When the craving hits

When the craving hits, I cant think of anything else. At the time it seems like the whole world revolves around me having a full colon. When I do expel, the weight just seems to leave my body and I am in a state of bliss.

I have to agree with you Jane. When the craving hits me it hits hard,

I can relate to all of this one hundred percent because I'm in this state of craving and am so frustrated about it right now. I thought I had a chance the other day but knew it would would have been rushed and hurried so it wouldn't have solved this craving. I have had an almost total lack of privacy lately and it's driving me crazy.

Sometimes, I can go a month or longer without an enema, and during that time I rarely think about. However, and that is a big however, when the mood strikes, it strikes, and I will do just about anything to make the time for a series of enemas. Not sure if it is related to the moon or some other event, but when ready, I can't wait.

I get the craving quite often lately. I just love everything about it. Being clean and lite. The insertion, feeling full of water. It sucks that I usually have to enjoy it alone. I get the eye roll from the wife. She is willing to help but I can expect it to be quick and a lot of, "do you really need that now? Or are you sure this is healthy?" comments. I travel a lot so being in the hotel alone is nice. I take my enema equipment with me everywhere I go. Unfortunately the TSA has asked to see it twice now. Ugh!

I used to pay for colonics, but that is just too expensive. However I much prefer having help from someone who is willing.

Got up yesterday morning and put my butt plug in. It was about 06:30! My husband was preparing my exam table! This was a planned enema morning.

With my family coming over at 09:00 we had to work quickly. I don't like being naked when I receive an enema. I like to dress in seamed black stockings, garter belt and sling back sandal high heel shoes. Brings out that Seka Porn Star Swedish Erotica in me. Pink scarf and all!

At 07:30 we were ready. My husband had my bag ready, filled with two quarts of very warm chocolate milk. He helped me into my exam table, placed the heels of my shoes into the stirrups and made me comfortable. He started to kiss my feet and legs and then tickled the area around my butt plug with his tongue! He had the space heater going and our exam room was nice and warm. Oh, here is a picture of me wearing that same butt plug.

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Imagine the eye candy he was looking at! So, He gently removed my plug and he said I leaked just a bit but I really had to go! The early morning enemas are my favorite. This time fulfills a few passions , my need to empty my bowels the the thrill of the enema and the expelling, and to tease my husband. I'm an enema show off! I love it all!

Next a well lubricated finger was introduced into my rectum. My lover, doctor, husband told be as I pushed down on his finger, "Baby, You Are Full" I said, I was hoping you would hit "Pay Dirt" His finger was removed and he then gently but professionally inserted 24 inches of 3/8" flexible colon tube into my rectum, through the bend of my sigmoid and up into never, never land. I was primed, primped and ready to rumble! The bag of warm chocolate milk that was hung six feet above began to slowly fill me. As I was being filled my doc gently inserted a catheter into my urethra and skillfully into my bladder. I had not peed all night so my bed pan was receiving my golden urine and I was feeling so much better. Once done, the catheter was removed. My husband stood over me and massaged my belly. Once the bag collapsed my doc sat in front of me and kissed my clitoris as he skillfully removed the tube. Once removed he slipped that finger back into me. I believe I told him I was going to explode if I could not crap this very second. Now I don't get up and run to the crapper. I go in a special made bed pan that allows me to go without the splashing problem. Doc husband kissed my anus and told me to "Go Baby"

The next few minutes was like being in a special kind of heaven. I had spasm after spasm as I filled my bed pan. I opened my legs wide and ran my hands up and down my stockings legs! Seka has nothing on me I thought!? I was flowing and going hard as my husband stood up and put a lubricated finger tip into my belly button. The high light of expelling was soon to come! This would cause the thundering orgasm that would put my entire body in to thirty seconds of explosive, expelling uncontrolled spasm. I was filling the bed pan and in heaven at the same time. Damn, that was great

! All good things come to an end so once I was empty doc cleaned his baby girl. He emptied the bed pan into the toilet and came back with a "Hard On" that looked to be eight inches long. We made passionate love with my legs wide open in the stirrups. At about 08:30 we were done. He removed each foot from the stirrups, helped me sit up, removed my high heels and then my stockings and garter belt. He replaced my butt plug in case of leakage handed me my warm robe and I went upstairs to start breakfast for a hungry family that would soon arrive.

What happens in Grandmas house, stays in Grandmas house! Happy 2018 New Year!

Was yesterday a sudden craving? If it wasn't I'll try again soon and let you know what happens! Love to all of you!

GREAT story Gwen, and very well written! I felt like I was in the room observing as your "doc" administered your medical "needs" to you. Happy New year to you and hubby and keep the erotica coming throughout the coming year.

I am certain that my enema urges and sexual desire are hormonally related. there are times of the month, usuallyl around the time of my period, when i am insatiable (as opposed to be just plain "in need"). that these feelings coincide is no surprise since my nenema orgasms are so intense.

@lclassyfemme10 , When I had my periods I was raging with desire and as you say insatiable need. Although I no longer menstruate my feelings are still very intense. Part of that feeling is fueled by the fire of the love my husband shows and has for me. He loves, wants, desires and adores me. That makes things so very special! I agree with you totally!

@watertrain, Thank You Very Much! You know the more I do this the more my mind flows right to my finger tips as they hit these keys. I'm no typist, I'm a hunt and peck person but to re-live in my mind what I share here is getting easier for me. Not being afraid of being honest surely helps. I was in the mind set for a while that people will think I'm full of baloney. That two people can't be that happy with one another. I'm getting away from that and letting my heart take over. Memories come very vivid when there is nothing standing in the way or fogging my mind. I'm no longer worrying about what other people think. I have a blooming talent and that talent is opening my mind and heart to hopefully please other people. Maybe give them new ideas? Let them know my passion. It feels good to be me! I no longer feel like the square peg being forced into the round hole (OUCH)

Thank You and Many Blessings and I'm learning Blessings come in many different ways. Right here is an example!

When I get the "enema bug" there is nothing that can or will stop me from achieving my objective and then some.

Every since I really got a full taste of Zity I've been enema crazy. Never has back to back solo sessions two days in a row until now. I guess knowing that so many others share my same "interests" is making me more comfortable with indulging in them. I've had enemas on my mind constantly for the past few days. I guess there are worse things to be thinking o 😃!

I'm counting down the hours until the morning. First Saturday free for an enema session.

I have some kind of enema craving almost daily

Is there anyone else who thinks about enemas every day ??? even just doing everyday task an enema thought just pops in my head

I do, @lonewolf5. Whenever the thought comes, I try to use it to my advantage; sometimes it means I get my bag out, while other times I zone out for a happy moment or two picturing myself enjoying an enema.

I think it's a great sanity check -- reminds me not to neglect my needs!

Is there anyone else who thinks about enemas every day ??? even just doing everyday task an enema thought just pops in my head

I am on zity a lot so it makes it impossible not to think about it. It seems that things are getting better though!

Not sure if it is everyday but almost all and thought that I was being odd, glad hear others feel the need. I had a bout with the flu bug or food poison and not eating much but could only think about coming home, face down on a semi stiff erection, and getting warm fleet in me to start a finish to the 4 qt fantasy as a chaser.

It hit me yesterday morning. Had to stop and prepare a 3 quarts soapy enema. Stripped my clothes off and took all of laying on the bathroom floor. Used the Delrin nozzle. Absolutely wonderful!

I have been craving enemas for about a week now. My wife knows it has been some time since our last playtime, but has not brought it up.

I thought tonight was out as we have been up all day working around the house and did not get a nap. I was wrong!

She told me about an hour ago that I was due for a couple enemas tonight. She likes to make me sit and wait while she plays on her phone. I think she enjoys watching me stir in anticipation.

I crave enemas 24/7.

As you age the craving can be planned because the pain does cost recovery time. We can all inspire ourselves and practice our visualization and how you are going to make it feel better. I miss the old days but have improved the quality of my enemas. They still hurt until release.

I think about enemas a lot, but since my wife no longer wants to participate in recreational enemas I usually wait until she is out for a time to indulge in my favorite past time. Sure, I get in a quick one every now and then but if I want a full flush and maybe a coffee retention enema I have to wait until she goes to meet her friends for lunch or something like that. Then I can hardly wait until Thursday, or whenever, that I will have a couple of hours to myself.

I postponed today's enema. I could not work up the correct attitude.

My life and my responsibilities now are such that I often can't answer my personal cravings!!

I have set priorities in my life, and yes, this is what I signed up for!

I have to plan my enemas, and cleanses.

Time and venue allowances , hopefully with your partner , must be made to satisfy the ‘ craving ’ ……… nothing else will do until ' next time ' .

Every day get a craving for soap stick followed by a few enemas, cant help myself, its an addiction for sure.

I can make it about a week before the urge becomes too strong. Over the last few years I think I have gone almost 2 weeks only 1 or 2 times before I couldn’t stand it any longer.

Is there an AA for clysmos?

I can make it about a week before the urge becomes too strong. Over the last few years I think I have gone almost 2 weeks only 1 or 2 times before I couldn’t stand it any longer.

Is there an AA for clysmos?

I'm sure somewhere there's a 12-Step program …….

Bagme53,

The 12 step program for us would be EE.

Dan