As I have said in previous posts at the time when my Mother was first giving me my enemas, I doubt she ever thought that her giving me enemas would have the psychological effect on me that they currently have.
However, as I aged, Mother caught me several times taking enemas on my own.
Then, when she found my Tyson open top fountain syringe that I had hidden in her bathroom, she hid it.. and forced me to ask her where she had put it, which I did.
Then, about 20 years later, I know she knew for certain that her giving me enemas had caused me to want them!
Why?
Well, I was spending some time with her at her apartment while my wife was up visiting her Mother.
During those two weeks with her, I became very constipated and as a result I asked Mother if she had an enema syringe.
She responded by telling me an emphatic “no!”
She, however, did tell me that she had some milk of magnesia. I shook my head and gave her a kiss and proceeded to the local drug store and got me my own fountain syringe.
When, I returned to Mother’s apartment with my enema equipment, Mom surprised me.
She had prepared for me a two quart pitcher that was filled with a mixture of hot soap suds and salt.
In addition, she had, also, prepared a place in her bathroom, like she used to do when I was young. She had, also, turned on the bathroom heater which was taking the chill out of the room..
If that was not enough, she had, also, created a mat on the floor complete with a head cushion and she had even remembered the Vaseline which she had placed onto the bathroom countertop.
Well, when I returned with my new syringe, I met her in the hall. She gave me a hug and a peck on the cheek. I held up the sack and eased past her and went to her apartment’s bathroom.
Once in there, I could hardly believe my eyes.
I, put the sack down on the countertop and quickly exited the bathroom.
I went to find Mom.
I found her in her room sitting on her bed. I thought I could see a tear in her eyes…
I sat down next to her and gave her a hug back and whispered thank you!
She looked over at me… and said “I guess that you are welcome! But, Mike, to the life of me, I’ll never understand why you like to take those things so much!”
I hugged her again and said to her “I think a long time ago, I told you why .. enemas make me feel so loved! Especially the ones you gave me.. I cannot really explain it, but I will try.”
Mom, took my hands into hers… as I began to speak.
“Mom, the feeling that each enema that you gave me was special. I could feel each ounce of the warm soap suds that entered my rectum.. and to be honest the slow filling of my intestines and stomach created such a sensation that I felt that each and every ounce that entered my body was your way of telling me just how much you loved me!”
After I had said that to her and especially after I had gave her another hug and peck on her cheek, I took the time to look into her eyes for a few seconds. And it was at that point, I was certain that they really did have tears in them now.
I started to get up, but she put her hand onto mine.. She told me to help her up, which I did!
She walked with me back to the bathroom. I sat on the toilet seat and opened the bag and pulled out the box containing my new fountain syringe
As I did this Mom brought a chair into the bathroom.
As she was doing that, i opened the box and pulled out the syringe’s components.
Mother smiled at me… I smiled back..
Then, I began to attach the tubing to the rubber bag, which was soon followed by me slipping the silver shut-off onto the tubing. I snapped it shut. With that complete, I now slipped the douche pipe onto the open end of the tubing.
Mom commented to me that she thought that I had my enema bag ready!
I held it up and said “Mom, it sure is a beauty!”
Mother smiled over at me and reached for the bag which I handed to her.
She stood up, picked up the pitcher that she had prepared earlier. She, sort of winked at me as she began pouring the hot solution into the bag.
I watched intently as it slowly began to expand.
This continued until soap suds began oozing down the bag’s sides! When that was complete and she put the pitcher back down on the countertop and hung my new enema bag on a towel hook above the tub.
Almost immediately, I could hear the distinct sound of water replacing air in the tube.. bloop, bloop, bloop.
Mother looked over at me and said “OK, Mike, your enema is ready.. well, are you just going to sit there on the pot or are you going to let me give you this here enema?
I stood up and pulled my shorts and undies down to about my knees.
Mother, in the meantime had greased the douche pipe with the Vaseline.
I stood there looking at her.
Mom, told me “Mike, take those shorts all the way off!” which I did… and, then, I leaned over onto the pallet and got into the knee chest position, with my rear facing Mom.
I soon felt her pulling on my left butt cheek.
Within seconds, she had the douche nozzle embedded into my rectum.
She asked me if I was ready… for my enema!
I looked back and said “Mom, I love you so much!” And with that said, Mom gave me my enema! It was the last one that she ever gave me.
Mother passed away about a month later.. but, some of her last words to me were “Mike, I still don’t know why you like taking enemas so much!”
I think she wanted me to say “cause it makes me know that you love me!” And you know what, that was my response!