February 14th 1959

Guess who was Peter’s Patient today and I got to watch? Mrs. McDougal herself! She actually requested Peter! She also remembered me and was very friendly and apologetic about the last time. To be honest in her friendlier demeanor she was much prettier and younger looking. We did the usual pre exam prep, had her undress behind the screen. Did her vitals and went and got Peter.

“Hello Mrs. McDougal.” He said walking in, looking surprised it was THAT Mrs. McDougal.

“You can call me Helen Doctor Mason… Before you start, can I just say I am very sorry about when we met… I had Amanda when I was 18… quick wedding… I don’t want that for her… I mean I love my husband enough to have two more children but I want her to enjoy her youth. I am over protective,”

“Oh don’t worry… I hope Amanda is doing well.”

“Yes she is Doctor and I’ve apologized a few times. She’s really good and a smart girl. We are sending her to college to be a teacher.”

“That’s great! What brings you here today?”

“Well doctor… Last few months… I’ve had increasing pain and heavier bleeding when that time comes… But sometimes I seem to get pain and bloating even when it’s not that time… I’m only 35 so not old enough for the change.”

“Probably not but I need to ask you some questions you might find embarrassing. What age was your first period?”

“14..”

“OK, have they been regular? have you ever had any issues like this before?”

“They have been regular but crampy since I was about 16 or so… I never really tracked them until… Until after I got married.”

“OK, not a problem. So you track them now? Any changes?”

“Nurse can you hand me my purse? Please dear?”

I did as I am told and she rummaged around for a few moments and pulled out a small notebook with the dates of her periods for years! and little marks when she had sex! And it surprised me and I am sure it surprised Peter!

“Well, you’re very organized Helen!” Which just made her blush bright red…

“Do you have any constipation or other bowel issues with your periods?”

“Yes.”

“How do you treat it?”

“Enemas… It’s what my mom said to do back in those days.”

“I need to know at what age you had sexual intercourse for the first time.”

“Vaginally 18… and we know what happened next.”

“Don’t worry Ms. I am not here to judge you in any way. I am just here to help ok? When was your last period?” He said looking in her book… “OK ended a week ago?”

“Yes Doctor.”

He did the usual exam things next, heart, lungs, and I must say for someone with three children her breasts were amazing. He was perfectly professional but I really think there was something more than the cold room happening! Then it was time for the stirrups which I dutifully swung into position and helped her into…He didn’t need to have her scoot down… She was just there in position! Though he had to ask her to let her knees open.

Peter sat down to do the external exam. Running his fingers in her very dark pubic hair. Then opening her labia with both hands…

“Helen, will you cough for me?” and when she did he asked “Do you ever have any incontinence issues?”

Turning a little red with embarrassment “Sometimes, if I cough or stretch too much… it can leak out…”

“That’s very normal Helen especially after having children. OK I am just going to have a look at your anus now… You have a little bruising, is everything OK?”

“Oh Gawd” she muttered moving her hands to her face… “I… I… Can explain… I think…. Umm…”

“Helen it’s OK. you can tell me what’s going on.”

“No it’s… I… I think we… I mean my husband and I… Got a little…”

“Oh ok…. It’s normal for some people… was it consensual?”

“What? Yes… Oh this is embarrassing doctor! Yes ummm… I don’t want any more kids… Keeps him satisfied when other things don’t work… I really don’t…mind…”

“Do you feel safe at home though?”

“What? Yes,,, I… Enjoy it.”

“Are you sure?”

“Please doctor… I am sure you know people enjoy different things….We don’t often…maybe once or twice a month…”

“No worries Helen, just be careful… You could develop a tear or,,,and.. it’s not 100%... Seman can leak out and move over…” I think Peter was a little embarrassed to explain that… AND I was IN SHOCK that people might put something as big as a penis in their bottom!

He used the large speculum, which I always found fascinating… Haha small for the girls like me, medium for the married ladies, and large for the mothers… I mean the exam was really routine but… I enjoyed it… especially because well… I compared a bit to Amanda the other week… how much easier the exam was on Helen compared to her… Oh and Peter did a separate rectal! With his middle finger as deep as he could. She commented it was a little uncomfortable but they both agreed it was probably because of “the other night.”

I always like seeing Peter at work… and I guess,,, well if someone can still look that pretty after three kids… I might not be as worried about that… Though NOT until I am married to Peter…

Well after the exam I finished the day with Helen and Amanda on my mind… I wish I had a better way to let Peter know how I feel… but after making out in his car I let him make me orgasm again… He played with my breasts and kissed them so passionately I was almost ready to melt before he touched me down there… just rubbing the outside… I am afraid his fingers inside me might make me desire too much… and I did the same to him… Oh God I can’t wait to be married… Seriously though, I am going to have him practice his exam techniques on me again soon… 😉 He better get me that ring when I graduate!

March 1

I feel so bent… So much going on… I keep getting myself assigned to the OB-GYN clinic. Peter is fantastic but honestly I think some of the doctors there are cold or creeps…

Well ummm during some backseat bingo Peter was saying our words were just too clinical, especially after a day of work. So umm I have a pussy now and what a rock hard cock he has. Hahaha he says guys call it a boner but that just sounds too crude even for the bedroom.

But now why am I feeling bent? I did something… or umm… well I was at Mable’s for the night… we had a few cocktails… she asked me if I liked watching the gyn exams… i admitted very much so, especially when it was Peter… then she asked if I wondered what it was like to give one… oh my… i had to admit yes just a bit… I did a bimanual exam on Mable, and she did one on me…

we were both clinical but…I was so fascinated, I explored every fold… Just I know every girl is different but I loved seeing that up close…then my fingers have been in another girl! It was a little gross at first but.. It felt so indescribable… warm, moist, tight, and her bottom even tighter!

She did the same to me… but… ok I woke up later on that night and Mable was masturbating.. We locked eyes but she didn’t stop… I watched as she fingered and rubbed herself to climax… then after she sank back into her bed she kept looking at me… She whispered “thank you” and that was it… But I was so aroused… I both wanted to see her like that again… I also wanted Peter… I wanted to see Peter examine her… and I wanted to examine her… I am bent!

March 14

I like watching… maybe not as bent as I thought… I did scheme a little bit but ok… Let me explain… I know Peter finds Annie attractive so, well Mable and I set it up for him to give her an exam. Mable moved some paperwork around and “lost” her physical and pap paperwork from the fall… I know they are reviewing it before graduation… Well when she told me about needing to see a doctor again I suggested Peter could do it after work. She agreed and I cornered Peter about it and he didn’t want to… He tried a bunch of excuses but finally gave in. he’d do it after work.

No one was there but me and Peter until Mable and Annie came by. We all joked around a bit until Peter suggested Mable and I take her to exam room 3. Then suddenly I could cut the tension in the air with a knife. I laid everything out… The gown, the speculums, thermometer, paperwork… By the time I turned around Annie was standing around in just her pink cotton panties and reaching for me to hand her the gown. She turned her back to us to lower them. Annie joked it wasn’t the locker room shower but I really think Mable enjoyed the view.

With a chuckle Mable read the exam form while taking Annie’s vital signs. “Oh wow it really does say rectal temperature! On your belly young lady! I’ve been in Pediatrics all month I’ve become an expert at these don’t worry Annie!”

So Mable did her thing and I watched… Annie’s ginger hair just peaking around her dark pink anus… and all I could think about was Peter having his finger there soon.

Now Peter’s exam was perfect! He was friendly, he was clinical, most importantly he was professional. As for me… well I enjoyed watching… I know it wasn’t her first time, and i saw it happen to her before but when it was Peter… and now that I know it’s a bit of a thrill… but it’s getting late now so I want to write about what happened between Peter and I.

He seemed quieter than I've ever seen him..We were driving to the late night showing at the movies in his car and he pulled into one of our secluded spots.

“You planned all this didn’t you Emily!?”

“What do you mean?”

“Open the glove box.”

I did and saw the paperwork Mable moved for me. “Oh… I can explain Peter…”

“Why Emily, we can both get kicked out…”

“I had to test…”

“Test? Test me?”

“No, no, test myself… Watching you or…”

“Or….”

“When I slept over Mable’s house the other week… We umm… did a bimanual exam on each other… out of curiosity… I had to know what I liked more…”

“Liked more?”

“Oh God Peter… Doing or seeing… Seeing… Seeing you is it.”

“OK And…what do you like seeing?”

“How good you are with patients, how kind yet firm you are, how professional you are… Seeing your fingers examining beautiful breasts or how you can calm a nervous patient before your fingers disappear into them.” I said nearly in tears thinking he was about to break up with me.

“Oh, I see…” he said, staring straight ahead.

“Why… why didn’t you just say you found the papers, and just canceled all of this?”

He sat there silent for a moment… “I was curious…”

“About?”

“If I could do it… Examine Annie as a complete professional.”

“And you did! She’s very pretty, I know.”

“It wasn’t easy and knowing you were enjoying every second of it didn’t help me.”

“Oh Peter…”

“No you don’t understand… How many patients did I see like that today? At least a dozen right? I couldn’t tell you about most of them… Annie though… I couldn’t let the slightest none-medical thought into my mind.”

“And you did it… And now thinking back on it.. Tell me every none-medical thought you kept from your mind… please… Peter…” I reached out and pulled myself in close to him. “I want to know and when you have a patient like that… I want to hear… I know you love me Peter.”

He held me back tightly and closed his eyes. “Lovely face, she doesn’t wear much make-up but it’s very clear skin… Her green eyes looking everywhere in the room but at me as she lowered her gown. Young breasts with the fairest nipples already growing erect from the cold air…”

“Please Peter keep going!” I said when he paused, hiking my skirt up a bit,

“Her figure is lovely, she’s a bit thin but athletic, even in that shapeless gown…felling her abdomen, working my way lower, knowing what’s next…”

“Tell me about her pussy Peter… please…” I was so aroused i lowered my panties to my knees and opened my top… he didn’t notice with his eyes closed.

“Clicking the stirrups out… you putting her feet in them for me… scoot down, scoot down… let your knees fall open… so shy… modest… and click the light is on…. Relax Annie… you looking on as I ran my fingers through her hair… her… labia… full outer lips with the pink inner just poking out.”

“It was a pretty pussy… i couldn’t wait for you to...”

“I spread her labia apart so gently so she wouldn’t be too tense..I always notice the reaction of a patient when I push the hood of their clit back… I never say anything but I notice… She’s a sensitive one.. Then spreading her bottom.. So well toned..and a lovely dark pink…”

“I noticed all that too Peter…”

“I never thought about any patient like this before Emily… I liked knowing you were watching though… I had to keep that out of my mind… but…”

“Tell me about the speculum…”

“I grabbed the small one because I knew that would be most comfortable for her. I’m not one of those jerks who use a medium or large on everyone… Everything was healthy but… I took a moment to… well i guess admire what it looked like open inside her…She did great, thats the worst part for a lot of patients…”

“Go on…”

“The bimanual… so intimate you know… yet so clinical.”

“I love it Peter.”

“I made sure she was relaxed… then it felt so… you know… but I really don’t have time to think about it…”

“You are now though…”

“Yes.. I am…”

“The rectovaginal, no patient likes that but if you explain it and are gentle… I hope it makes it go better…”

“What’s it like?”

“I ask her to bare down, and just press a little with my finger and she relaxed and it’s inside…”

“And then?”

“It’s over and… and forget about it.”

“But not Annie?”

“I would have eventually if you didn’t bring it up.” He said looking over at me for the first time. I moved to undo his fly but instead he laid me across the front seat… so gently yet without reservation...the same way he treats his patients. We kissed and kissed and when his hand ran up my inner thigh I didn’t stop him...i couldn't even think anymore and we stripped each others close off. I felt his fingers entering me and I didn’t care. At that moment if he wanted my virginity he could have had it… Instead he put his lips to my pussy and made me climax so hard I was shaking… I felt like jelly when i took his cock into my mouth to return the favor…

We both barely had the energy to get dressed… but we hugged and kisses gently for the rest of the night until we realized the time… He got me home by 11:30… Late enough that my dad was on the porch but early enough that I don’t think he could have a clue what happened…