5. Hidden underwear reminds of her deep perversion

The sissy stopped wearing male underwear immediately after she met Master. This was his first explicit request put forward to her. Wearing sissy clothes in regular life is essential for her transformation. Soft cotton knickers with pads inside plus nylon pantyhose make her feel complete, especially when she is wearing her chastity cage. More sissy underwear should follow. It also reminds her of the continuous presence of Master. The knowledge of being a sissy and moving sissy like in the middle of a crowd on the street, makes her feel perverted. That is because in reality she definitely is a pervert in training.

6. Diaper obedience as a daily routine

Sissy cunt must wear diapers every night to remember the time in childhood, when the little boi did not have control over his peeing and shitting. The aim of Master T. is to show sissy how weak and without control she is. She has to give up control over her life. She has to accept regular humiliation. She obediently and willingly has to give in to this routine. In addition, the sensation of being forced to pee and shit in her bed is overwhelming her completely. To let go again is a rule but also reason for shame. Master molds sissy into an Adult Sissy Baby with regular bedtimes. Sissy does not have the right to go to bed whenever she wishes: bedtime is clearly defined by master. Sissy dresses like a baby before going to bed and Master watches her putting on her diapers and rubber panty. In the morning sissy wakes up with warm and full diapers. She has peed and shitted herself again. This psychological and physiological regression is core to a sissy life. It supports obedience and reduces self-determination. It provokes childishness. In addition to that, sissy cunt has to fill in a diaper diary regularly. It makes her aware that she is under strict diaper obedience.

7. Undergoing body transformation.

Sissy strongly believes that sissy’s former male genitals (balls, penis) have to be turned into sissy organs. They are called worm and milk sac for the time being. It feels only natural that Master talks about the “pathetic worm”, the swollen “milk sac” and the filthy “ass cunt”. All three organs have to undergo severe modification. The worm is not more than an ugly, useless clit, the milk sac is developed into a heavy and big udder and the cunt changes from a tight ass hole into a loose vagina with swollen lips. A sissy cunt neither has male nor female genitals, it has genitals of its own, to be developed by intense training. Master T. creates new genitals with different sensations, knowing that neither male nor female genitals would fit his sissy cunt. Master modifies his sissy’s body and turns it into a perverted sissy-landscape. This is really something to be grateful about.

8. Kept in complete chastity

Becoming a sissy cunt one forgets completely about the "old" orgasms. There is no endless rubbing of the worm for hours to finally release very thin and transparent liquid in a tired effort. Sexuality of a sissy cunt is different to that of men and women. Formerly well known sensations are replaced by new ones: massaging the milk sac, being stretched by tunnel plugs and dildos, stimulation of the prostate, taking in huge loads of enema fluid and emptying them in the bowl. The new sensations are all disconnected with orgasm. They do evoke arousal but never fulfillment. Instead they are now clearly connected to pain, edging and denial. The "old" Orgasm is taboo at any time. Sissy is kept excited all the time. This helps to respond quickly and efficiently to Master’s orders.

9. Pain becomes arousal and arousal becomes pain

To please Master sissy cunt has to live up to the huge physical and mental challenges she is confronted with. She needs to be forced all the time. There is no place for thinking and considering. Sissy cunts must also learn that arousal also links up to unpleasant sensations in her ass cunt and on her milk sac. A sissy needs to be pushed over her physical limits all the time. There is no real difference between pain and arousal. Arousal is interrupted by upcoming pain and pain is leading to excitement and arousal. There is no orientation of a sissy unless the orientation on Master's demands. Stop thinking, start obeying and feeling the power of the Dominant, sissy cunt!

10. The obscenity of sissy’s body.

Standing in front of Master, him having access to every part of the sissy cunt’s old and fat body is both, highly embarrassing and arousing. The sissy experiences her body as a permanent obscenity. Sh lost her shyness but also the embarrassement of being old and fat. This is what slavery means, when Master executes his absolute power. No thoughts, no feelings, no intimate body parts can be hidden: Master has access to everything as the sissy has no right to own anything. It is simple: she is completely owned. She is a slave without rights. Her body is ridiculous and an obscenity. She is beyond uglyness and ridiculousness.

(to be continued)