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Perverted considerations. A sissy's diary.

Part 3: Chores, values and family history

11. Sissy's have to handle an additional workload

The daily work of a sissy cunt is manyfold. Besides her normal work she has to deal with some extra chores. As long as she finally does not submit into 24/7 365 slavery she has to maintain two different lifestyles. There is the old lifestyle which was in place before the feminization process and there is the sissycunt lifestyle. Both have specific challenges and duties, which do not go together well. In fact, leading a double life is exhausting and adding duties on top of each other. A good sissy therefor is a stressed, nervous and overworked sissy. This is what Master T. wants.

Also, the life of a sissycunt is that of a property and slave, which is very demanding in itself: sexual demands by a Master are often pushing the limits of mental and physical capabilities. Pushing the limits and leaving taboos behind is a very intense process. Loosing old identity might create psychological problems. The physical stress of sexual training can only be managed by additional sleep. On the other hand, daily training sessions eat up almost every leisure time. In this very demanding situation the sissy faces a forcing Master, who may use techniques of brain washing.

So what is a sissy's weakness may also be seen as her strength: her capability of complete submission. In the end the sissy comes close to a complete exhaustion: mentally and physically. This is the situation, when she easily can get broken my her Master.

12. The weird values of sissycunts

So many new values flood a sissy cunts moral system during the process of her feminization. Just to name a few: (1) The sissy cunt is a property and her life is meant to please her Master. She adores him and wishes to please him as much as she can. (2) A sissy cunts destiny is characterized by submission, humiliation and even slavery. (3) A good sissy cunt is characterized by bimbo like attitudes: stupidity, slut behavior, obedience, easy to direct, timidness, obscenity. (4) A good sissy does not have orgasms of her former lifestyle, but she is continuously excited and aroused. (5) A perfect sissy is able to perform prostate orgasm and she is experienced and proud to endure pain. (6) A sissy cunt may not be a beauty but her aim is to look as pretty as she can. Her beauty comes through her passion and dedication.

13. Each sissy is special

This sissy cunt differs from other cunts. Her specific personal history made her to become what she is. Its obvious that she is completely influenced by the values of diaper dominance. This goes back to several enemas she received when she was a little boy. The total exposure of her excremental routines to her Master is causing her regression and deepening her dependency on control. Like most of the sissys she has a huge fetish for women's clothes: its about the softness of the fabric, the delicacy of its style, the intensity of their fragrance after regular wear. This is what mommies underwear offered to the young boy when searching for sexual orientation. This sissy also wears a chastity cage and dreams about becoming asexual. This may be a reflection of her female led and dominated family history. Her strong mother and grandmother denied the little boy becoming a man. Instead they made a confused baby girl out of him. Only after she had grown up this sissy cunt was able to face her weird personality. All together it is true that this sissy cunt is the bottom in a BDSM relationship. It dreams to be obedient, forced, denied and humiliated. And: There are strong masochistic elements that form the psychological profile of sissy cunt. Capital punishment ruled at a female dominated household. In the end it created a strong link between corporal punishment, mothers love and the bois developing sexual orientation.

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