Constant Cravings

If they mess with me I will fuck their very large brains out. 👽

Looks like you're ready and waiting.

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Like mother like daughter!

Thank you @Moppys_jalopy. 🌹

Just stating the facts ma'am.

I started this thread wondering what it would be like with another woman. When I began this blog I spoke about a “friend” but she is actually a cousin, but I have tons of cousins. But she and I did some exploring that a lot of girls in high school do when our new boobs and pubes started showing up right along with that “blessing” 🙄 that was “special” 😣 that was supposed to usher in our womanhood. What a crock of shit. But my cousin and I got into high school together and this is what we did,

… When I was in high school I did the usual exploring with a girlfriend that didn't go much beyond kissing and fondling each other with the insertion of a finger or two. She was the family friend who I grew up with and who spent an awful lot of time in the principal's office or being separated to separate sides of the class room to keep us from talking in class.

We also got our new boobs at about the same time and were not afraid to show each other how fast our pubic hair was changing from 'peach fuzz' to the real deal. Likewise we both started our periods about the same time and never ever believed all that stuff about it being a blessing and all that other propaganda that was written by some guy. But she moved away and went to a different college and we both got busy with our lives and living them.

What I didn't write about because I didn't think of it at the time, is that on one of our self exploration times we were both naked and checking each other and and comparing notes and wondering what things would be like. One particular night we were really getting pretty intimate by getting real close up looks at each others pussies and even looking into our vaginas with flashlights and mirrors. It was easier to look into the others pussy than into our own because it is just that way. When it was my cousins turn to check out my vagina, I'm going to call her “Trina”, she was really close and I could feel her breath. I had also got just as close when I was checking out her vagina and all of the land marks that make up our “pussy”. 😉 Neither one of us thought twice about inserting our fingers into each other while we were looking and we noticed changes when we did this, like getting wet and beginning to feel ourselves “get wide” 😌 😋

One time when “Trina” was down there checking out my vagina and my lips and folds, she was parting my lips and following my slit right up to my clit. It was a feeling that we gave each other before but this time she put her face and mouth to my slit and I felt her tongue “flick my bean”. 🤯 😳 🥵 It totally caught me off guard and set me on fire but it also scared me or startled me and I all but slammed my legs together on her head. Part of me wanted a lot more and part of me didn't know what I had just felt but that it was good. Trina was also startled at how I reacted to it and both of us had rubbed one off with each other present, but the feeling when her tongue touched my clit was a lot different from when I do my own. I loved it but the way I had reacted put a damper on following up on that, but we still would hang out and do some exploring and fingering but I botched the oral option.

That is why I had at first considered myself “bi” when I came to zity.biz. I had this “constant craving” and regretted not following up with Trina with the oral sex. I couldn't stop thinking about it and then I came here and read about my Mom @Lora_C having sex with @gibby and it blew me away. Maybe “bi” runs in the family? I didn't know and I was looking for another woman to let me experiment on her to see if I was “bi” or just curious. I was lucky in that a family friend of ours understood that I wanted to try and she was fantastic, but after a few times I didn't feel like it was for me. So we let it go but I kept going back to Trina and that time with her tongue. We were really close but as @Nurse_Phillips wrote a lot better than I could in her blog,

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I have not been able to get that time with Trina out of my head and I've been having a conversation with a friend here and she made the statement that it is possible to be “… Bi for the right person”

Trina moved back into our home grounds a year or two ago and being here in zity.biz just seems to make me remember or think about that night more and more and maybe I am bi or just bi for the right person. Trina and I watch each others kids sometimes and we have the family get togethers and sometimes there is an off hand remark about the “good old days” and now my curiosity is burning in my mind and we have a memorial dinner with the family sometime next weekend for the family members we've lost to COVID-19 or other things. I've been talking to @Meat_Monster about Trina and what we did and that I want to say to her or ask her about those times. I may just want to be myself and tell her that I'm sorry that I jumped like I did back then and see how she takes it.

I looked back at the very first post I did in this thread and it was almost exactly four years ago that I started it. Maybe it's just the time of year when I get to feeling “horny”. 😅 😂 🤣

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I may just want to be myself and tell her that I'm sorry that I jumped like I did back then and see how she takes it.

What's wrong with asking her that way?

What's wrong with asking her that way?

NOW you want me to be direct? 😣

Sorry about your mother, she was much too young. How was it having your mother on here too? Did you both learn things about the other you didn't know and was it fun being able to discuss it?

I would tell you to go for it, you can't lose what you don't have but you may gain everything you want and much more.

Yesterday I was sitting next to a friend at coffee time. She's retired from her job caring for old people so I asked her where I could get a shave in places where I can't see to do it myself. She replied that she would do it for me if I'd shave her in return. She went on to say how that makes her so horny and I told her I can't cut the mustard anymore but I can still lick the jar it comes in. She said that's the only important part anyway, if you do it right.

WOW I certainly never expected THAT conversation.

Good luck, I hope you regain everything you want PLUS.

I’m with @Cedar. Be direct - after 2 cocktails

Sounds like a hot time. Let us know what happens.

@Dahiana if you and Trina should rekindle that spark then it should be better with someone you grew up with and have a history as an ‘equal’ or a fellow partner in crime.😘 I'm with @Cedar and @Nurse_Phillips and be more direct.

It really is about being ‘bi’ with the right person.

@Dahiana I hope she didn't see that lube shooter you left out on the counter.

Trina saw it and knew what it was for. 😉😈

My cousin Trina came by this afternoon just to say “Hi!” and and catch up on old times. We grew up together and her Mom is my Aunt “Sally” was Mom's next to oldest sister. Mom, @Lora_C, and Aunt Sally were pretty close and the younger two of four sisters, and they babysat for us kids whenever it was needed. Trina and I are the same age and the last one's born to the sisters. So there is my pedigree in a nutshell. 😶

Like all kids we were curious about our bodies and did a lot of show and tell and touching. I've already written about that so I will catch you up on this afternoon. I've been talking to a friend here and I've always been curious as to what would have happened if I hadn't overreacted to Trina “flicking my bean” years ago. She was coming over and I “forgot” to put away one of our unopened Shibari XL Lube Launchers and “left” it on the kitchen counter. 😉

It was about the first thing she saw and she picked it up and looked at it and told me that they were the kind that “they” used, her and her husband. 😳 I was surprised but I wasn't. Whatever it was that we were going to talk about or “old times” went straight to the “good stuff” and we started dishing it out. It's a little late so I will wind this down and say that we didn't get naked or do the wild and nasty but I did work in the part about wishing I hadn't overreacted when she bent over and licked my clit. She laughed and said she didn't realize that it would be so sensitive and I asked her what made her try that. Turns out our oldest cousin, Linda, was into it since she was an older and wiser senior or about to go off to college at the time. Scandalous! 😆 😅 😂

Did she ever? Yes she does sometimes but not lately because her playmate was out in Nebraska or someplace and it's been awhile. Did she miss it? Phone rings and we're distracted and then hers rings and we are like wanting to get back to the good stuff! 😣 😖 😫 Then it is gossip time and did I know this? Did she know that? Could she ask about Aunt Lora and things she has heard if I didn't mind and if it wasn't too close to the time? 😮 😲 The shit Trina had was really scary accurate and what about that lady that runs the flower shop in town? 🙄 😯 🤐 Yes Mom was fucking awesome HAWT and most of what she heard was true and Trina was all 😵 🤩 🥳 🥵 and the her mom Aunt Sally, was into that too and was it something about our family? NO SHIT? Aunt Sally?

So sometime in the future we are going to get together again and talk some more shit about our family tree and maybe add some alcohol to the mix like we used to do. She did think to ask me if I was still into the weird space alien shit? 👽

WE know @Dahiana we were watching and waiting for the showing that never happened, YET. Nwxt time we will disable thpse pesky communication devices. Interruptions are not permitted.

YOU ARE NOT ALONE . . . WE ARE WATCHING . . . .

Any new developments with Trina @Dahiana?

Then it is gossip time and did I know this? Did she know that? Could she ask about Aunt Lora and things she has heard if I didn't mind and if it wasn't too close to the time? 😮 😲 The shit Trina had was really scary accurate and what about that lady that runs the flower shop in town? 🙄 😯 🤐 Yes Mom was fucking awesome HAWT and most of what she heard was true and Trina was all 😵 🤩 🥳 🥵 and the her mom Aunt Sally, was into that too and was it something about our family? NO SHIT? Aunt Sally?

Sounds like Harlots run in the family. That's kinky!

Sounds like Harlots run in the family. That's kinky!

@Moppys_jalopy I hope you said that with a smile. 😳

@Moppys_jalopy I hope you said that with a smile. 😳

Totally tongue in cheek as a joke! Please don't take it any other way!

@Lora_C used to listen to this old time song ALL OF THE TIME 🙄 but the chick singing it looked like she was pretty hot.

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I think it is the family song the more I am finding out. Mom had it all together. ❤️

Any new developments with Trina @Dahiana?

Yes. 😈

@Lora_C used to listen to this old time song ALL OF THE TIME 🙄 but the chick singing it looked like she was pretty hot.

Cher WAS pretty hot. The guy who made her outfits for her show knew how to give us guys a stiffy. One time she came out and told the audience “What you think you see is more than what a got”.

Any new developments with Trina @Dahiana?

❤️Yes. 😈

W E L L?

Cher WAS pretty hot. The guy who made her outfits for her show knew how to give us guys a stiffy. One time she came out and told the audience “What you think you see is more than what a got”.

Any new developments with Trina @Dahiana

W E L L?

S O O N 😜

My cousin Trina and I didn't realize just how close we were until we started going down memory lane and how we were as girls in high school and especially after puberty. In our own ways we are both into kink with differences, of course, but when we got back into our secret mode it was like we hadn't been away from each other at all. I really do like her and I had kept “hinting” that I had regretted reacting like I did when she first “flicked my bean” 20 years ago, give or take a year. She is a very sweet person and we looked out for each other and told each other secrets and kept them too. She is also very giving and since we were dishing on what we had been up to, sexually, during the years between high school and now, and my again mentioning how bad I felt about the way I freaked when she did that, she asked me if I wanted her to let me see what I would do now.

I felt guilty because she is a giver and I was trying to manipulate her into doing what she was offering to do for me and I confessed. She said she knew what I was trying to do because you can't kid a kidder. That made me feel a little better and a little worse at the same time and it opened us both up to the way I remember us both being so long ago. I had told her about my experimenting with an older woman because I wondered if I was bi but that it didn't feel quite right but I did like it. She listened. I also had to confess that going down on the other woman wasn't my favorite thing to do but it wasn't my worst thing to try by a long shot. She was letting me do the talking and I felt her hand on my inner thigh and touching my pussy over my clothing and she could feel where it was having the most effect. I was wearing one of @Meat_Monster's huge t-shirts and a pair of my butt crack leggings that she though were really cool and that she is going to get some for herself too. I liked her touching me and I let my legs stay open so's not to interfere with her touching me.

Then Trina told me about her life “between” times when she and Aunt Sally moved away and her getting married, which I was maid of honor. She told me that she had been engaged to a guy before her current husband and he dumped her. She told me that she was at a pretty low point and took a few too many sleeping pills and remembered that she didn't really care if she woke up or not. She said that sometime that night she became terrified when she couldn't breathe and sat up or something and was puking her guts out and she had it all in her hair and her nose and was gasping for air. She was finally able to catch her breath and kept puking off and on through the rest of the night and it was everywhere in everything. She said that after than she said that she wasn't going to ever do that again and besides she found the right guy, she did, and had some cute kids, four of them, and they are her anchor and she's sticking around. BUT she said, she needed us both to be honest with each other and not play games, just like we did back when we were girls.

She said that she has only gone down on two other women, one of them was a girl we both knew, Lucy, and a girl she met in college and they still keep in touch. Then she told me that she was interested in “this enema thing” since both of us appear to really like anal a lot. But she said that she would like to try an enema, SOMETIME, but that she was in no hurry. She did say that she would like to see how it was to give someone an enema since we both liked to play doctor in Aunt Sally's attic or out in the barn. I reminded her that we were going to be honest with each other and not play games, did she want to give me an enema? She smiled at being called out and said “Yes I want to give you an enema to see how it is.” I told her that is sooo not a problem and I would like it. And I would like it. 🌹

Since we were at her place in her little sanctuary she keeps for herself as the guest bedroom, I didn't have any of my things for her to give me an enema with. By now she was rubbing my pussy and we both knew that I was pretty far gone and she took it from there. It was like old times being naked with her again and this time I didn't act stupid and pull away like some dumb ass school girl. She would bring me close and then back off and talk to me and I knew that she was taking me up on a cliff but we were hitting the core of who were were years ago. We were still us and each time she pressed her lips back to mine it was right. She would take a break and check my pussy out and kiss my inner thighs and the look on her face was pure giving and loving to give. That look made me want to give her what she was giving me which meant that I could see myself going down on her and liking it. She wasn't someone that was doing me a favor by letting me explore, like a great mentor or muse, but she was my cousin Trina and it was different.

Then she took me up and I lost it and she was there when I couldn't take any more or when my body said that all the buttons had been touched and all the sensory buttons had been pushed. It was different with Trina than that fantastic lady who let me explore my bi but with Trina it doesn't seem like it is bi, and for you purists saying that it is technically homosexual or bisexual no matter how you look at it, screw you and your fucking dictionary. I was naked with my cousin Trina just like I had been before when we were girls and whatever you call it, and I don't care, I was with Trina. ❤️

That was last night and we have families and jobs to do and schedules, schools to get the herds of kids off to, so we haven't had time for her to give me an enema. She's going to know that I love getting enemas and she can do that to me as much as she wants and not take one in return. But I have a feeling that if we get going, we will be doing what the other thinks feels good or is fun, or is intimate and deep for us, just because we want to do that or give that to each other just because it makes them happy.

My ❤️MM❤️ knows all about this and so does her husband and she has an exam room of her own and we have one of our own, of sorts. I've told MM that sometime soon, real soon, he may see Trina's car in the driveway and we may be in the middle of each other. All he said was to make sure that she wasn't under some piece of heavy equipment on a crawler when I surprised her with going down on her. He showed me the scar on his forehead when he was telling me this. 😆 😅 😂 🤣 Like he's never made a mistake. 😏 😒

@Dahiana we than you for your concise report to your fellow Earthlings. We are sorry they could not watch. They Grays are studying the film and are eagerly awaiting the enema session. We are especially happy with your ability to let loose. We actually believe you forgot we were watching.

You may thank us later for no interruptions from your electronic devices.

You are not alone . . . we are watching . . .

@Dahiana has there been any new developments with your cousin Trina? 🌹

@Dahiana has there been any new developments with your cousin Trina? 🌹

@Ms_Lila yes there has been some new developments with Trina and I will write about them a little more later on. What I can say is that last night she came by kind of late and we talked for awhile. She asked me if she could give me an enema that we had talked about a couple of weeks ago and I was good with that. We went out to @Meat_Monster's shop where he and I have a little “exam room” and I have an enema bag out there.

She was mostly curious and just wanted to see what it was like because the only enemas she's ever done are those worthless little Fleet's enemas just as a way to clean out for anal sex with her husband. She had all sorts of questions and I showed her my enema bag and how we have it set up like an exam room. I also have four different kinds of enema nozzles out there and she seemed very interested in hearing about them. Seeing all of what we have out in our “exam room” made it easy for me to let her give me an enema or watch me take and enema since we didn't have to worry about kids or other interruptions.

I filled up my bag and got the regular douche nozzle and put it on the end of the tube and handed to her and took off my clothes. I am the first person she's ever given an enema too and she was pretty nervous doing it and I told her about the flow and how to regulate it and how I like it. It was fun showing her how it was done and I think she saw that it could be erotic and play into a sex scene without a problem. I even told her that from what I've learned that enemas are best done in a “series” something I picked up here, and she gave me two more but with different nozzles. We were both at the end of a long day, long week, and we didn't take it any further than her giving me the enemas. We did do a lot of talking and a lot of it was about Mom and Aunt Sally because we both have a lot of getting used to knowing what we know about them now.

It was late when we got done and so we hugged and kissed and she went back on home while I got the kids to bed. Reconnecting with Trina has been nice and last night was more of what we used to do. I liked just talking to her when she gave me the enemas and sometime when we are less exhausted we may take it to another level, but last night was just right.

@Dahiana … I know it's only been since last night but have you heard from Trina since she gave you those enemas? Has she said anything to you?

@gibby yes she has and she said that it wasn't like she expected and it really meant a lot to her by me letting her experiment in giving me a “real” enema. In a way it is like a time portal to our past opened up and we reconnected with each other on a deeper level. I could hear in her voice that same girl that I used to explore sex with when we didn't know a thing about it or life. I really care about her and I get that feel from her too. 🌹

She's still not real sure that she can get into enemas like I am but I ordered her an enema bag today. She tells me that she will give them a try and be open to them. As you know enemas aren't for everyone and for my part, even though going down on a woman is not my favorite thing to do, I'm going to make an exception for Trina because she is a fantastic person and has been there for me. 🌹 And it's not like it is going to be a chore for me to go down on her either 😈😉 but I have a plan on where I will be giving her an enema and going down on her as she takes it. We almost did that last night but it was too late.

Trina isn't just a cousin, she's also my friend and we are reconnecting. 🌹❤️🌹

Sounds like you and your cousin are rejoining the the journey of exploration you started in your youth @Dahiana . I am glad you have reconnected in such a positive way. Via Con Dios.

I have a cousin like that too. But live over 2000 miles apart. The other day she dropped a hint about getting into trouble for the fun of it. With that, i realized she was still reminiscing our few times of intimate play as kids, 60 years ago. Maybe we will talk about it sometime.