing Jacks. He's quite smitten with the idea of me. I know he sees in me the parts he likes but he's no where near earning my trust. He does think I'm cute, and wanted me to feel the same way about him and I took joy in driving him mad about it. He's not as smart and obedient as my sub, and that makes me enjoy my Dylan all the more. He discussed with me that he is open to me adopting others, I hadn't brought it up since I didn't want him to be jealous, his open nature only adds to my growing feeling that I'm polyamorous.

530pm- Finally he's in diapers, he didn't really follow directions well. Just made my miss Dylan.

630pm- Blankie Came over and picked me up we played dress up and went for a walk in the mountains. Smoked a few bowls. he got some cactus on his bum.

815pm- I made a lean cuisine for dinner these things are like adult baby food; spicy mashed sweet potatoes and soft beef tips. Roomie poured me some wine and I enjoyed some bong rips watching some TV and talking to daddy.

10pm- I asked daddy if i was allowed to cum yet. He told me absolutely not.

4 10 14 thurs- 21

Potty- yes

Diapers- yes 1230pm, 630pm, 12am

3am- fell asleep after setting out my medicine and my diaper but didn't put them on. I put on the bed wetter recording and went to sleep

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10am- Woke up dry but my bladder was bursting I got to the toilet and released what turned out to not be a lot. I didn't take my medicine or put on my diaper.

11am- working out enjoying my morning

12pm Lunch- Tomatoes - kale- carrots- and white cheddar cube salad. Daddy checked in and I told him I wasn't wearing he told me if I was going to be bad I wouldn't get my surprise.

1230pm- daddy made me get a diaper on, I lost weight in the last few days the close a lot tighter... wow I look great in a diaper.

1pm- My bladder kept feeling full but still released less than I would normally, I think the bladder training has worked at shrinking my bladder it's been days and still it's hard to hold it even if I try. If I do that for another 2 weeks I'm curious how that will go.

630pm- went to my room to change and for daddy's surprise. turned on a training video and my trigger audio. It had been a few days since I experienced either of these. He shared with me some personal stories and we spent some time together, he teased me and sent me back off to play. I love it what daddy coddles me. He would look very handsome in tweed.

8pm- my bladder let go while I was standing in my living room, I felt embarrassed and told daddy it just happened, he was proud and reminded me it's ok I'm suppose to be in diapers thats why I'm back in them.

830pm- I asked daddy why he is so nice to me, he simply told me I deserve it, just like I deserve to cum, he told me I should excuse myself and do it for him. I went to the restroom and watched myself in the mirror as my overly sensitive clit swelled beneath my finger and I came after only a few moments. Daddy sent me off to go play, I felt very submissive after his strong hand.

1111pm- talking to MrZ, I sent our 555th text and realized the time, I wished to get to know him better.

12am- Daddy told me to get changed. Then I took a walk needing to get out of my head, this person is very nice to me, my daddy is very nice to me my sub is very nice to me, and everyone this weekend made me feel loved. When Todd held me like a baby and rocked me I fell so deep into sub space I was choked up. Blankie and Z already mean a lot to me, I don't make a big deal of it, but they have treated me better than I have been in over 7 years. Patience... the only way I'll know they'll really be around.. is if they're around. Maybe I'll have the strength to be the cool confident person people tell me I am.

1245am- At the park listening to daddy's little girl recording. enjoying the equipment. Daddy kept triggering my little side making me squirm.

4 11 14 fri - 22 - FIRST DAY OF WEEK 4

Fiber- 2 Doses at 6am.

Bladder Training- yes

Potty- yes

Diapers- 230am, 6am, 330pm

1am- I sat into the kids seat, feeling constricted. DaddyHero texted me while I enjoyed my thoughts and my bladder therapy recording, the sprinklers came on and I felt myself dribble. I also felt the building urge from the metamucil... I'd been taking it everyday and it was starting to regulate my system. I started walking home briskly.

130am- I got home and into my room...... he told me to let it happen.

145am- I asked him if I could change he told me no. He teased me about being in chastity.

2am- I leaked running to the tub my socks are wet I begged to change standing in the tub as I dribbled almost continuously. "aww does baby girl need her diapers?"

215am- He made me admit it before allowing me to change. my recording burning into my head...

230am- Running hot water I laid in the tub as daddy triggered my submissive side.

3am- sat up relaxing writing my journal, talking to daddy, thinking about my friend, and watching videos.

6am- I took 2 doses of metamucil and went to sleep

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11am- woke up to my diaper leaking. I grumbled and changed my bedding.

330pm- Talking to daddy, I didn't feel big enough to use the potty so I put a diaper on... Daddy beamed at my programmed obedience, the dribble started immediately. I couldn't stop it, I felt ashamed but daddy kindly reminded me it was ok, he was very polite about my loss of control, he had a way of speaking to me with respect, he is very much my gentleman. He's promised on many occasions he'd like to hold me when we meet.

Since life is speeding up and training is still fun but I can't predict my days I'll be going at it practically. I'm going to set certain goals that with help, I think I'll be able to achieve.

Mandatory once a month during my cycle there is no if ands or buts, 24-7 wearing, 24-7 use is debatable.

Night time wearing dictated by my baby sitters, my goal would be to wear every night

I will still have to wear when my baby sitters insist.

bladder training should not be reversed. regular trips to the potty are encouraged. When diapered the bladder should be emptied regularly to avoid stretching.

4 12 14 sat 23

Bladder Training- yes

Potty- yes

Diapers- 4am, 9pm

4am- changed into a fresh diaper and Fell asleep

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1130am- I woke up to a wet diaper. I felt fussy, some mornings I wake up wishing I wasn't diaper dependent. When I was a kid I couldn't help it, I feel a little like I did then... helpless..

6pm- Blankie and I chilled at the mall and bounced around ideas I'm really glad he wasn't upset that I didn't wanna go to a hookah bar. We decided to stay home with some alcohol, go hot tubbing then get in pajamas.

8pm-Blankie came over and we went in the hottub with some vodka. We had the computer there and chatted with some friends and had a blast floating around for a while

9pm- Had to force blankie into pajamas his size, he liked being made to do certain things I notice. I put on a fresh diaper not really wanting to but needing one with all the liquids.

10pm- We played cards against humanity online with my sub and some friends. Dylan enjoyed the attention blankie and I were paying him, playing games with his gender. My sub who is under consideration disapointed me farther not even able to say thank you. We disconnected from him and focused on Dylan before I for too drunk to be in charge.

11pm- Blankie filled me in that he took me up to bed and we kissed (he told me this days later)

passed out

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4 13 14 sun 24

Bladder Training- yes

Potty- yes

Diapers- 1145am, 430pm, 830pm

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11am- I woke up to a wet bed... with different linens... and no diaper. disbelief set in.. I didn't remember taking off my diaper... or changing my sheets... frantically I looked for it finding it in my bedroom trash can, thank goodness. I pieced together my night: I'd went to bed, and woken up soaking and drunkenly thrown the bed together to lay down in again.

1145am- Achy, I put pajamas on and went down stairs with my blanket and pillow. I knocked on my fathers door, with a pitiful look I came in and promptly curled up on the floor to watch the golf masters with him. My dad was really caring he got me soup and vitamins and talked softly to me. I felt little... around my real dad for once, and I felt ok about it.

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3pm- Feeling slightly better. I trimmed the shaggy bits of my hair

330pm- Blankie came over, we chilled in my room and talked, he wanted to play so I pulled out my dress up box. He blushed when I started putting girl cloths on him. The dress I have looks perfect on his frame, what an adorable little girl.

4pm- We got ready to go to the beach I put on a fresh diaper as daddy instructed as well as the outfit daddy picked out for me. Blankie giggled prodding me for more information about my arraignment, asking if I had to wear all the time, what some of the specifics were, what kind of training was I in. We chatted on the ride down the coast getting to know each other.

530pm- Enjoying the beach with Blankie. He's been a real sweetheart lately. He seems to want to get to know me from several angles, My dom side, My big side, and my little side. He's also been very nice about my vanilla side. I like that he's very normal to hang out with in public even with his bright colored hair I'm proud to stand next to him, he's well behaved and very polite. He's a blast to hang out with and he's made me so much happier lately. I love spending time with him.

6pm- Blankie is enjoying acting out a spanking scene with our stuffed animals. They negotiated first of course. Then I laid him on his tummy for a whipping of his own. I took out my crop and I had target practice. It was fun to watch him squirm around.

8pm- On the way home from the beach I noticed I had to go potty. I felt it pushing at my exit. I sat still and waited for it to pass. I knew if I panicked it would just tighten my muscles and force it out. I waited and felt very close to helpless.... after training set in would I be prepared for the consequences? The cramps faded and I was able to maintain dignity til we got home.

830pm- Got home changing into a fresh diaper and telling daddy that I'd started my cycle, that I'd almost messed myself while I was out and that I was having dribbles most of the day. He told me I'd be in diapers full time no exceptions for the next week. I tried to pout but there is no arguing with his logic.

10pm- I watched some tv while writing my journal updates.

4 14 14 Mon 25

Diapers- 2am

2am- I grew tired and passed out after putting on a fresh diaper. Even though I'd been out of them for the day I wasn't going to sleep with out one.

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11am- I woke up a little wet. I switched on my subliminal recordings and took in mental training, I was feeling rebellious today, which is why we set up the practical training.

1030pm- I was online talking to my friends, I took some oreos and turned them into mary jane space cakes of my own recipe. I played cards against humanity with some friends and daddy popped in! It was so nice getting to play with some friends and feel special, he knows me really well and I kept picking his card >.< he got brazen and was telling me before I picked that I should just go ahead and pick his and he was always right!

I spent my day out of diapers. I wrote out my journal entries and filled in the days I was too busy to write much. There is a lot of change going on in my life, I cut my hair and changed my wardrobe and I've vastly improved my confidence and social standing with friends. I'd like to think thats because I'm happy... I'd like to work up the courage and familiarity with people I could ask for things I've been wanting to try. like being saran wrapped and experiencing wax play, and even being more intimate, dare I say it I'd like to kiss someone.

Cool. Glad to see that your little hiatus didn't put too much of a dent in your training. Just like riding a bicycle, isn't it?

Looking forward to more.

4 15 14 Tues 26

Potty- no

Diapers- 330am, 11am, 5pm, 1130pm

2am- Being bored before bed I drew a beard on with eye brow pencil (I used to do make up for theatre), and kicked it on http://www.omegle.com/ enjoying my social experiment. Girls keep stopping to flirt I'd compliment them and skip forward to the next person all in all it was a good boost. I know I'd be a charming guy.. if I were born a girl...

330am- I was tired and didn't want to get up but I changed into a fresh diaper and went to bed.

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8am- Woke up and felt my bladder aching. I let myself go into the diaper and went back to sleep

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11am- Woke up again, stretched, I had a text from MrSir, I appreciated his support. We had a nice conversation about how I feel when it comes to being Big vs little.

1115am- I logged onto my computer and realized I still had my beard on, I wiped my face and brushed my teeth and got on a fresh diaper.

5pm- I worked out all afternoon then played with my dogs in the back yard. Lifted weights and did squats. I changed, staying diapered as daddy told me I should.

7pm- Daddy had sent me a scary story I read it and it was really interesting.

http://creepypasta.wikia.com/wiki/BEN_Drowned#Post_.235_.28Sept._15.2C_2010.29

8pm- My roomie wanted jersey Mike's, Daddy told me I was only allowed to wear tights... I begged him no but he said It was nonnegotiable. I obeyed and got dinner... it was embarrassing to say the least. I didn't make eye contact with any one who was behind me and just got on with my business.

1130pm- I put on a fresh diaper and watched the daily show, colbert report and @midnight as I often do when i have no plans at this hour and I'm catching up on my journalling.

1230am- I made another 2 Mary Jane space cakes and felt myself getting motivated.

4 16 14 Wed 27

Bladder Training- yes

Potty- no

Diapers- 430am, 1045am, 420pm

1am- I cleaned my glider cage and vacuumed and cleaned my room enough that I could have a friend over without feeling guilty. Still feeling good after my space cakes.

2am- I turned on Bladder therapy and immediately felt my myself relaxing, I sat back and let my bladder go, I felt my pulse in the area as I stayed relaxed. I sat back feeling like a doll, a tight lowcut shirt and my playful brimmed hat that made my hair feather out... my diaper... an outfit I'd show off and wear for daddy.

245am- I realized I was proud of myself for not getting carried away and pacing myself with people. I was enjoying my chats with Blankie and MrZ but I will also go a few days with out texting them. A lot of people make it a burden to know them. I think about them all the time but, I stop myself from sending superfluous messages. I just save it as a draft and after a few days I actually have a few notes for shit I wanted to talk to them about. Blankie commented how laid back I was, I don't stress when people don't text me back, I don't get passive aggressive and he actually enjoys seeing my name pop up on his screen.

4am- talking to a sub Hex that messages me every month or so when he's got a boner that misses me. This is the 4rth time. I believe he's logged on with the intention of using me for my domme side. I told him I'm on a hiatus and only indulging my submissive side I'm used to people only talking to me when they want something and they are never rewarded.

He told me since he's started talking to me he realized he likes being watched, and told he's a good boy, and that my laugh plays in his mind sometimes when he's touching himself. I wonder if people in my past ever think about me like that.

430am- I finished cleaning my room and put on a fresh diaper and my rubber pants, switched on my bladder therapy recording and laid down.

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1030am- woke up to bladder therapy let my bladder go and took in the words, even with rubber pants I leaked on the bedding.

1045. Bathtime. My bladder therapy droning on, "adult bladder is gone forever" I took stock of how I felt about the Hypnosis, it's very pleasant and easier to get in head space. It's something that is really a person to person experience. For me it works very well, it gives me a reason to lay back and hold still. It's helped me come to terms with the few goals I had that I conquered like nocturnal accidents. I'm wetting the bed everynight now and feeling neutral about it instead of guilty or ashamed. I feel myself slipping further into the habits.

11am- I washed my face and hair then toweled off. I want baby mittens...

420pm- smoked a bowl and changed my diaper to run errands.

5pm- I left to go grocery shopping and pick up all the ingredients for tonight. I had a lot of cooking to do.

6pm- I started making potato salad, boiling my eggs and potatoes then Blankie came over.

7pm- We started making special brownies, he loved to stir the mix, he also loved the tiny chair in my kitchen.

8pm- Smoking and kicking it in my room with Blankie, I'm really glad I am getting to know him better. I really like him.

9pm- playing dress up he blushes so hard when I compliment how pretty he looks. We took out the brownies and let them cool

10pm- We went back to my room and I added make up transforming him into betty blankie. We had my friends on my web cam chat who fawned over her. Her cheeks went a deeper shade of red everytime I switched up her pronoun.

11pm- Enjoying sitting with Blankie in her pretty dress and tutu. Cuddling and rubbing her back, she squirms every so often and looks up at me with those big brown eyes. She doesn't know how pretty she is.

1130pm- petting blankie's hair and enjoying making her feel special before putting her boy cloths back on.

1145pm- Blankie is leaving he planted a kiss on my cheek. I felt a little bashful, I often felt like a jock type guy, around his effemenate and delicate self. I blushed and he took in the expression on my face before heading to the side walk. I think he likes turning me into a cartoon character...

http://i.imgur.com/RXKgr1I.gif

1230am- My roomie was awake in the living room I peed in front of them with out caring if i was going to leak at all. The medical diapers I order are pretty reliable when standing.

Theeenx Botox, It's been such a long week. I've been out of dips for about 3-4 days, it hasn't been easy. Wet the bed almost every night. But it'll be a while til those entries get posted. You'll know them by all the dental work yikes! My cheek is all swollen 😢

I've been enjoying Chat though. lol

JohnnyCee: I always wondered how awesome it would be to try a hemp enema 😉

MissScrumptious: I might try it

MissScrumptious: I've done a smoke enema

Mattie: well try it

MissScrumptious: it works

JohnnyCee: it has to work!

Mattie: how does that work?

MissScrumptious: sort of like it did in the 1800s

MissScrumptious: I recommend aquarium hose.

JohnnyCee: like alcohol works back there too.. But hemp would be much nicer & safer.

MissScrumptious: hose into the bum stoke up the embers take the smoke into the mouth BUT DO NOT INHAIL. you blow into the tube the smoke and some air from the lungs

JohnnyCee: NICE

MissScrumptious: and as a crude side note you fart like a dragon

JohnnyCee: LMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*Parties gave their consent to have conversation posted.

*Do not make the smoke enema a regular part of your activities for obvious reasons.

Play safe.

4 17 14 Thurs 28

Fiber- brownies

Bladder Training- yes

Potty- yes

Diapers- 245am, 12pm, 5pm

1am- cutting veggies for tater salad, the rest of my stuff is in the fridge tomorrow it will be amazing after I throw it all together.

2am- talking to daddy about the video game story, I was scared in the dark so he sent me this to make me feel better.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3lSOkZMbTUI

I felt my bladder well up as it had several times, and I let go, I almost want another serious week in training

215am- "It's just someone who's good at video games and has some creative writing skills and time on their hands" daddy reassured me.

"And glitches!"

"Yes and glitches"

"I'm a glitch! http://cdn2.scratch.mit.edu/get_image/gallery/323871_170x100.png?v=1389475901.69 "

"You're the best kind of glitch though ^_^"

230am- I ate 2 more brownies and drank 3 frozen daiquiris dribbling about every 15 minutes. I turned on my anti potty training recording and laid on my tummy feeling my bladder spasming I ended up leaking on pants. Daddy wants to skype call and watch some of a movie together.

245am- I need a change my bed wetting curse recording is on low. I was begging daddy to put me in diapers for another week. Blankie could help for check ins.

3am- falling asleep, Daddy made me say the d word, he told me I shouldn't be ashamed of them. He's so nice to me.

4am- Falling asleep on daddy, I let my vibrator rest against my diaper and quickly I was squirming involuntarily while the recording droned on, I believe it deeper and deeper like someone took all that time from me, and I repeat some of the words to myself and it feels true, I was never potty trained. I squirmed saying no, again and again as I pictured all the pages from my book, all of my training ripped out and burning, I watched the pages curl and blacken but I felt held against the wall. I climaxed and became limp. I desperately needed a fresh diaper but I was so tired...

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1130am- woke up to a phone call. It was for an interview.... I was in a soaking wet bed. my diaper had leaked since I didn't change it before I passed out.... I ripped it off and washed up. I finished my phone call and realized I was about to have an accident. I got to the down stairs potty and it happened quickly. The brownies are like Metamucil so much fiber.

12pm- Fresh diaper, telling daddy about my friend who I would let check in and make sure I'm wearing. I told him about the creeping guilty feeling that I get when I don't wear my diapers. "creeping guilty feeling, or creeping "I just ruined a pair of panties" feeling" he joked with me.

1215pm- I feel so comfortable. my bladder feels completely relaxed and empty, when i hold the muscle in the open position I start to get involuntary bladder spasms.

130pm- Working on my journal and listening to my bed wetting recording, I didn't have to pee... I heard it say "If you're wearing a diaper you're going to wet right now" immediately my bladder started dribbling, I got a giddy kind of rush feeling happy that I might successfully be diaper trained after a while. I know the recording says it will last 6 months so that is my soft goal to go 24-7 off and on for another 5 months. (I want this) Realizing this recording says I will look forward to having a wet bed everyday... that I'll wear diapers for protection but it's ok even if I wet the bed

145pm- I'm really lucky - My biodad is a great person and takes really good care of me.

2pm- I put in my ear buds, and a blind fold, forcing sensory deprivation.

3pm- I looked up and realized it had been an hour of intense mental training, I'd gotten sleepy several times under my blindfold. For a moment I wondered what I'd want, I want to feel tied down on my tummy and examined I wouldn't mind being forced to take an enema, the diaper under me as the enema trickled. .

I ate 3 more brownies. I had climaxed a few times and hadn't felt the drop or the shame, training was working so far, and the long term seemed a lot easier.

345pm- talking to daddy about when i start my new job I'll want to be back in 24/7. I had disobeyed him and climaxed with out permission and.... I was feeling really guilty... I wanted to rationalize it anyway I could but... the truth was I broke the rule... I had never felt like this before, a seering hot regret for disappointing my dominant. Like MrSir had said in the past, sometimes it takes a mistake or a break to realize how important something is.

5pm- worked out a bit and changed into afresh diaper.

11pm- fiber from brownies made me have to go again. I put on my anti potty training recording. Chatted with MrTodd for a while.

Remind me who is blankie? I can't tell if it's a female or male and it's really bugging me.

Really good please continue posting.

This was a skype Chat with someone who I met on a different Site.

One where people don't have very good manners -

the names are private... I was VERY VERY PATIENT

with the creeper questions....

I was very medicated from my dental work

Golf: Dipsters 😄😄 hehee

Miss: lol

Golf: Are you wearing one now 😜

Miss: yea

Golf: Aww cutee (kiss)

Golf: What brand? 😜

Miss: abena

Golf: Xplus?

Miss: large I think

Golf: Xplus is that how much it holds it ^^

Golf: Absorbent or some 😄

Golf: I have abenas too 😃😃

Miss: I donno i have thinnerones

Golf: Its xplus then ^_^

Golf: Awww (heart)

Golf: Are you wet? 😜

Miss: not yet

Golf: Thihi 😃

Golf: Soon yes 😃

Miss: maybe

Golf: Shall we put few suppositories to you too 😄

Golf: You would like that?

Miss: notreally

Golf: Thihi, no choise 😉

Golf: 😜

Miss: ?

Golf: You can always try to hold those in 😃

Golf: Suppositories 😄

Miss: excuse me.... you don't get the right to come out of no where to dom me

Golf: Im sorry

Miss: I am medicated after serious dental surgery adn can NOT consent... I havn't eaten in 7 daysI CAN NOT TAKE SUPPOSITORIES... I don't even remember who you are...

Golf: Oh :O

Something similar happened here on zity in the Chatroom

I'm really glad the modstaff here are so diligent.

I did everything in my power to ignore and be patient

even while being attacked by a desperate fetishest.

It's these kind of manners that are not ok....

4 18 14 Fri 29

Bladder Training- yes

Potty- no

Diapers- 2am, 7am, 1212pm,

2am- Put on a fresh dip talking to LilTrees for a bit in my web cam chat.

3am- My best friend from back home came on, her mom had passed away, she really needed a shoulder to keep her steady.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=27bESHiJ9cU

4am- She was exhausted so I put her to bed... and passed out exhausted myself My emotions were spent.

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7am - woke up... changed.... was kind of lost most of the day.

1212pm- Needed a change, Took a bath listening to my bladder therapy recording and got into a fresh dip.

630pm- took my dogs out and played, my diaper is wet and I really need a change. I've been letting my bladder go when ever it felt full I make no attempt to hold it when I get that tingle of oops I'm full. I don't even worry if I'll leak or not since it doesn't matter. I've been retraining my mind, letting myself get comfortable in my skin.

7pm- upstairs bed wetting curse recording, I wet when it triggered me, that was something that usually doesn't happen

8pm- Blankie came over for his glasses and kissed me on the cheek

9pm- I sat watching some tv with my roomie and thought on my friend's mom.... a lot.... I stirred up my ingredients for my tater salad and let it sit over night.

10pm- I went back to my room and texted some friends some thoughts, like "I miss you"

4 19 14 Sat 30

Potty- no

Diapers- 315am, 7am, 11am

2am - MrLars checked in, we talked for a few hours. He teased me about needing to go.... he always insisted I start back up in Metamucil training. I think once a day, or small doses twice a day gives the digestive track a boost.

3am- It finally happened.... I couldn't stop it once it started, He told me to sit down.... I pouted... but he made me.

315am- I let myself climax and forced myself to keep listening to my recording even through a bath. My bed was made, I was in a fresh diaper and asleep immediately.

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7am-wake to clean up my bed I leaked and need a change 😢

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1030am- woke up. wet again... I replied to some messages.

11am- changed into a fresh diaper and grabbed some lunch. Worked out. for a few hours

130pm- Blankie needed some medicine, so he came to pick me up, we sat with our sunglasses starting our adventure.

230pm- Ran to the Dispensary, and it took a while to get our order right since we had to go to a few places...

330pm- Went to the munch fashionably late. people were happy to see us, we grinned sheepishly, red eyed and starving but no desire to eat Fatty Irish food.

430pm- we left early- we are cool like that.

530pm- we went home to cuddle and smoke. It being legal in our state really set a lot of things at ease both for me and for life in general my paranoia is non existent in relation to "being caught" I feel like a happy cog in the system when I have to. I treat it like medicine, it helps with my aches, pains and most of my depression. I stay sober when I plan to perform, interview, work, or hang out with people I respect as sober. There is a really important need to balance your habits, tomorrow being the holiday for it.... Play safe everyone

Got a Job today!!!

Congrats on the job!!!!

A good job with good pay and benefits, I hope!

Well Just got out of the ER today, Look out for that Entry when it gets posted later this month.

Someone tripped me while out ice skating for my first time.

The physicians assistant was a monster.... I went into shock when he didn't warn me he was going to jab my wound 6 times.....

I'm so glad blankie was there......

Sorry to hear that that happened! Feel better soon!

4 20 14 Sun 31

Bladder Training- yes

Potty- yes

Diapers- 115am, 10am, 5pm, 9pm

1am- I Kissed Blankie's Cheek when he left; he blushed and weaved down the walkway. He is really growing on me.

115am- I put dip on laid down to fall asleep

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10am- woke up getting some much needed sleep, and needing a change, Wake and baked.

I spent most of the day working out.

420pm- Toked with Blankie we planned our beach trip. I changed into a fresh diaper, daddy always insists a stay padded. He said I can't wear tights to the beach *pout.

445pm- I put on sun screen and blankie asked me about my daddy and my training, he's so inquisitive. We picked up his vanilla friend Wick, and we got some Wahina (beer) from this nook of a bar they know and some Burgers from The Habit and we got down to our little part of the beach.

http://i.imgur.com/0jgoXYH.jpg

530pm- Enjoying the beach we built a tiny Dam around our camp. Blankie was so nice to me. There is something about seeing him run at me with his arms spread wide that I can't get over.

http://i.imgur.com/Ls2jlnx.jpg

6pm- The beer was so good, but it made me wet myself. I was embarrassed when my diaper started to sag. It got worse when Blankie hugged me and then said uh oh! and ran.... the wave hit me and rode right up my legs.

630pm- built a NICE sand castle moat. He hugged me a lot I love how fun he is so go out with he's very loving.

http://i.imgur.com/EkRn1jd.jpg

8pm- heading home, Blankie came in and cuddled and washed up. Then I started dressing him like a pretty girl. We teased him a lot before getting him back into his boy cloths, he told me he liked being dressed by someone, so I made a point of dressing him to leave. Watching him bite his lip and and whisper that he doesn't know how I make him feel this way.

9pm- Fresh diaper and I went to bed early.