After taking a few icicles, I *needed* an enema - and decided on a series. Decided to go with basic salt water - and for ease of cleanup took it in the shower.
The first one I took a bag easily, and filled it up a second time. Halfway into the second bag I was beginning to leak a bit, especially when I was cramping. Really need a larger nozzle to help retain. I waited them out and coaxed the rest of the second bag in by bending over, and a bit of massage.
Sat on the toilet and really felt the release coming out, and went for round #2. Harder time taking it this time - about 1 1/4 bags was the limit no matter how much coaxing I tried. Think that I introduced some air with it. Still a lot coming out with the water - but it felt good. There is something soothing and satisfying feeling water flowing out of the ass in a solid stream, with chunks plopping out. No straining, just an easy flow.
At this point I considered going upstairs for another icicle, but decided that I would finish the enema series first.
Round #3 was also a struggle. Got about as far as round #2. Again very productive. Walked around a bit and changed position so I could clear out more of the water and make room for the next round.
Round #4. Despite using a really small nozzle I was really fighting to get it in - my body seemed to have its own ideas. Generous helping of petroleum jelly and I was off. Seemed to be a fight to take any amount of volume. A little odd. Normally I can coax myself to take more each time. Not this time. 3/4 of a bag was the limit. Still lots of chunks came out with the water. I knew that I could push further on the series - I usually do (there is something very satisfying about reaching the clear stage - it feels so light and clean. Wasn't in the cards for tonight).
Back upstairs I got comfortable with another icicle. Definitely a real flight to take it in - melted it down so it as nice and curved (and a little smaller diameter), but easing it in was a struggle... difficult to relax. Major urge to expel - probably a bit of water left over from the enema series. The cold was burning a lot - and it seemed a good idea to call it a night and perhaps pick up again tomorrow night.
Warmed and lubed up a small plug to end off the night - but the door was slammed shut. Swapped out for my smallest plug - one that I never use because it is normally to small. Coaxed for a while to get it in, and it felt like a huge invader. Sitting with it now trying to relax but feeling really sensitive and keyed up. Definitely an interesting experiment - to be continued...