I had been for my check up at St Mary's hospital in Paddington one morning.
It was a women's group run at the hospital for girls who did sex work. You had regular check ups and exams for STDS , Aids, etc. They always gave out free condoms, lube, etc.
I had my plastic bag filled with condoms and lube, and decided to go to a sex shop near Waterloo station that I frequently used to buy toys and clothes from.
I had bought a PVC nurses uniform that I needed for an upcoming booking, a collar, lead, and some anal beads. It was now about 4pm and I was walking across the main concourse at Waterloo station to get my train home, before the rush hour started ,and the trains got very busy and crammed full.
A young guy suddenly started walking alongside me, and asked me if I was working. I can only guess that he might have seen me doing street work, or possibly recognised me from a photo on my agency portfolio. He certainly didn't seem familiar to me, but obviously with my work, and my everyday job I used to meet quite a lot of men.
I said no why. ?
He replied that he would have liked a blow job.
I thought ok, this will pay for my new beads, collar and lead. !
We negotiated a price, but where could we go in central London in the middle of the evening rush hour. ??
He grabbed my hand and led me down some steps back towards the shop where I just came from. I asked him how he thought that I might be working, and if he knew me.?
He explained that he lived in some flats on Market Road near Kings Cross that I frequently worked. He knew that many of the girls go to the hospital for checks and he was there this morning and saw me. He said that he had always fancied me, and he had followed me from the hospital. I did find this a bit strange, but then he suddenly pulled me down an alleyway behind some shops. There was a courtyard full of dustbins. Strangely at no time did I feel concerned or unhappy with the situation with him. Although it was beginning to get dusk as it was winter time, it was still in full view of the main street, and I presume the rear of the shops. He gave me my money dropped his trousers and lay across 2 or 3 dustbins. I gave him a quick blow job whilst trying to look out for anyone who may have walked down the alleyway.
I cleaned him up with a handkerchief from his trousers pocket.
He then asked me what I had bought from the shop, that was in my bag, as he had watched me go in there.
I told him what I had bought, and he asked me to put the nurses uniform on , and to put the fanny beads in.
I explained that they were anal beads for your bum , hence the reason it said anal on the packet. ! Also there was no way that I could wear the nurses uniform in public as it was far too inapropriate.
He asked me if he could put them in me, and wear the nurses uniform.
I said that it was not appropriate to wear it, as I was going home on the train.
As he had given me a good bit more money than I normally did a BJ for I gave him some lube, and said provided he was gentle I would let him put the beads in me. This was in the early 1990s and sex toys were not quite as advanced and as well made as they are now. Basically the beads were a series of red balls gradually getting larger, and with a strong black string passed through them , and attached to a metal ring pull, to remove them. I bent over a dustbin, lowered my knickers and tights to above my knees, and gave him the beads. I lifted my skirt with one hand whilst the other hand I held between my legs, and covering my penis and testicles, which I had tightly tucked up and securely taped underneath me. Everything had happened so quickly , that I unusually hadn't had a chance to explain about me being trans. I watched him lube the balls ,and felt him lubing my bum and then felt all 5 balls enter me, and the extra push and full feeling as the last 2 bigger ones entered me. I could then also feel the cold metal ring against my bum cheeks, so I knew that they were in place inside me.
He then started to try and remove my hand saying that he wanted to finger my fanny.
Suddenly I realized just how vulnerable I now was , with my knickers and tights around my knees and bent over a dustbin with beads inside my bum.
I just blurted out that I didn't have a fanny as I was trans, and pulled myself up and away from the bin.
I was waiting for the punches to start and for the abuse. Thankfully it didn't happen, just a silence. The silence gave me chance to pull away and pull my knickers and tights back up and pull my skirt back down. I turned back round to face him and to pick my bags back up.
He was just looking at me, and especially looking where I had just moved my left hand from.
Suddenly he said so you are a man and you have got a cock. ?
I explained not quite like that, but yes I do have a penis , but I live my life as a woman , and I am waiting for gender surgery to give me a vagina.
He thankfully took it well and allowed me to adjust my dress to feeling comfortable, however I did wish that I had not decided to wear a thong that day with the metal ring of the beads rubbing against my bum cheeks !
He just looked me up and down and asked me to go back into Honour (the sex shop) with him. He again grabbed my hand and led me to the shop.
The 2 shop assistants let us in as I rang the bell, I was a regular customer in there , and I kind of knew the 2 girls who were working there. Let's put it another way, they both knew enough about me from various conversations we had over the years , and from seeing me trying on various garments, and the things I had bought. !
They smiled and asked if everything was ok, or did I need to exchange something.
I explained that it was the man beside me who needed help.
I made my excuses, slipped my agency card into his pocket, and left the shop.
The train journey home was a little uncomfortable with the metal ring and the string constantly rubbing against the back string of my knickers, but it was actually a nice feeling having the balls up inside me, and even though by now I was wedged in with all the commuters like I had been hoping to avoid, the journey went by very quickly. !!
I never heard anything from him, and I also never saw him around Market Road, the hospital or Honour and Waterloo station, but when I look back, it was a very risky, and probably foolish thing to do. But it was all so spur of the moment, that I didn't have time to think.