When the craving hits

I'm having that feeling. Been a little bloated, so I will give myself an enema in the next half hour. I know I'll feel better when it's over!

Right now I can give myself an imaginary enema series and read Zity. I also replay in my mind some of the exquisite enema play sessions I've had since I discovered how much I like them. Due to a family health issue my mother in law has been here since Thanksgiving 2021 and I have zero privacy. I think about enemas 24/7 and I'm craving an enema so much it hurts mentally and physically.

My enema needs have become so much stronger. Yes, I can understand your needs.

I think of enemas daily and have for many years now, for the last few years now my wife will give me an enema but I still like having a little alone time and preparing for a nice long enema session.

I talked about this a year ago and the urge was strong then but as another year passed I am now sure the older you get it becomes a stronger desire. I guess since I am less sexual active after my prostate cancer treatment the enema is something I can do for sexual relief. Sometimes my wife gives the enema and or a great finger exam after I am fully cleaned out. Sometimes I just need get solo relief to stop the urge for a few days. Sure I miss my good old days when I got to play with my 2nd wife in our 40s,50s and 60s before her menopause and my cancer treatment.

The craving for an enema can be both a good thing and and a painful thing. The good thing is you have no doubt about the indescribable pleasure you're going to experience as that enema nozzle goes into your rectum and the enema starts flowing into you. Oh, the ecstasy, oh the pleasure. The downside is, when can I go fill my bag and feel that ecstasy.

I compare the need to an itch that that you absolutely must scratch. It does not happen often, but when it strikes, you cannot stop thinking about it until that “Itch is Scratched!”

I think about enemas and my other kinks every day and every day is the perfect day for a glorious series that brings relief to so many needs and urges. My crazy work schedule and lack of privacy don’t allow me to indulge as often as I would like, but I make the most of the time that I have. Quality over quantity (I’m greedy and would want quality and quantity, but some pain and cravings make the pleasure much more intense, and I can use the discipline; learning how to wait is an exercise that has taught me a lot, especially recently). Some things are well worth waiting for.

I get cranky, anxious, can't think straight. Then I take the 🎒 the bag out and all is well

… i'd rather do nothing for the time being than rush into anything.