Hmmm. "Addiction" to me is when something 'grabs' you causing you to neglect or run completely counter to what you need to do to survive and thrive. Foe me, H2E (erotic enemas) were probably an addiction. When the conditions were optimal I was fairly driven to fantasize the scene, the feelings, and then act on them.... even if that meant letting things or people that were otherwise important to me slide.
Butt now, here's how I treat enemas in general, erotic or not.
I hate being flabby: so I will do enemas until my belly is flat.
When really horny and on my own,I will sometimes do enemas to relieve that sexual pressure. - prostate massage.....
If I am uptight and need to relax, I may do enemas because they can be very relaxing for me.
I was exposed to toxic mold: so - along with diet and medication - I do cleansing enemas + coffee enemas to flush out toxins.
I got abusive enemas from Mommy Dearest as a child so I may do them now as counter-phobe or for self-determination.
I may do solo enemas to revisit the love/hate relationship my internal child has with enemas.
I like a challenge: so though taking 2-quarts was difficult at the start, I can do a gallon now.
I enjoy the feeling of different nozzles and self-determined scenarios.
Soooo, I like self-determined enemas, when that feels ok or better for me.
I like this group and tend to report after a long-series - like what I just did.
Enjoy...
Enemachuck