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Fiber- 1 Dose - 2:30am
Water- 2 Liters - 8 cups a day. - 4 bottles of water
Plug Training- Yes http://i.imgur.com/jWJiRJ1.jpg
Bladder Training- yes
Potty- no
Diapers- 1, 2am --- 2, 10am --- 3, 10pm
12am- Daddy coaxed the answer from me, I told him I had my toys out and he was adamant about me not touching myself after putting my plug in for him. First I rubbed some numbing lube into my engorged clit and then sunk a lubed finger into my bottom and let it relax my nerve endings. Obediently I plugged myself and I drank a full bottle of water letting my trigger recording sink in. I laid on my tummy my plug was comfier but gas passed through it easier. I could feel my bottom tingling, and itching, day 2 of plug training usually feels this way, the itching means healing, its healing in it's new shape. I liked the sensation of dilation. Daddy made it easier as we joked and passed time.
115am- My plug started working, the Metamucil is working well its softening things and it's not pushing on the plug at all. I got quiet,
Daddy asked me what was wrong and I avoided the question, I made 3 jokes and got him to talk about something else and then even sing, Daddy had a good singing voice. I had to giggle quietly or he would have noticed and I would have been back in the hot seat... my seat was already hot... lol poop joke
130am-I checked in with MrSir, sending my journal updates and filling him in on the personal aspect of training, I told him I had an accident while I was out and earned another week in diaper training. I... also told him I hope it gets extended longer.
2am- The numbing lube on my plug had started to wear off and I could feel it sitting there, like a stint holding me open, the hole in the center about the size of a golf ball. I let my bladder empty every so often and felt the tingle when I let the muscle relax. I polished my journal entries and responded to my baby sitter messages. MrLars logged to check on progress- "you are getting just what you wanted, someday you won't even wear underwear without messing" I sat up and felt my bowels pushing not consulting me in the slightest, it started coming out faster, the pressure built up and the plug pupped out followed by the rest of my involuntary evacuation. I was in a bit of shock for a moment but Daddy and MrLars were proud. I was given permission to change.
215am- Cleaned up and reviewing the new american made diapers http://www.xpmedical.com/absorbency_plus.html , there are no leg gathers or leak guards, the crinkle sounds like someone opening a fresh bag of the worst flavor of Doritos it gets your hopes up but awwwwww Its not even pretty to look at, the tapes are uneven the back looks hideous the bunching between the legs is unpleasant and it feels like I'm wearing a trash bag, I was given 2... and the second one I was told to keep as a punishment diaper. my daddy affectionately referred to it as the "poop sack"
http://i.imgur.com/9uGovhI.jpg
230am- I needed to take my medicine before I got too tired, so I was told to take it before I cum, to be a good girl and drink my incontinence medicine, I chugged it down feeling the full effect of being forced to be a good girl, I imagined how I'd like a dominant to deliver that in the future, being handed the freshly shaken bottle and being told to drink it right now, it would be interesting living with someone and improving my habits, gradually they would increase the dose, I would barely notice as months passed and instead of one dose I was taking two, then a second bottle is added to the regimen, and possibly a third. Slowly adapting to the routine.
245am- Daddy gave me permission to cum - paci in mouth I set the vibrator on my teddy and started grinding against it I put on my subliminal videos and my trigger recording. Daddy told me in the future he might set a rule at events Im not allowed to change myself, his timing was always perfect forcing me to contemplate such intense things in the midst of pleasure.
3am- I came and kept the vibrator there... listening and watching...
Waiting until that post orgasm rejection passed, forcing myself to like it. Daddy helped me through my sub drop and feeling wiped out I was already diapered I laid their letting the recording stay on and wishing daddy a goodnight http://i.imgur.com/iwZ4zvC.jpg
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9am- woke up felt myself let go of my bladder in the sack of a diaper, the gas from my metamucil was making my tummy growl. I smoked and coughed and felt myself fill my diaper. The recording told me to let it happen. I felt unphased after it happened. I was a little surprised how natural it seemed, I didn't like when it happened while I was sitting... it was a little too real for me. There is a safe feeling in getting onto my knees to do that, like I get a choice in it but I'm getting closer and closer to not getting one.
945am-laying on my tummy I remembered my call with daddy and being teased for making a mess when my plug was in and I couldn't help it. Not many people can master the sweet coaxing tone. I played with myself knowing I couldn't cum pouting behind the pacifier that I forgot having put in my mouth. I checked my messages and replied to my sitters and filled in my journal.
10am- I had put off changing, kinda forgetting about what happened in the back of my pants, so I took my hand out of my diaper and...
1015am bathtime!!
11am- daddy logged on doing his daily check in. He encouraged me to play with a diaper folded around me and a vibrator agaist myself. He made me play until I was bucking against it. He told me to take down the font of the diaper and put the vibrator against my bare clit. I started going insane, incredibly sensitive then almost numb then back to near climax. I let it rest against me and carressed myself. I asked if I could cum, and daddy said no. I asked several more times and was told no each time.
http://i.imgur.com/h5fMteW.jpg
12pm- Daddy made me cum so hard, I know I did it with out permission but I was upside down and I misread what he said and couldn't think straight and the vibrator felt so good I couldn't stop I begged, I thanked, thrashed, and appologized and not quietly. I could feel myself pouring sweat, my eyes clenched tight not able to see through it. I bucked against the vibrator feeling myself coming to a peak. I rode it out, the sounds of pain and pleasure I made weren't really my choice, but I kept it there and felt myself reach the edge of the peak, I came hard feeling a dribble run down between my butt cheeks and I broke. when the vibrator went off I tossed it aside and crumpled, shaking and catching my breath I couldn't even straighten my fingers, and the smile on his face just kept making me blush harder. "have a good day little girl"
1215pm- I started getting ready for my interview my legs felt like jello, I felt amazing having a mind blowing orgasm before going off about my life.
1pm- I went to my interview - didn't wear a diaper but as soon as I got home with my deep dish pizza I put on a portal diaper
http://www.zity.biz/index.php?mx=gallery;ox=showimage;id=101953
http://i.imgur.com/LqadKem.gif
3pm- omg this pizza! turned on my trigger recording low and went about my business. Got a few check ins and cleaned my room.
420pm- smoking in my diaper, I can feel my muscle tingle I hadn't noticed I was keeping it relaxed.... Bladder has felt more and more like that. I Drank a full bottle of water and tried to ignore it.
630pm-hugging a teddy in my diaper feeling little when daddy texted. I imagined getting to cuddle, he was so sweet, he's always so nice to my little side. I fell sleep with the phone in my hand.
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945pm-woke up from a nap the phone on one of my pillows, I had a message from a few hours before teasing me for being a sleepy baby before 8pm. Immediately thrust into little space as soon as I woke up I was unable to do anything about it; I kicked my legs and flailed in my bed as I do sometimes when I feel very little, I didn't notice the pressure that built up. Obviously a reaction to the metamucil, I calmed myself through the emotions that come with living like this for extended periods of time. Before I knew it, it had already started I panicked before realizing I don't have to get out of bed to use the potty any more.
10pm- I managed to amble out of bed and change into a fresh diaper, throwing back several cups of water and crawl back into bed. I watched game grumps videos until I passed out.
http://imgur.com/MWsniLP
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