I have always enjoyed watching the bag as it slowly deflates its contents into my rectum. I guess this quirk goes back to the first real "adult" enema I can remember my Mom giving me. Prior to that all my other enemas were with a small red bulb that she squeezed water into me with. I really wanted a "true adult enema" with Mother's hot water bottle and I, remember, that I really had to work hard to get her to give me one though. Now, one may ask me why was I so determined to get my Mom to do it? Well, it happened like this....One day I was outside my house talking with a neighbor girl who, out of the blue, told me that her Mom had just given her an "adult" enema that very day with her Mom's douche bag. I know I must have appeared to be interested because she, then, asked me if I had ever had been given one with my Mom's douche bag. I of course told her no, but I did tell her that my Mom had given me enemas in the past but always with a little red bulb. The girl listened and then told me that her Mother had also given her enemas with a bulb at one time, but the one that she was given that morning with her Mom's douche bag was beyond description. In fact, she said the experience was totally different.. At that point, I asked her why? She smiled, then blushed and told me that it made her tingle all over and, in fact, it made her feel all "gooey" inside. I remember I just smiled. She, then, went on to describe where she literally lost control of her body while the flowing water tickled her insides like an internal backrub . I knew at that point,that I wanted to know more about it. Then she told me "Mike, you've just got to get your Mother to give you one... and trust me, you won't regret it." Well, that, my friends, was all I needed to hear and from that point on I knew that I had to get Mom to give me one. But how was I going to get her to do it? After a few seconds of deliberation, I decided on the direct approach. So as soon as we ended our play that afternoon, I went directly into my house, found my Mother in the kitchen, who was sitting at the kitchen table, enjoying a 6 hour old cup of coffee and one of her Salem cigarettes. I sat down, looked her straight in the eyes and asked her if she had ever had an "adult" enema? Mom smiled but did not answer. I took that to be a yes. And as a result, I asked her she did she like it? Still Mother did not answer me. Again, I took her not answering me to be a yes. So, I garnered enough intestinal fortitude and asked her if she would please give me an "adult" enema. You really should have seen my Mom's facial expression! A total blank look appeared on her face and to be honest with you, I don't think she could believe that her son had just asked her that question. She probably thought to herself that I was absolutely out of my mind to be requesting such a gift from her as this. Nevertheless, she acted as if she did not hear my request and kept right on sitting there, drinking her coffee and smoking her Salem and guess what she went on ignoring my request for weeks! But, that did not detour me, I kept right on literally begging her to give me one. Finally, after about a month, she said something that gave me some hope, "Mike, you had better be very careful for what you ask, you may just find that it is not what you are hoping for!" But, as I said before, Mom did not quickly honor my request. But, being as stubborn as I was, I kept right on asking her for one on a daily basis and sometimes I even asked her multiple times a day for one. But, Mom continued to be stubborn too! And still, I got no "adult" enema! What was I to do? I knew that I had to change my tactics. So, I devised a plan. I decided that I would make her give me one! But, again, how was I going to do it? Well, I decided that I would make myself become constipated! Again, just how was I to do it? I decided to literally refuse to go to the bathroom when the urge to poop hit me and to tell you the truth, it was really tough in the beginning! But, I'll tell you this - as the days went by, the urge to poop stopped being unpleasant. In fact, all that I felt, once I stopped having a strong desire to defecate, was a uncomfortable feeling of fullness. This took several days before my Mom finally noticed my increasing poots, lack of appetite and my ever increasing bulge in my lower stomach region. I believe that occurred on a Friday night when Mom, sensing something wrong, finally asked me how long it had it been since I had gone to the bathroom? I told her that I really did not know, but that it had been nearly a week. Mom shook her head and immediately headed for the medicine cabinet where she retrieved the trusted bottle of castoria. I was hoping for something else, but castoria was the drug of choice much to my shagrin. I think she gave me 3 or 4 tablespoons of that awful tasting stuff saying "that should help son." Well, again, urges to defecate hit me. But, as before, I, again, fought off the desire as I had earlier. My belly really cramped and gurgled alot, but, finally as before the urges became less severe and eventually just went away. I was glad that I no longer had a desire to go sit on the pot and that my plan was still on go. The next morning, Mom came in to check on me early. She woke me up asking me if I had gone to the bathroom yet? I, of course, told her "no!" She shook her head in disbelief saying "Son, I gave you enough castoria to make a large adult go! I just don't know what else to do!" After she had said that, I just smiled up at her and gave her my pleading eyes, but as before, I did not say anything. A minute or so passed. Then Mom sat down on the side of my bed and just looked at me almost as if she suddenly realized that I had been deliberately withholding going to the bathroom. Finally, she eventually asked me "Mike, are you deliberately not going to the bathroom just to get me to give you that blasted enema that you have been begging me for, for months?" I, at first, told her "no Mom! I just can't go!" but Mom didn't seem to believe me! She replied, "Son, I gave you twice the amount of castoria that is recommended for even a very large adult! and it should have made you poop your brains out!" I smiled a sly looking grin up at her and I know it was at that point that she knew for certain that I had been making my body withhold its waste. She shook her head and stated "well, son, I guess you are finally going to be getting that darn "adult" enema that you have been worrying the piss out of me for months! So, Mike, against my better judgment do what I say...just go on back to the bathroom and wait. I will be back there in a couple of minutes. I need to get several items to give you that "dam" enema with." So you know exactly what I did. I did exactly what I had been told to do. I went back to the bathroom smiling all the way. Now, when I got into the bathroom I went directly to the room's mirrow and looked into it! What I noticed was a grin that would have scared Mom herself! In addition, butterflies were swimming around in my belly. I had goosebumps all over my body and a lump as big as a golf ball had grown in my throat. I was excited to say the least and finally just sat on the toilet awaiting Mom's appearance. And guess what, eventually Mom did arrive and opened the door that I had shut. I looked up at her seeing that she had a jar of vaseline, a jar, some Ivory liquid soap. I watched her as she sat those items down onto the top of the bathroom counter. She looked over at me and smiled. I told her that I loved her and thanked her for finally giving in to my request for an enema.. She shook her head almost in disbelief, but stated "I guess you are welcome, son!" With that Mom turned and walked over to the bathroom cabinet where I watched as she opened the door. She looked back at me, smiled, then turned and reached into the cabinet. She moved several items around, but finally she pulled out a red hot water bottle and a red hose. She turned toward me again, pointed the syringe at me and said "Mike, I hope this thing that I am about to give you is worth all the "worry" that you have been giving me. I can tell you one thing, Son, you sure have worked overtime to get me to give it to you!" I puckered up my lips and sent her a butterfly kiss. She smiled down at me and I, too, smiled up at her as she took a couple steps over to the sink. Once she was there she handed me both the bottle and red hose and turned on the water. I watched intently as she adjusted the water to a rather warm temperature. I asked her "why she was so intent at getting the water to that temperature? She replied saying that she had heard that cold water enemas were hard for a person to take and that she wanted to make this here enema special for me since I had worked so hard for it. So, with that said and her getting the water's temperature at just the right temp, she reached for the bag. I gave it to her and she quickly filled it to the brim using the jar she had brought in earlier. She then put the jar down and turned the water off. Once that was accomplished I watched as she reached over to the counter and picked up the liquid Ivory soap. I watched intently as she squeezed several ounces of that stuff into the bag. Mom saw me looking at her and she smiled down at me saying this soap is supposed to really tickle your insides son. I smiled back her big time. She then reached for the tubing that I still had. I leaned over and gave it to her. Once it was in her possession she snapped the shut-off shut. Next, I watched her screw the black adapter plug into the bottle. She commented to me "Son, it's almost ready only a couple of things to do." One of things was I found later was to mix the soap and water and I watched her as she did just that.... shaking the bag back and forth for at least 30 seconds. I asked her why she was doing that and she smiled down at me and said "Mike, I'm doing this to mix the soap with the water. I do not want the solution to be too concentrated when it goes into you son!" I told her "ok!" And she spoke again saying "it's time now son, get undressed, I have about got it ready for you!" So being the good son that I was, I quickly slipped out of my shorts and underwear and took my t-shirt off as well. I can not tell you how the butterflies were flying around in my stomach at that point, but believe me they were. I knew that my long awaited enema was about to be given to me and I was in heaven. I watched Mom intently as she walked past me. She reached up and hung the bulging hot water bottle upside down on a small hook that was on the wall beside the toilet. The next thing I remember was hearing the unmistaken sound of the water filling the hose as Mom held it in her hand. I sat back down on the commode and Mom reached over to the counter and grabbed the vaseline that she had brought in with her earlier. She opened its cap and took her finger and retrieved a glob of it. Mom looking like an expert smeared the vaseline onto the enema pipe that was attached to the red tubing. I remember how the nozzle sparkled as she pointed that pipe at me. She then said, "son, I believe I have it ready!" I replied, "I see!" She then ordered me to get down onto the floor on my knees. She also told me to put my head down onto the floor. Then she stated "Mike, you will be getting your enema real soon now, all I have to do is release a small amount of water and you will get your long awaited enema, son!" I can tell you one thing for sure.... I got onto the floor just as I was instructed. I then looked up seeing her point the pipe toward the sink. Again, Mom looked like an expert. She unsnapped the shut-off and water jetted out of the black nozzle right into the sink. Once that was accomplished, I watched as she immediately snapped the tube's shut-off shut as she sat down onto the toilet seat. I reached back and Mom took my hand into hers. I squeezed it real tight and told her "thanks!" The next thing I remember was her releasing my hand and her grabbing my right bootie cheek. She gently pulling it slightly toward her leg. I knew it would not be long now. Soon, I felt her finger against my anal hole. I jumped! She said, "son, relax, I am just lubricating your hole so the nozzle won't hurt!" I relaxed and she gently smeared alittle vaseline onto my anus. So, with my bootie hole lubricated, I felt Mom slipping the tube's nozzle gently up into me. At that point, you might say that I was definitely in heaven. Here I was in a knee chest position awaiting what I hoped would be a memorable moment in my life. Mom must have sensed my hope, patted my back and opened the shut-off, but I felt nothing. I looked up at her just as she began to look up at the bag. After a few seconds, she asked "Mike, do you feel the water?" I told her "no!" I watched her carefully as she snapped the shut-off shut and removed the nozzle from my rear. She again pointed it toward the sink and with that accomplished she unsnapped the shut-off and water along with a little poop shot out. She reported "Mike, you are really full of shit!" I smiled as she again slipped the nozzle into my waiting rectum and snapped the shut-off open. Again, she asked "do you feel the water?" I, again, told her "no." This time though, Mom reached up, took the bag off of the hook, and began squeezing the bag in an attempt to get the soapy, hot, water moving up into me. After what seemed to be an eternity for me, I felt a warm feeling begin to fluid my stomach. I told Mom and then watched Mom as she again hung the bottle by its bottom tab on its hook. As she did that I snuggled down on the floor feeling the hot, soapy water continue to flow slowly up into me. My friend was right! It did fell great! I told Mom and began to focused on the bag as it slowly deflated into me. Mom in an attempt to keep me relaxed began to rub both my stomach as well as my back. Here I was, finally getting my long desired enema, with Mom taking the time to make it oh so special for me. I could not have asked for a better gift from her in all my life. I must state that all of my efforts to get Mom to give me that enema was worth it and more. And as you probably know, I have been watching that special bag deflate into me ever since. Thank you so much Mom!