Well, here's an option. I wrote this a while back and have been using this method for some time now. In fact, as I enter this I am doing exactly what is explained below. Enjoy the read, I gotta go take care of something 😉
OK, I'm here alone at home for the first time in months. It's time for some pleasure. You see, I am a closet crossdresser. Have been for many years.
Today is a special day as I have made specific plans. I started by enema clensing my colon. It is all clean and empty now. Room for what's to come.
I am now dressing. I have a squirting dildo which I have modified a little. The tube for the squirting part is now attached to a hot water bottle. I place a condom over the dildo and secure it at the bottom so that it will not slip off. I then lub up and insert it where it will give me the most pleasure. That is followed by a pair of full cut nylon panties, with a little fringe around the legs. They are nice and tight. The tube from the dildo runs up my back and over my shoulder. Next comes a pair of very tight, silky pantyhose. I wiggle into them and carefully seat the gussett tight against my crotch.
At this point, as you can immagine, I am beginning to get excited. My cock is definately responding so I have to slow down some, let things settle a bit.
Ok, that's good. My cock is softer and pulled back between my legs, into the perineum area. The precum is seeping out lubricating the gussett of those silky panties.
Now I get into my open bottom, full girdle. I fill the cups with water filled ballons for tits. I use warm water, of course. The girdle has six garters to which I attach my nylon stockings. Then I finish with a full slip and a skirt and blouse.
At this time I fill my hot water bottle with warm water and attach it to the tube to my dildo. Once attached I have a comlete sealed system to transfer water from the bottle to the condom in my colon. I place the bottle inside the front of the girdle, at my brest. I can slowly move the water back and forth to give me the sensation of fullness while not spilling any of the water into my clothing. When standing the water flows into my colon. If I lie down I can gently move the water back into the bottle.
I finish with some makeup, wig and some heels. Now I am ready for several hours of real pleasure. I am going about some household chores and am feeling the water move back and forth. All the while my precum is still oozing out into the panties. It doesn't take long for the precum to build up and the entire crotch is slippery. As I walk around my cock slips deeper between my legs. The sensation is mindblowing.
I've been drinking coffee all morning and guess what, I now have to pee. What a situation! I can't take all this tight silky clothing off just to pee! Guess I'll just have to relieve myself anyway. So I hike up my skirt and sit down on the toilet. A moment later I feel the warmth of my urine seeping through the panties and pantyhose. It trickles into the toilet. Ahhh, feels great. OK, all done. Back to what I was doing.
After several hours of this I can no longer stand it and I reach down with my hands and begin to slide my cock around. It's nice and slippery now and the head of my cock can slide clear back to my asshole, touching the base of that dildo. Standing, I allow the water to flow back into my colon, nearly all of it this time. Oh my, how full I feel right now. I feel the pressure against my prostate and it's making me more excited every second.
I'm now lying face down on my bed now. The pressure is great and my cock is slipping back and forth rapidly now. It won't be long......it's near.....here it comes!
Pump after pump of hot cum gushes into the crotch of my panties. The feeling is beyond description. After several minutes I am spent, exhausted, lying there enjoying the fullness in my colon and the warm goo in my crotch. I will lie here for a little while, then rise and go about my chores. I will enjoy the feeling of the tight, warm, wet clothing for several more hours. Then, when things begin to relax I will start all over again. In a couple hours I will add more cum to the crotch of my panties and enjoy my day entirely.
I love crossdressing by myself. I love the sensation of being tightly encased in silky clothing, then wetting and cumming in them. I cannot explain where this came from or why I enjoy it so much. I find it better that sex with a woman. I have no desire to be with a man, ever. What can I say, it's a gift!