"Enemas? Really?"

@Ms_Lila

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@Ms_Lila you wrote about your sexual relationship with a woman, Sarah, that you had for over 25 years and started in high school. And I think that you have written that your first sexual experiences were with Sarah and that you two eventually "broke up" when you wanted to do more with enemas and other women as part of your "sexploration" with your husband. You also had thoughts about;

It could also have been that I was, or am, now sexually involved with a couple of other women. I've asked Sarah if I had 'only' kept to other men, and not women, especially one she knows, if we would still be involved. She is having to think about that one.

Has Sarah thought any more about this or have you talked about it since the post which was back on 2018.02.18 01:03? Do you and Sarah still keep in touch and if you do, do you still have sex with each other? And why, when you were involved in a "homosexual" (lesbian) relationship with Sarah did you become involved with men?

I had been thinking that you really prefer men for sex but your post about that band, made me wonder if you are more towards bi-sexual in the truest sense or if I'm reading you wrong?

@Dahiana

Has Sarah thought any more about this or have you talked about it since the post which was back on 2018.02.18 01:03? Do you and Sarah still keep in touch and if you do, do you still have sex with each other?

Sarah and I keep in touch occasionally but she has moved on to be with her daughter and grandchildren. I'm not sure if she has forged a new relationship with another woman but I wouldn't be surprised if she has. She's very attractive and well educated and great to be around and I enjoyed my time and experiences with her. We have gone to bed a couple of times as recently as this past August and while it is good and she satisfies me and I her, it's just not the same but something I'm happy to do as she was my very first and we wish each other well.

I don't know if we can or want to work through this to restore our sex life as it once was and our very fact that we ask this of each other seems to tell us both that we can't go back. And @Dahiana I don't believe the two of us will have regrets if it fades with time or becomes something we can share as friends with benefits. I just don't know.

And why, when you were involved in a "homosexual" (lesbian) relationship with Sarah did you become involved with men?

I supposed it was my attraction to my now husband, Steve, that made it inevitable that I wanted to experience what it was to be with a man. I had always held my Steve in high regards when we were in high school and I never tried to avoid his touch or his being 'in my space' like I felt with other boys. He was and still is an interesting man to talk to and I could always talk to him about almost anything and everything and still do. He was one of the very few who knew about Sarah and me while we were in school and I always felt close to him.

So much so that when he made an 'advance' towards me in the way that would either make or break a friendship. I did not withdraw from his touch or tentative explorations when we would pet and 'make out' at the early part of when we took it to another level. The thought never occurred to me to refuse his touch and I trusted him implicitly. I was having those sexual feelings towards him, a male, that I was having with Sarah at that time and I was curious but it had to be my Steve that I wanted this to happen with. And the 'this' that I wanted was really unknown to me because I had never experienced a male penis before my Steve.

Then one night we were into some very heavy petting and I had no intention whatsoever of stopping him in the least. It progressed and the instant I was penetrated by him I knew absolutely that his penis in my vagina was the most natural and wonderful thing in the world. No question about it and I had no doubts that this was so right and so wonderful and I realize that I never considered Sarah at that time and had no thoughts of her when with my Steve any time after that. I still had sex with Sarah and did so for years after that but she wasn't my world any longer and not my mentor and every bit her equal the ways of sex. I think back and I believe Sarah realized that I had changed yet she still wanted me and more from me, but I was of the mind set of 'enjoying' her but not necessarily 'needing' her.

It was my Steve that I 'needed' 'enjoyed' and 'wanted' and she, Sarah, was never totally accepting of this. I think that is why she resisted or rejected my new found sexploration with my husband and the 'spin offs' from that, such as the enemas. I don't regret Sarah, it's just that she hasn't been the centre of my world emotionally or sexually since that instant my Steve's penis entered my wet, wide, and willing vagina all those many years ago.

I had been thinking that you really prefer men for sex but your post about that band, made me wonder if you are more towards bi-sexual in the truest sense or if I'm reading you wrong?

I am sexually attracted to other women to be sure @Dahiana and am grateful that I can act upon that attraction with the full support and blessing of my Steve. For instance in a very short while, I will be going home to my Steve and enjoy @gibby as the 'go between' tonight. 🌹 Hopefully she will remove that pencil from her bum so as not to snag my Steve's 'boys' in the process. 😁 😁 😁

For instance in a very short while, I will be going home to my Steve and enjoy @gibby as the 'go between' tonight. 🌹 Hopefully she will remove that pencil from her bum so as not to snag my Steve's 'boys' in the process. 😁 😁 😁

Wouldn't it be safer and more comfortable to wear a nozzle around instead of the "pencil?" Why not that new black nozzle you found and I ordered.....lol

Wouldn't it be safer and more comfortable to wear a nozzle around instead of the "pencil?" Why not that new black nozzle you found and I ordered.....lol

@Wolf2007 she just uses that as an excuse so that she can get @Cedar to look at her bum. 😉

I will be looking for your post on how that black enema nozzle feels in you @Wolf2007. 😃

I will be looking for your post on how that black enema nozzle feels in you @Wolf2007. 😃

And I will be sure to let you know, with pleasure. 😁 My pleasure, that is!!

Last night I opened up a chapter on this man 'EB' and it started out as a pleasant read and a familiar one, a familiar story. That chapter started out so very much what I wanted and I wanted that familiarity with EB that touched on his humour and tenderness. But we both had a an undercurrent of darkness, at least I did, I know I did. I don't know how but EB's presence inside of my centre was sharp and deeply penetrating like I've not felt from him before, or any man for that matter.

EB gave me many chances to disengage from what I had felt from him and what I had felt from my own self. I had no idea I had that in me and I think maybe EB has been the only one to have seen that in me, or perhaps, @Lora_C may have seen and felt this from me when we fucked. I've been thinking about this since last night.

Last night EB fucked me like an animal that he released from inside of me from some dark place and it was brutal in the most beautiful way imaginable. 🌹 I'm stunned and I don't seem to have the words for how I was fucked by EB and how I fucked him right back. My nipples ache and have some slight bruising and my anus feels hot even now and my clit is so very tender and sore and I am feeling glorious and free. I'm even rubbing myself off as I try to write this and make some sense of it and I wish I wasn't at the shop because I want to be as physically naked as I am emotionally.

But one thing that EB told me last night before going on his way was that the only way, the only person, that I can make sense of what was unleashed in me is my husband. 🌹 🌹 🌹 🌹 And EB is right 🌹 and it is my Steve that will be there for the coming days or weeks or months or however long it takes for me to make sense of whatever darkness or hunger or fear EB fucked out of me last night. I want to know from you, EB, what you felt from me and how you knew, if you did, and I believe you did, that made you know to fuck me as you, as WE did.

Or was it me fucking you like an animal? What is it that @gibby is going to tell about you that will make me understand myself or you and how I can take that into my bed with my own husband? @gibby came from being with you with more than just a pencil in her ass as we all felt her intensity build as she, herself, fucked us. I felt it, whatever IT is, and I read from you how you two fucked when she came from you and joined her husband and me and my husband. There was something in her eyes and I saw it. I felt it from her. I felt it from you.

I would normally ask you this in private while we are naked and with enema, but you aren't 'accessible' to me at the moment, and 'rubbing one off' only makes it all the more imperative that I know what you saw in me, in Gibby, in Lora, that lets you know what it was I needed last night. I want my husband to know this or look beyond his own gentleness that you also have, but that which gets in the way of becoming the cum slut whore cunt that I know I want to be with my Steve.

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And you are right 🌹 and so was @Lora_C 🌹 writing down my thoughts helps. But I still need to know what you saw in me and how that set you to take me as you did last night. I want more of that. 🌹 🌹 🌹 🌹 🌹 🌹

Or was it me fucking you like an animal? What is it that @gibby is going to tell about you that will make me understand myself or you and how I can take that into my bed with my own husband? @gibby came from being with you with more than just a pencil in her ass as we all felt her intensity build as she, herself, fucked us. I felt it, whatever IT is, and I read from you how you two fucked when she came from you and joined her husband and me and my husband. There was something in her eyes and I saw it. I felt it from her. I felt it from you.

@Ms_Lila ... I read this on my phone and also have sent you a text. You are WRONG ... you didn't feel my intensity ... it was ALL you and it was all me ... it was ALL of both you and me. I have to make this short because I am getting to know my new daughter in law to be 🌹 ... and even though she is taller than me I like her. 🌹 I just hope my son doesn't fuck it up. More on her later 😉

And your Steve is every bit as intense with you ... I know ... I've watched you two fuck and we have videos of that and you are every single bit as intense with him when you two get going at each other. Maybe you're just now seeing what you've become ... your Steve and I talk about you after we fuck and he gets you. 🌹 🌹 🌹 Pete gets the same vibes from you that you just wrote about ... and I have also seen you fuck Pete like an animal and I don't think you sometimes have a fucking clue. 🌹 🌹 🌹

Your husband should be back by now ... and we thank him for flying us out here ... so why don't you get him to help you with your delivery and take him upstairs and admit that you are nothing better than an animal and sometimes you just need to ... fuck it out. 🌹 🌹 🌹

Interesting. ?

It's Saturday night and EB and I just got through with a couple of enemas before he left and I came home. We went to a site called THE INTERNET ARCHIVE where he introduced me to an old time radio series called 'Our Miss Brooks'. An actress by the name of Eve Arden is in the title role and it was the first time that I had heard any of the old radio shows. I've been looking her up on the internet after EB 'accused' me of sounding like her. No, not her voice or accent, but the way she converses and her wit. ? Accused isn't the proper word but for the moment it will have to do as I decide whether or not being compared to Miss Brooks is a compliment or not. ? ?

But for now I'm off to bed and I hope that this Christmas saw everyone in good spirits. ? ? ? ? I could have done without the snow storm and ice.

I have no idea who Eve Arden is or "OUR MISS BROOKS", other than she sounded pretty G-rated from what littleI listened to and looked for. When you said you and @Cedar had a "couple of enemas", were you listening to the internet and is that all you did was have a couple of enemas? Do you always have sex when he comes over or how does that work with all things considered?

By the way HAPPY NEW YEAR! 🌹

@all friends of that thread ........I hope you all had a good Christmas and wish you a happy new year ?.

Looking forward to read about Ms Lila adventures with EB ,of course her husband Steve ...........and anyone in between ?.

@Ms_Lila I've read where you are interested in fisting in another thread. Are you going to try this with your husband and if so will you be posting about that here?

@Dahiana there is far more to it than I realized but it is something I want to explore if safe to do so.

I am so very glad for enemas and the simple pleasure they can give two people. Whether it is full on sex play or merely being side by side on a bed sharing some intimacy with a friend and letting them know how much they mean to you and you to them. I am amazed at how much more intimate it is to share an enema with a friend above and beyond 'mere' sex. You have to be open, vulnerable, accepting, of the one you allow to insert the enema nozzle into you and I always feel I am being given the honour and trust placed in me to insert an enema nozzle into a friend. They trust me. I trust them. With my body and my secrets. 🌹

I believe I have figured out why I was so upset with myself for leaving my enema kit out for those two 'coffee clatch' friends and I think it really doesn't have anything to do with being 'found out'. I'll deal with them and my carelessness if and when it comes to pass and I don't really care in so many ways.

It's @Lora_C's Tom. 🌹

I've not stopped being with Tom even since then and if he permits and wishes to continue, I will always make time for him and share what we can, while we can. Tom had received some good news a bit after his beloved parted concerning his prostate cancer having gone into remission or subsided. I'm not sure of the proper term. But the next report he got from his doctor was that he now has colon cancer. He's been scheduled into surgery sometime this month or early next, it's not for sure when. I've known of this for some time and Monday night I stopped off at their home on the way to my own. And though his daughter takes grand care of him 🌹 and adores this man she cannot be there all of the time. Tom would have nothing to do with that and quite understands that she has her own family to look after and he is quite capable of continuing on with his own life. He's handling the news quite well.

I am not.

As I said I stopped off Monday night on my way home and asked him to take me to bed with him. Not his and @Lora_C's bed as that rule still stands in his heart 🌹 but the bed he and I enjoy together since that very first time. I do not speak of this in the past tense and hope that he and I can continue for the foreseeable future. I spent the night with him, as I sometimes do with all things permitting. Although he's not able to have full sexual intercourse and enemas for him are not something we feel comfortable with, we do cuddle and hold each other and he still enjoys giving me an enema and I do walk about nude for him. He still loves to look 😉 😈 and touch 😈 and his tongue and fingers haven't lost their touch. I know PUN but he's fun to be around. 🌹

I enjoy our closeness and love the feel of his inserting my enema nozzle into my bum and how 'plays' with it as we talk with each other. I will lay beside him and he will 'fiddle' with my bum and move the nozzle back and forth, in and out, twirl it, knead the cheeks of my bum as we talk. He does this almost without thought as we talk and he thinks things through and he likens it to 'doodling' but it's something I like. Although he has lost the ability to achieve an erection, I will still press my face into his lap and take his penis into my mouth and suckle as he softly strokes my hair and reclines in the bed and relaxes. He tells me that there is still a great deal of pleasure to be had from that and I am glad for him and me also. 🌹

Tom told me that if it weren't for his children and grand children and the fact that death from colon cancer is not a good way to go, that he would just as soon let it all go and him leave. Of course those feelings are fleeting but very tempting and the love of his family and theirs for him keeps him going. I also have to give a nod to Ruthie, his and Lora's friend, as she has been dropping by professionally and personally and they too, have a level of intimacy that they both enjoy. 🌹

It is NOT charity on my part as I truly enjoy this kind man and what we have done with our friendship. 🌹 I only regret not being able to help more. But I am so glad that there is something we can do together that connects us on a level of intimacy that I never really knew existed before my sexploration with my husband and discovering enemas and becoming so comfortable with my kink. And I truly believe that Tom understands that a hard cock is NOT required for intimacy with a friend. 🌹

Still, life sucks.

Then there is Tom. 🌹 🌹 🌹 🌹 🌹 🌹 🌹 🌹 🌹 🌹 🌹 🌹

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It's Valentine's Day and my husband bought me a ruby red heart shaped anal jewel for the occasion. ? ? ? I awoke earlier than usual this morning with the feel of the nice warm bedding being moved and some nice warm hands spreading my bum cheeks followed by the insertion of my favourite enema nozzle into me. It's a nice way to begin to wake up and his nice warm body was sliding under the covers and the feel of his leg moving to cross over mine and I instinctively lay upon my back and spread my legs for this man about to enter me with his beautiful erection. ?

It wasn't a full on soul kiss as he wasn't having an enema at the time, but it felt so good to have him inside of me and we took it leisurely and slow. Those first few orgasms were the slow but steady 'preview' of things to cum and I felt his urgency grow as did mine. I had him fully 'locked' into me with my legs tightly pulling his hard thrusting bum as close as I could as he 'rode' me onto that crest that saw us a bit giddy which isn't our usual but fun none the less. ? ? ?

Ah, customers. ? I'm having a time writing this but to make a long story short, as we came or shortly thereafter my Steve fully opened the clamp on my enema and I took the whole bag at one go while somewhat in the throes of our morning Valentine's sex wake up. ? ? ?

Must be Valentine's Day so I will skip to the part where my Steve gifted me a ruby red anal ? jewel to wear this entire day. ???

With any luck EB will be able to help with the delivery this Saturday. ❤?❤

It's been far too long and I miss the taste and the feel of his essence as I coax it from his body into mine. ? it may seem odd to some but I love the thought of having my husband's or EB's or Tom's ejaculate inside of me where I know that my body will convert that which they gave me into any number of things I have become.

It's this late hour and the ache for them that I feel that makes me appreciate how much they truly have become a part of me. ??? This hunger, this ache, and their absence makes me know that I am very lucky.

And overly sentimental just now.

Nite. ???

EB brought me some morning coffee and a crawler. 😃 And then he 'made out' with my pussy. 😈

He has promised to write about it. 😄

He'd better. 😎

EB brought me some morning coffee and a crawler. 😃 And then he 'made out' with my pussy. 😈

He has promised to write about it. 😄

He'd better. 😎

He brought you coffee and an insect, worm or snake of sorts?

or did be bring you a cruller--a small cake usually shaped like a twisted doughnut? 😁 😁 😁

I wasn't going to say that! 😁 😁 😁

Oh you picky sodding lot of beotches! ? ? ? ? I'm not taking the fall for auto-correct! But that is what they are called in 'these here parts' of the back waters of society. ? ? ?

And just FYI, auto-correct still doesn't get it. ?

Oh you picky sodding lot of beotches! ? ? ? ? I'm not taking the fall for auto-correct! But that is what they are called in 'these here parts' of the back waters of society. ? ? ?

And just FYI, auto-correct still doesn't get it. ?

And that's your story and your sticking to it? 😉 😁

Could I interest you in a long stemmed rose @Dahiana? I have the perfect place where I could put it. ??

Could I interest you in a long stemmed rose @Dahiana? I have the perfect place where I could put it. ??

LMAO!!!

Could I interest you in a long stemmed rose @Dahiana? I have the perfect place where I could put it. ??

I actually think she would like that ... 😁 😁 😁

I actually think she would like that ... 😁 😁 😁

OH I WOULD LOVE IT!!!! 😈 Maybe she would even pull my hair and twist my nipples, too! 😄

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I'm serious. 😉 😈

OH I WOULD LOVE IT!!!! 😈 Maybe she would even pull my hair and twist my nipples, too! 😄

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I'm serious. 😉 😈

I hope you remove the thorns first!

I hope you remove the thorns first!

Why?

Someplace I have a book, "Screw the Roses, Send Me the Thorns."

@SwitchableSusie, that's a pretty good book. It's been years, but I really enjoyed reading it (Dom's perspective of course. I guess I'm the "thornbearer...") a "Crawler..." slips right up inside you, doesn't it? Brings to mind some games--"fun with critters." I think that would be a full consent scenario, though, given some folks' panic level and potential for heart attacks & strokes.

(Shudders...).