Merriam-Webster defines obsession as : a persistent disturbing preoccupation with an often unreasonable idea or feeling.
There was a point in my life when my fascination, exploration, experimentation, love, etc. etc..of enemas probably fit that definition. At this stage of my life, now OLDER and WISER, not as much.
I can remember times when just walking down a street and looking at a woman walking in front of me and staring at her bottom and only thinking one thing : picturing it naked with an enema nozzle between those lovely "cheeks". Like many others here on Zity , when I was much younger, I was a "sneak peeker" and would check out friends and relatives bathrooms in search of a quick glimpse at that forbidden enema or douche bag or bulb. Haven't done that now for many , many years.
When I got my first computer, the very first word I looked up and the very first image I checked out had the word enema in it. I guess you could say I was still in my "obsession" stage with enemas.
Enema porn is still my favorite. Whether a picture or video of a female bottom with a nozzle protruding from it, still turns me on more than any other type of porn. However, and I have Zity to thank for this, I have expanded my fetish/kink tastes to other areas as well. I feel I am much more "well rounded" now. LOL
Merriam-Webster also gives a Definition of obsession for English Language Learners:
1. a state in which someone thinks about someone or something constantly or frequently especially in a way that is not normal
2. someone or something that a person thinks about constantly or frequently
3. an activity that someone is very interested in or spends a lot of time doing
Now that third definition, "an activity that someone is very interested in or spends a lot of time doing". I embrace more as how I now feel about enemas. To me it sounds more gentle and not as harsh. I know some of you might disagree with me and say "potato/patato", and I'm just looking for a kinder, gentler way of defining my feelings and not wanting to come to grips with my psychological state. Maybe so. But hey, if it helps me feel a little saner, what's the harm? 😁 😁 😁