Spanking and sexual arousal

A - C - E - F !!

D is probably the closest to how I feel!

I am a spanko and have a craving to be disciplined hard from time to time. I do get a massive buzz from it. There is a whole collection of emotions: apprehension, anxiety, nerves, anticipation, embarrassment, awkwardness but never arousal. I don't look forward to the pain - and I know from experience the reality of the pain is worse that the thought of it - but understand it is an essential, indeed key, part of an effective spanking. By the end, my bottom is very marked and will remain so for several weeks. It's actually very hard to explain why I need it, what I get out of it - and that much more so when I say it's not sexual - but I do get something out of it and it's a great feeling.

At this time F. The idea has become more and more exciting lately but I have little real experience. Some online Zity role play has been VERY fun.

I don't like multiple choice 😅 I feel like the answers never do my heart justice haha.

I typically enjoy the thought and anticipation of getting spanked due to my own volition of being a bad girl with a mouth of a sailor and bratty as ever. Rip my bottoms off and reveal my bare ass. Deep down, a good, hard, solid spank or two or three, brings me back to reality...gives me clarity, and a sense of homeostasis. Outwardly, however, I'm defiant. 🙄 I don't like being told what to do or how to think, etc....until that firm smack! sets me straight 😉 ....then, I want to be owned....possessed....fucked like no one's business....all the way back to sanity and homeostasis. Fuck 🫠

Doesn't do a thing for me. My dad used to whip the hell out of me leaving black & blur belt marks all over. I'd never do this.

E. And I didn’t even know it would give me a buzz until one of my enemates asked me to spank her.

Spanking her bare bottom after giving her a series of soapy enemas had me as hard as a rock.

From that day, I spanked her as soon as I stripped her naked and usually after we were finished with three to five enemas and injecting needles in her beautiful hips.

On a few occasions, I put a butt plug in her anus before I started spanking. On those occasions, she always had a squirting orgasm with a lot of shouting and cussing.

Those occasions usually were followed with deep penetration anal sex to orgasm and I filmed the cum leaking from her anus.

I went to quite a draconian boys' school where they used the cane.

I remember at 8 years of age when the first member of my class got caned. We had swimming class shortly after and, in the locker room, he gingerly pulled down his underpants and showed us his throbbing red and blue buttocks with the cane marks. (Today, I can't believe they would do that to little boys)

Curiously, at that prepubescent age, I got an erection whenever caning came up in the conversation (even when a teacher mentioned it). However, spanking never became part of my sexual repertoire.

Yes, almost every time! I love a good spanking and I love the rituals that come before or after. We keep a bottle of aqueous cream blended with some lavender oil for bruises in the fridge. I don't know that it does much for bruises but I love the feeling of it being applied to my hot arse and my husband taking care of me.