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Perverted considerations. A sissy's diary.

Part 1: Scents, chores, language and privacy

1. Obscene scents are all around.

A specific smell that has developed in the sissy cunt’s rooms (= bedroom, bathroom) during three weeks of training and feminization. The scents were very feminine and sexy. There were no more use of male products. In addition to that daily routines and training sessions something new developed. It was a mixture of smells of of urine, of cunt, enemas, make up, soiled towels, lube, body lotions for women, leakage, heavy perfume and deodorants. It developed during her evenings and night sessions with Master T. and especially around her diaper bed time. One also can smell the desire and sexual fragrance, which is produced when raping the ass cunt. This strange smell proves the existence of a sissy cunt. She smells like an ass cunt. The sissy rooms smell sissy like, too. An intense cleaning of this very intimate and perverted places is a must and a core duty of sissy. Nevertheless a basic sissy smell remains.

2. Additional sissy work has to be done.

Sissies need a lot of specific things, which they have to use regularly and should never run out of stock. Large diapers of three kinds: heavy duty ones for the night, medium duty ones for an extra protection and menstruation panties for use during the day. For the day use medium sized pads are necessary to protect from regular leaks caused by the dilator adjusted to her cage. A large number of towels for all sort of sissy accidents during the enema training sessions have to be available: they need to be washed almost daily. Loads of shaving cream and body lotion must be stored to keep the sissy body smooth and soft. Ointment is necessary to heal bruises on the sissy genitals and to keep the entrance of the sissy cunt flexible and stretchable. Women’s panties, pantyhose and stockings have to be bought regularly as sissy uses them on a daily basis. A stock of covers for the bed and blankets need to be available to protect from diffusion of diaper liquids into the bed. Extra bedspreads for incontinence and cunt rape need to be ready. Sissy has to do a lot of housework to run her little sissy existence for Master. She buys these things in real shops, not on the internet. It makes her proud to show what she needs in her sissy housekeeping. Sissy is kept busy by keeping stock of sissy utilities.

3. A special sissy language defines a new world.

Sissy learns a new language through Master. The new vocabulary is meant to define her current existence and orientation. Sissy cunt has learned that her balls are called milk sac, that the little plum between her legs is called “worm”. Her name is “sissy cunt”, her anus is called “ass cunt”. The regular training with the inflated dildo is called “ass rape”. The forbidden ejaculation of her micro penis would be called “leaking”. Besides being called sissy cunt she would also have other names: “cock sleeve”, “shit whore”, “filthy cunt”. And in addition she is made aware that Master does not like when she talk about what she wants or needs. So in future it might be better to talk about herself as “this sissy cunt” in the third person. Personal identity needs to be replaced by sissy identity.

4. There is no privacy, there is no hiding.

One of the most elementary things is that sissy cunt’s life has to be completely transparent to Master T. There are no secrets, there is no intimacy for sissy cunt. Having said that it is clear that bathroom and bedroom are accessible for Master any time. This is the defined space where control takes place via online training. This is the sissy space. Should there be the demand or need to widen the space for surveillance to other parts of the apartment, then specific measures have to be taken by sissy cunt on base of Masters plans. Obviously, bedroom and bathroom are not private places and therefore do not protect sissy cunt’s personal identity. There is no privacy in sissy training. Master has access to his cunt even when she showers, does her hygiene, plays with her ass cunt and sissy genitals. He even watches her during sleeping and diaper times. Sissy has no privacy in these moments, not even the privacy a married couple has from each other. Sissy is a property not an individual. She should be available whenever Master T. wishes it.