I never meant for it to take me years to add onto this story. Life just tends to get into the way sometimes. I am going to try to do better. It took me a little bit to get connected with this story again. I'm hoping that these next parts flow as easily as the first ones did. Here is the next chapter. I have already written Chapter 6 as well and will post it sometime later. Since I've kept ya'll waiting a few years, without further ado...

I stare at the brick building that looks like an old warehouse. It is very inconspicuous and I wouldn’t have paid it any mind at all if this wasn’t the address I was given. I’m really not sure how long I’ve been standing here. Part of me wants to the run the other way, the other part won’t let me. I take a couple of deep calming breaths and open the door.

I walk into what looks to be a small waiting room, including a front desk. I walk up to the lady in the window, and she greets me with a warm comforting smile.

“Hi, are you Cam?”

“Umm, yes, that is me.”

“Go ahead and have a seat. Someone will call you back shortly.”

I take a seat and try to clear my mind the best I can. I’ve waited maybe 5 minutes when another door opens.

“Cam, I’m really glad you decided to reach out to us. Follow me and we’ll get everything started.”

Wow, Ray looks even better than I remember. As soon as I make eye contact with him most of my nervousness goes away. It’s still there, but now it’s mixed with excitement. I don’t know why, but I know in my heart that I can trust him. I follow him through the door and he takes me back to some kind of office.

“Go ahead and have a seat. I want to go over somethings before we get started.”

After I’m seated and comfortable he hands me a small bottle of water.

“No, thank you, I’m really not thirsty right now.”

“This is going to be a pretty lengthy process for you. The first day is always long and can be somewhat challenging for a new sub. You will want to stay hydrated.”

I took the bottle of water from him and start sipping on it. He nods his head in approval.

“Ok, first, welcome to Club Mystic. I am so proud of you for not giving up on yourself. I knew the way that you responded during your visit that you were a natural sub. I am one of 4 owners of the club. We are very selective about who we let join. All of the owners have to approve of the new members, and I’m going to be honest with you, I had to convince them to give you the chance that I know you need. Everything checked out fine until we got to your limit list. The good thing was there wasn’t a large amount of hard limits, but there were more soft limits, than there was interested. I explained to them how we met, and they agreed to let you join on the condition that I am your Dom. Are you OK with that arrangement?”

“Yes, I already trust you. I wasn’t sure if it was you that put the card in my bag, but I’m so glad it was. Knowing that it will be you taking care of me has lifted a weight off my shoulders.”

“Good, I’m very glad to hear that. I hope you still feel that way once I start pushing your limits. I will never cause you any harm, but I can be a strict Dom when needed. When I ask you a question I expect a 100% honest answer. I’m going to push your comfort zones and limits. Knowing your past history I understand completely that you may be nervous or apprehensive on some things. I know you say you trust me, and you can trust me, but I know once we get started in things you might start doubting that trust a little. That is normal. I want you to feel free to ask questions. I want us to always have an open dialogue. That’s the only way to build a stronger trust. I want to go over a few things in your file and then I’ll tell you what the next step is.”

He opens a file folder on his desk and I see that it is everything that I had to fill out before I they told me to come in.

“After looking over everything I do believe we are going to be very compatible together. Especially since you mentioned that you have a medfet. I love playing out medical scenes with a sub. When I’m at work I am completely professional and it’s nothing sexual. When I’m playing, however, I can use all of my professional knowledge to my advantage. The first thing I want to discuss is safe words. For someone that is new to BDSM, I usually recommend using Red for stop immediately, and Yellow for if you don’t want something to stop completely, but you need a minute to process or you need me to slow down. Are you comfortable with them being your words?”

“Yes, sir. I think that will be perfect and easy to remember.”

“Great. Next, I want to go over your limit list. I want to start by saying that I completely respect all of your limits. Your hard limits are your hard limits and I will not cross that line with them. Normally, the same goes for soft limits. When I’m training a sub very rarely will I push any boundaries with them either, however, your case will be a little different. I believe when you were filling this out you were letting fear dictate what you really want to try. That is understandable with everything that you’ve been through. I do want to push those limits though. I need you to trust me on this. You will have your safe word if things get to be too much. Each time we are together I want you to choose one thing off your soft list that you would be willing to change to interested. If you earn a punishment, I will get to choose a soft limit that I want you to try. I want you to keep an open mind and trust me. I believe that will be the only way for you to get what you came here for. For you to be able to get in touch with who you are sexually and figure out what you really like and don’t like. Are you Ok with this plan?”

I think for a second and then answer.

“I’m not going to lie, I am a little apprehensive, but I trust you. It makes me feel better that I will get to be the one to decide what comes off the soft limits.”

“I’m glad that makes you feel better, but don’t forget what your punishment will be.”

“Yes, that part scares me a little, but I guess I will just have to be sure not to earn any punishments. What are some things that will cause me to be punished? I want to do my best to avoid them.”

“Cam, it is inevitable at some point you will need to be punished. Once you are more comfortable with me you might even purposefully earn punishments. Over time you will figure out what I will and will not allow or tolerate, but here are a few examples. 1) attitude or rudeness- I understand everyone gets cranky every now and then. I will always do my best to speak to you in a respectful manner; I expect the same from you. 2) Taking care of your health- With me being a doctor it is very important to me that my sub try to live as healthy of a life as possible. I’m not saying you have to be on a strict diet or anything like that, but it does mean that you need to take care of yourself by doing monthly breast exams, or getting regular wellness exams. I also want you to tell me if anything is bothering you, if you’re sick, or anything like that. 3) Not obeying when I ask you to do something- If you don’t understand a request, just ask me and I will clarify. 4) This is a big one. Do not lie to me; this also includes purposefully lying by omission. Lying is very disrespectful and will ruin trust. I will do my absolute best to always be honest with you, and I need the same from you. Everything else you will just learn as we go. Do you have any questions or concerns so far?”

“No, I don’t think so.”

“If you come up with any just ask. That just about covers everything, as far as the basics go. The next thing we are going to do is a very thorough physical exam. Everyone that becomes a member has to have one done. Since I am a licensed medical professional, on top of the responsibilities that come with being a part owner, I am also in charge of all of the exams, and any medical needs that should come up with any of the members. Before I take you back to the exam room I want to address one more thing. When I say that this exam is thorough, I mean it is thorough. It has to be to keep everyone safe. Some of the tests and things that need to be done, you may have never had done before, and some of it can be scary. I just need you to trust me and ask questions if you need to. Also, some of the procedures may cross over into your limits; regardless every exam must be completed. This is the only area that limits might have to be broken. Your safe word does still apply, so feel free to use it. That doesn’t mean that you will get to skip that part of the exam, that just means that we will talk about things, and I will explain to you why it is necessary. If you do not want to complete the exam that is completely alright, but that means that you will not be able to become a member. Just remember that everyone that has joined has had the same exact exam as you, and they made it though it just fine. I will also do my best to make you as comfortable and at ease at possible. If you agree with these terms, we will get started.”

I nod my head yes, and Ray stands up to escort me down the hall to another room. My head is spinning with all of the information I was given. I am very excited to be going down this road with Ray, but I’m also a little scared. That fear intensifies when I step into the exam room and look around. To say the things that I see are very intimidating is an understatement. I make an audible gulp when I’m taking everything in.

Ray put a reassuring hand on my shoulder and shuts the door.

“You can go behind the screen in the corner and undress completely. There will be a gown hanging on the hook for you to use.”

I take a deep breath and slowly walk to where the screen is. Well, here goes nothing, there’s no turning back now...