This likely doesn't qualify as an accident but I was totally unprepared for "Nocturnal Emissions." How many of you were also surprised by the occurrence of this and the frequency of having it happen as a teen?
I was freaked out by it, not understanding fully what was happening. I couldn;t necessarily relate it to something in a dream. Right before I would wake up, I would feel the ejaculation spurts launching out of me. And wake up to hope that I could make it downstairs to our one bathroom, wash the cum out of my briefs and hang them in a stealth place to dry.
On a few occasions, it would happen twice in one night (and i think 3x once or twice). And I would be freaked out that much more. Something was happening to my body that I seemed to have no control over.
This actually went on for about 2 years. Until I was lying nude in my sleeping bag on the floor of my room. And I happened to notice that my cock rubbing up against my sleeping bag felt good. And the moment I ejaculated from doing that, I knew how to take full control over my body. And I don;t believe ever had a nocturnal emission since.
The psyche of feeling pleasure while not being in control of my own body is something I think contributed to the fantasies of my body being toyed with sexually by authority figures at the time that I felt submissive to. Authority figures who seemed to carry the right to do as they pleased and put their hands all over you and manhandle you as they so chose. Whether it was to grab you by the hair, slap you across the face (which never happened to me, but to others), put some strappy harness safety monitor gear on your body That they would take control over your body, where you lacked your own control over it.
(These authority figures I'm talking about are nuns in elementary school, priests in high school. The onset of another fetish)