I don't understand why anyone would;
- Feel any guilt
- Feel embarrassed
- Feel any shame
...for any of this! I mean, we're all human, and we like what we like. When playing with others we're all grown ups! If two consenting adults decide to dress up and role-play doctors and nurses, where's the harm?
I first discovered my fetish when I was fairly young. Around 12-13 years old, I used to hang out with a group of friends. One of the girls in our friend group, her Mother was a nurse. When we used to make 'dens' or build things, she used to bring latex gloves from her house. I knew that when she wore the gloves, it made me feel different.. but I didn't know what it was. I was young.
Over the next 4 or 5 years I really took a learning curve into learning what it was all about, and I eventually discovered that although latex gloves were where it all started, my interest was far deeper.
I too felt shy and embarrassed about it. I thought, am I normal? Why is no one else into this like I am?
Well, eventially at about 19 years old.. I was dating a girl, and I told her about the gloves. She wasn't too freaked out and would frequently wear them when we had sex. It was great!
From that point on, as a young man... it was one of the first things I told girls! Okay, I didn't tell many of them about the full medical fetish, but at the absolute minimum I told them about my love for latex surgical gloves. When they said "It's weird!" I would respond with, "Well, we're all weird in our own way, and hey... at least it's clean! haha" - I don't think it ever scared anyone off.
I don't tell my friends what I'm into, but I do tell my dates and partners. My thoughts are, if you can't express yourself sexually in a relationship, you're in the wrong relationship.
My point is, we are who we are.. don't hide it, don't fight it.
Don't feel that you can only be yourself on the internet. You CAN be yourself out there in the real world, and no one can do a damn thing about it! Of course, that doesn't mean don't be safe! Of course, be safe! Be careful. But have fun!