Like many people in today's society, I never thought that some day I would be back in diapers/nappies as a fully grown adult, however I do suffer from intimittent problems with urinal incontinence and have had to return to wearing these products or forms of protection which are somewhat akin to myself as a toddler all those years ago.
Before anyone judges me unfairly without knowing me, I am not a ABDL or someone who is crazy about porn or who is off their head as in crazy or even overly lazy although wearing them does provide me with a certain degree of comfort and confidence or peace of mind and has had the effect of reconnecting me to my inner child at least from a psychological point of view.
Wearing diapers or nappies has also been a litrally lifesaver as it has saved me from countless embarrasing situations in public and also helped me regain my independence and peace of mind as well as health as it has improved my quality of life, see my blogs for details.
Let me explain about about myself I am someone who by now is rapidly approaching 40 years of age or youth, and is a male at least in this lifetime at least having been born in 1980,
I have Autism and this ranges from mild to severe in terms of severity and is something I both blessed and also cursed by in my personal life from my personal point of view.
However I do also have some physical disabilities this is thankfully mild too and isn't something that really can hurt or degrade my quality of life and is due to the fact I have outwardly pointing feet due to twisted leg bones something I was unfortunately born with and is by now irriversable at least medically speaking.
I also have my suspicions as to what may or may not be causing my problems with incontinence and this has something to do with possible neurological dammage suffered from having epilepsy in my teenage years when I was 12-13 back in the early 1990's in 1992/1993.
Also being slightly obese dosen't help anything, although I am trying to alliviate this by getting excersise and changing my diet something that will take some time but should be worth it in my future.
But enough about me I joined this website in 2010, for the purpose of getting support and guidance and this is somethingI am still trying to achieve I am also looking for a bit of respect as I suffer from ptsd and depression and this is from years of being the victim of bullying and abuse and other factors.
And I find by choosing to wear diapers/nappies I have in effect regained my personal sence of independence and not least because I don't have to dash to the toilets or rest rooms as much as I do when not wearing them and this is a great thing to know.
Although this is to say as my condition is intimittent and un predictable at best although I can only do what I need to to survive in my life and my body is my own to own and no bodies property as I am thankfully not a slave.
I have been to the doctors to find out what was wrong with me but they couldn't find a cause suggesting instead it was all in my head something I veriantly denied but I do find wearing them has helped my Heath in general not just from a psycological point of view as my quality of life has vastly improved since making the decision to return to this form of protection, see my blog for further details.
Also on a personal level having to wear diapers or nappies is something I am no longer embarrased or ashamed of as it's just another form of underwear or be it about childish I don't mind having a reminder of my past even if it means my manhood suffrers from this at least it's on my own choice and I am not forced into it by somebody else and if As I suspect I will be diapred for the rest of my life so be it.
Yours sincerly
Chinababy888.