Hi, all. I'm wondering what you all think about the addictive aspect (if any) of an enema fetish. Sometimes when I'm fantasizing about enemas, or reading other people's stories or viewing picture galleries, I think the excitement makes my body pump addictive hormones into my bloodstream. I get shakey, my heartbeat gets a little funny, I stay horny for a long time, even after masturbation. Maybe a sexual partner who shares my fetish would bring closure, and leave me calm. In any case, an actual enema seems to leave me fulfilled, and back to normal. I'm a little concerned about the possible auto-addictive possibilities, though. Any thoughts or experiences you want to share?