I have bought into the whole fellatio “scene” since I “went down” on @TedStarr and @Meat_Monster yesterday morning and it’s becoming something more than a little intriguing to me. My first complete and full act on my husband was done while I was very nervous but fully committed to completing the act whereas before, I’ve had his penis in my mouth but I was not fully committed to preforming fellatio on him. I’ve kissed and caressed his penis many many times before and held his scrotum but yesterday morning was the first time that I really and truly sucked on him until he came in my mouth. I admit that it was not the best “blow job” ever done, but it was my first time and it was with my husband Ted.
The second time was with MM and I was better at keeping from choking and took his ejaculate far better than I had with my husband because I had made sure that it was not straight on to the back of my throat. I also had more confidence, but not much when I was fellating MM and I was so worried about doing it properly and the pure mechanics of it all that I don’t think I enjoyed it as much as I could have.
However later that night I went home and waited until the kids were in bed and Ted and I went into the bedroom and I asked him what he thought of it and how it felt for him. He said that he could tell that I was very nervous and that he was sorry that I almost gagged when he ejaculated but that he wasn’t expecting it and had lost track of his body and reactions. He asked me how I liked it and what did he taste like and how the whole thing made me feel. I told him a lot of how I feel about it will be on how he did or did not enjoy it, and I now really understand how being a gentleman can be irritating if you want to get a straight answer.
We both were not sure how to feel about the whole thing because it was full on fellatio for the sole purpose of getting him to ejaculate. As I said before, yes I’ve kissed his penis, lightly sucked on it, but not with determination. As much as we have had sex, this was really pretty new to us and honestly, neither one of us could give the other a straight answer because we just really didn’t know what to think, and Ted was being a gentleman.
But while we were talking about it I decided that I wanted to do it again and that Ted is worth it and I could tell that he would like it if I liked it. I could feel that he was picking up on my signals and in spite of himself I could see that he had an erection as we were talking about that morning. He’s a great guy and I wanted to try it again but this time I had a better idea of what to fully expect and what to do.
First of all, I like the feel of his erect penis in my hand, everything about it. It’s warmth, it’s rigidness and the fact that his scrotum and testicles are very fragile in spite of the power that they contain in them. I’m not an engineer but I believe that hydraulics has a great deal to do with a man’s erection but as I was holding him in my hand something just told me to forget the analyzing and science and think about the man attached to this amazing bit of anatomy. This thing was full of life and love and no small amount of lust and playfulness. Yes I am sappy but the more we talked the more I thought we talked too much.
Leaving behind correct anatomical names and descriptions, and having a new respect for those who write so beautifully here, I understand why decorum is tossed in the trash can and the language gets crass and “… dead on balls accurate because I was going to suck this beautiful man’s cock …”
The feel of the head of his penis in my mouth is beyond description in its texture and “sponginess” and warmth and smell or scent. I’m so close that I feel the heat off of his body and sometimes the tickle of his pubic hair on my eyelids or nose or lips. But I felt all this earlier and it wasn’t distracting and brand new and I was better prepared for what I wanted to come and you can call that a pun if you wish. My cousin @Dahiana said that I could forget all those porn videos that shows a woman stroking the man’s penis and bobbing her head back and forth because it was really stupid. So this time I concentrated on using my tongue and the sucking action of my mouth and Ted was quickly reacting to my actions.
I was feeling his every movement of his hips and how they flexed and tensed when I would run my tongue this way or that on his penis. He was giving himself over to me and I was in full control of him and his mind was turned inside and just letting go and letting me do the driving. Then I realized that I was sensing all of these things because I was able to actually think and feel and plan what to do to or with him. I wasn’t in that “cum lust mist” right there with him, I was the “observer” or the director or architect. Ted was getting all lost and caught up in what I was making him feel!
But Ted was too far along and I did sense that he was about to ejaculate and this time I was in full control of my senses and expecting the force of his ejaculation into my mouth. I didn’t take it straight back to the back of my throat and I was almost swallowing his cum as he pulsed it into me. Yes, I even noticed that it was sort of a pulsing when he was ejaculating and feeling his body with my hands and fingers, even my lips and tongue as he was doing this. The taste? Oh I could taste him but it wasn’t overwhelming and I had an idea of what to expect but I had him under control and almost all of his ejaculate I swallowed as it left his body and into me. The one thing I hadn’t been paying too much attention to because I was experiencing everything else, were the sounds he was making.
Then he pulled me up to his side and we kissed, which I was wondering how he would feel about kissing me so soon after he had ejaculated in my mouth. But I had all but swallowed everything he had as he gave it to me, so if there was any residual in my mouth it wouldn’t have been much. But I don’t think he thought about that because he gave me a “thank you” kiss and I could feel his heart pounding when he held me.
I put that boy to sleep and we spooned and I fell asleep with his arms wrapped around me and me feeling a lot better about what to do when I perform fellatio on him. Then probably about 3:30AM or 4AM I felt him becoming erect behind me but he was sound asleep but his hand were still cupping my breasts. He snores just a little and his breathing told me that he was really sleeping and I dozed along thinking about what I had done.
We usually get up about 6AM or 6:30AM and it was about 5:30AM when I felt him pressing his erection towards me but his breathing told me he was still asleep. Not me. I turned to face him and he was half asleep when I had him roll onto his back and I got under the covers and felt for his erection and Ted was awakening and still groggy but knew what I was doing. I had been thinking about my second time with him all night and running scenarios in my mind as to what I would do the next time.
Well, the next time was then and we were both naked so I worked around until I could take him into my mouth and I did. I had been thinking about how I could probably set the pace with him and make it last as long as I wanted or as little time as I wanted because I felt that this was something I could control. I think the term is edging and Ted was fully awake but I was setting the pace and I then took him into my mouth and I was surprised at how much I remembered and how much I had thought about what to do.
I wasn’t teasing him to be teasing him, but I took him up to the brink several times and we were able to make it so that he could enjoy it the first couple of times. I would “walk him back down” and let him enjoy the feeling but soon his “lust” stepped in and I wasn’t going to tease him or make it ache and I chose to bring him all of the way off and his ejaculation was almost twice as strong as it was when we went to bed. Actually I’m not sure if you can take me at my word at it being “twice as strong” because how do you measure that? All I know is that I was fully in control of every pulse that his penis ejaculated and I was a lot more confident and knowledgeable about what to expect and how much. The taste? It was not a factor but the look on Ted’s face, the reaction of his body, and all that went on was worth waking up early.
Eventually we got us and our kids ready for the day and I went to tell @Dahiana all about it and found that MM hadn’t left to do what he does. So, yes, he said that I made his day start out great and DD gave me a B+ for style and technique. It was A or A+ judging by the way MM reacted so she doesn’t matter.
Later that morning we went into town and stopped by to get some coffee and visit the flower shop that was very close by. I saw that the lady who runs the flower shop also had some coffee and she is known to have her cream delivered too. I don’t think we were there two minutes before DD told her that I was now a “cocksucker” and the pretty florist just asked me if I had brought her along or if she followed to the shop.
The taste? Not that great but not that bad either and coffee does seem to make things better and we had a good conversation although it wasn’t all about fellatio. I am still trying to sort out my feelings and I’m afraid that I’m like a child with a new toy or that person that thinks she has discovered something only she can understand. At least DD and the florist didn’t roll their eyes 🙄 when I told them about my “new” discovery.