Last night was the first night @TrinaStarr and I got together after she got her thread up and running. For those of you wondering we did it naked and while having an enema or two. 😉 It's one of the reasons why she and I both think that enemas are a great way to do things while we reconnect. But I really think that we have already “reconnected” and just seeing where this takes us. 🌹
And I'm a little nervous about what I am going to write, but when I get there I want to do some enemas with her and hold her for a little while. That was strange to write and I got some butterflies in my stomach just writing that out loud. I meet her there because I'm still getting into these enemas, and although I am bi-sexual, and have been since around high school, I'm not ready to let my husband in on that part yet. He knows, but he doesn't know, and I want to make sure it is good and I'm in the right head-space
I asked Trina about that part of her being bi and since high school and her husband not knowing. She explained that she and one of our friends had been playing around with the sexual part right around the time that we were doing our own limited exploring. After graduation Trina's mom and dad, Aunt Sally and Uncle Joe, moved to another part of the state for his job and Trina went with them. She went off to college from there and she said that is where she met another girl. This was a long time ago back in 2003 or somewhere and I was going to college here.
Trina said that she and this other girl identified as lesbian and Trina wanted to explore that side of herself. She told me that this was nice at the start but that the girl tried to be controlling and maybe “dominate” her or be the butch. Trina said that the sex was good and she liked it, but she still liked boys better. She said that eventually the other girl wanted way more that she wanted to give and was too possessive so Trina ended that relationship and moved on. Trina said that while she went back to mostly boys, and even though that girl wanted something different from her, Trina said she definitely was still attracted to girls but not as the main thing.
Trina said that she met her husband “Ted” a couple of years after she and the girl had parted ways, and that she hadn't had sex with another girl until we started up not long ago. She said she hadn't told Ted about that because it wasn't part of who she was with him and she's been happy with what she's got.
I asked her about Aunt Sally and whether or not she had any bi tendencies and Trina doesn't think so, but has been thinking about this since she found out about Mom @Lora_C. I ask mainly because Mom turned out to be bi, and I tried bi with another woman who was fantastic, but I just didn't know what to feel and she was just helping me to get a better idea of what I wanted. She was older and we didn't have the history that Trina and I do, but she was mostly there for me to get an idea of what I was. With Trina, we had a connection from growing up together and that one time when she touched me and gave me that spark, must have imprinted on me. Now I do believe I am bi, but like another woman here said, I'm bi for the right person. 🌹
I'll let @TrinaStarr write about the “good stuff” if she wants but it is good to see her here and I'm glad I told her. I don't like talking behind her back and that is what it felt like when I started writing about her here. It's just that her attitude towards blondes isn't that great.
Before I forget, Trina asked me why Mom's name didn't change when she did the “@” sign and didn't make the link. I told it was because Mom's account was marked as “Deceased” and that her name wouldn't show up as a link. So, you will have to type it like this @ + Lora + _ + C and even though she doesn't show up or “auto fill” she will when you do the post. @Lora_C 🌹