As stated before me, my passion to do sexual things is as strong as ever. Maybe even stronger because 1) I can talk about it intellectually on sites like this, so I get to knowing exactly what I like and why I like it, and 2) as a disabled person in an ablist society tat doesn't understand our sexual needs, I have been deprived the experience of sex.
Funny thing, though. I just turned 45, which isn't young but not terribly old, either. But I don't think I've masturbated since January, and I had been doing it about weekly, if not more. Not that I don't get turned on anymore. I do. In fact, between the pandemic, and being medically retired anyway, I have lots of time to indulge in my fetish. I do that by coming here and reading the psychological posts, and also looking at a mask fetish site, and certain modeling or dance accounts on Instagram. Because of the pandemic, ballet class and shows, are to an extent still on, but the dancers are required to be in masks, which is my fetish. Usually the masks are the cloth ones that are sub-N95, because we need to keep the supply chain for hospitals intact. But I saw a Nutcracker where Clara, and everybody, were in disposable surgical pleated earloop masks.
Anyhow, mask pics and info are definitely there for the enjoyment. But my need to masturbate has kind of crashed. I get satiation through napping to sexual fantasies, because I do tend to get sleepy when horny (is that lucid dreaming or something else?).