I was very reluctant to go back to see Dr. Breeden on Wednesday, but Ervin encouraged me to do so.

“I wish you can come with me,” I asked

“I can't do it Hon got to work...you will be alright,” He gave me a big hug and kiss and left for work.

I went about getting ready for my appointment. The nurse told me to expect to be in the office for three to four hours. I was getting more nervous as the time came. I soon found myself back in the waiting room wondering what was going to happen.

“Mrs. Miller?''

I got up from my seat and followed a nurse into a part of the building that I wasn't in before. She took me to a door and opened it to a large room with allot of equipment in it and the same type of table as before. There was allot of machines and tubes and stuff and I was hesitant to enter.

"Mrs. Miller if you would please come in."

I stepped into the room like I was stepping into a shower, I took a big step over the threshold into the unknown. “Is doctor Breeden going to be doing the therapy?” I asked.

“Oh no Mrs. Miller I will be doing your treatment today, the doctor has given us the prescribed orders to fallow. Don't be nervous, I'm a professional, well trained in each and every piece of equipment in here."

I sighed and looked at her for further instructions. “Please go into the dressing room and disrobe, and give me a urine sample please."

I went to the dressing room and I saw no gowns to put on. “There's no gowns,” I called out.

“No Mrs. Miller you wont need one, please just disrobe."

I came back into the room with my cup and trying to cover myself as much as possible. She took the cup from me and took my height and weight, and my vitals.

“OK Mrs. Miller were going to stimulate your breast and clitoris and bring you to orgasm through some anal probing today.....First I will need to fit you with a breast stimulator this isn't painful it will feel just like you have a bra on....Please hold out your arms to the side."

She then came over with a jar of something that looked like Vaseline and with a gloved hand smeared some around the nipples of each of my breasts. She then brought over a bra type thing except the cups were made of plastic and she fastened the strap around my back with Velcro. It did feel like a strapless bra. My nipples were exposed by a hole in the plastic over each tit.

“OK will you position yourself on the table with your legs in the stirrups please."

I walked over to the table and sat down I slowly lowered my back and raised my legs and she helped them into the stirrups. Oh how I hated this....But at least it was a female nurse rather than the doctor.

“Scoot down for me please."

I scooted my bottom down until my bottom was just off the table and my thighs again up against the stirrups.

“Good very good,” She said as she started to strap my legs down.

I started to get scared as this was done and I asked “Am I to have another exam?"

“Oh no dear this will be all stimulation of your sex organs."

I couldn't believe how easy she said that. She then spread my legs as wide as they could go and left me there. I looked over to see her wheel a small piece of equipment to my side. She then lowered my upper body so my head was slightly lower and she strapped my head to the table. I felt like refusing but let her restrain me just like before. Now I laid there wide open and tied to the table so all I could do is look up. There on the ceiling was a poster of a water fall in a lush forest.

“OK Mrs. Miller I'm going to attach the nipple stimulator to each of your breast, this wont hurt and more than likely feel pleasant. I will start this stimulation while I shave you and give you your cleansing enemas.

“uh what ...why do I need an enema?"

“Well we need to make sure your lower colon is clean so we can stimulate that special spot of yours."

I grunted as I stared at the poster. I felt her doing something to the plastic bra I wore and I could look down just enough to see that two small clear tubes were attached to each breast.

“This is a suction type of device that will stimulate your breast making them feel like they are being sucked on.....I will set it on a very low setting on intermittent, so the suction wont be continuous...Here we go."

I heard a click of a switch and a small wining sound. The nurse stood by looking at my breast. I guessed to make sure the machine operated right. I soon felt a twinge in my breast and a slight sucking of both my tits. My nipples got hard as the suction increased and fluttered my small tit. It then released the suction and started again. The feeling was very slight but there.

“Comfortable?” The nurse asked

“Ya I guess."

“OK ...first I'm going to make sure your clean shaven and then administer your enemas...let me know if your uncomfortable."

My breast were now being sucked on again the fluttering started and then the suction released and my tits fell back down. Once the suction started my tits would be slightly pulled up and then my tits would flutter like a tongue flicking it and the suction would let loose. I closed my eyes and tried to enjoy the sensation but it really didn't do allot for me.

The nurse adjusted the foot holds so that my feet were snug and she lathered my crotch and began to shave what little I had down there. The suction continued to suckle my tits and then it stopped.

“It stopped,” I told the nurse

“Yes dear it is set to give you a five minute break, other wise your tits will get real sore from the stimulation...what you need to do is take a towel and rub your tits at home to toughen them up so that you can take more stimulation."

She shaved around my anus and then cleaned me up. I heard something roll up to my bottom and I knew that it was the IV pole that my enema would hang on. I closed my eyes again as the suction started to stimulate my breast.

The nurse described what she was doing as she inserted the balloon into my rectum and filled the balloons with air to seal my bottom. I could tell that I was tense and I relaxed my arms so I wasn't pulling on the restraints. Nothing was hurting me and I tried to concentrate on my feelings.

I received two large enemas and the nurse would stop the flow and massage my belly each time I had a cramp. She then took the nozzle from my bottom and draped my legs and placed a drape over my belly just like before.

“Mrs. Miller I am now going to apply the clitoral stimulator to you, it looks like a tiny oxygen mask and I will attach it to you and elastic bands will go around your thighs to hold it. This wont hurt but may feel a little funny."

I was now breathing a little faster as she explained what she was going to do to my private parts.

“Just some Vaseline down here to help hold the mask.....This will shoot small streams of water onto your clitoris to stimulate it and at the same time it will create a suction so that the water is sucked out through a tube."

I felt her smear a glob of Vaseline onto my upper pubis and between my lips. I then felt my lips being parted and push right over my clit I tried to move I thought this to be quite humiliating. I felt the little mask seat itself between my upper lips and seal around me. I could feel her bring tubes over my abdomen and attach them to the mask as she called it.

“Mrs. Miller I'm going to start the stimulator now, the water will be very warm so don't be alarmed. I will need for you to tell me if the water is injecting right onto your clit. I can adjust it....OK?"

“Alright,” I said

I heard a flick of a switch and a brush of cool air. “Oh..my..” I said

“It will take a bit for the water to prime the tubes.”

All of a sudden a small jet of water hit just below where my clit was on one side then the other side squirted water.

“It looks a little low is it?"

“Ya just below."

She took the mask and pulled it up and pressed on it to seal it into the Vaseline that was applied there. Now the streams hit right onto my clit first one side and then the other right after. I moaned as the feeling was strange. I felt the little mask pull toward my body as the suction grew within . Oh how I wanted to see what it and I looked like laying there with all these things attached to me. The nurse observed for quite a while and then came up into my view.

“You comfortable?"

“Well as comfortable as I'm going to get I guess,” I said in a choked up voice.

“Mrs. Miller you need to try and relax as much as possible, this isn't suppose to make you feel bad its supposed to make you feel good, you need to listen to your body and let the stimulation work."

Tears welled up in my eyes and I felt like some type of medical gadget.

“I hate this ....I don't like my private parts touched.....I'm not sure if I want to go through with this...it's not doing any good,” I sniffled and the nurse wiped away my tears.

“Well I'm going to let you relax here for a while, I will be in to check on you every 15 minutes or so. Just close your eyes and let your body feel the stimulation."

“Can I please see what I look like please release my head.”

“Mrs. Miller if you were to see then you will have that image in your head and it will not help you to enjoy the sensations that your to feel, just try and think of being with your husband or some other fantasy."

She wiped away my tears and then she left from my sight and I heard the door close. I laid there spread wide open with something sucking on my tits and water squirting onto my clitoris I closed my eyes and took a deep breath and tried to relax. I felt the water squirt onto each side of my clit so that it was pushed one way then the other and the suction made it swell a bit from my body.

I heard the machines wine as they struggled to stimulate my most private parts and they searched to get me to climax. I thought to myself that this just wasn't working and why were we spending good money to have this done to me.

For the next hour or so the machines stimulated me and the nurse would come in a check on my progress which was none. All medical technology wasn't helping me and making me feel quite uncomfortable.

“OK Mrs. Miller I'm now going to insert the speculums into your vagina and anus to start the probing...you all right ?"

“Ya I 'm ok,” I answered back as she took a place between my legs.

“Some lubrication now ?"

The nurse parted my vaginal lips and plunged two fingers up into my vagina, she quickly took them out and replaced it with a speculum. This felt different in some way though it seem to spread me open not up and down but from side to side.

“Mrs. Miller I'm going to probe in here a bit to find those spots that the doctor found. I will then place a little marker there for future reference. You may feel a little pinch as I place the marker."

“Will it stay in me all the time?” Thinking of something big.

“Yes, it’s just a slight injection of some dye."

She took the probe and started to poke in different spots of my vagina and she would spend a time on one spot and I would get that feeling again. She would push harder and tap on it and I made little gasps as sensations ran through my body.

“Placing a marker,” she said and I yelped a little at the pinching she caused.

She continued to probe and the machines still worked on my breast and clit. She found two more spots that sent waves of pleasure through me and she marked them.

“How you doing Mrs. Miller ?"

“All right."

“Good I'm going to work these areas a bit before moving on to your anus...I want you to just let go and enjoy the feelings your getting."

I looked up at the poster while she started to push and tap on the spots in my vagina. My body would break out in goose bumps and shiver with pleasure as she stimulated me. I was now in a sweat and I could feel the stimulation in my breast and clit starting to work. I would let out a little gasp or moan as the electric sensation course through my body.

I was still having to concentrate on the feelings I was having due to the fact that they were so new to me. I couldn't believe that I could feel this way in this position with a stranger looking up my insides, but never the less I was very aroused.

“Your doing great ...we have lots of good secretions flowing,” The nurse said to me as she would press on one of the spots and shake it there, sending my body into slight spasms.

She continued to work those spots in me for quite some time and I could feel my breathing getting heavier and the sweat dripped from my brow. I could tell that I was wiggling my toes also as the stimulation progressed.

“Good ...very good .....I'm now going to place the anal speculum and do the same thing to your rectum."

I felt a glob of lube on my anus and then her finger entered me and twisted inside me. It felt nice to have her finger there all of a sudden and when she took it away I moaned.

“OK a little cold."

I felt the speculum at my anus and with a steady pressure she slid it into me, I heard the clicks and felt my anus widen I yelped a little as it stretched me to far.

“I'll let you rest a minute."

She then clicked the device again and my insides were now exposed to her.

“Just some probing."

I heard metal against metal as she pushed the probe through to my insides and started to feel up into my rectum. She hit a spot and I grunted as it sent that sensation back through my body and landed in those spots that were being stimulated by the machines.

“Placing a marker."

I yelped again as I felt a pinch up inside me. and then she continued on. She found five more spots in my rectum where she gave me pleasure and she marked them all.

“Yes you are quite anal Mrs. Miller...I'm now going to work these spots just like before...If you have an orgasm that's OK....I want to get you as stimulated as possible."

I was panting slightly in anticipation of what was to come. Just her little probing had made each nerve in my body rise and stand to attention, wanting more. She then placed the probe on one of the spots and started to tap it slowly. The shivers came back and I tightened my hands into fists and felt the electricity course through my body and land in my breast and clit. My neck muscles tightened and I was now moaning with the pleasure of her probing. She pushed harder and shook the probe against the spot in me and my body fought against the restraints.

“Oh....oh ......Oh ....UMMMM”I cried out as my body was alive with the stimulation and my clit rose and pulsed with the streams of water that were hitting on it. I could feel my anus spasm around the speculum inside me as my orgasm grew and she pulled the probe from that spot.

“You did just great Mrs. Miller....I'm going to give you a little time to rest...You OK?

“Oh yes,” I said

She came over and wiped my brow and I closed my eyes as my body would shake with little spasms coming from my clit. Soon she was back between my legs.

“I'm going to stimulate a different spot now."

I felt the probe push up against a spot and the same electric sensation went through me and she manipulated it until I was in ecstatic convulsions having a orgasm. She would let me rest a few minutes and then probe my rectum some more and bring me to climax. I could feel my secretions drip from my openings as I came.

She did this three times to me before she stopped. My body was now drenched in sweat and my legs hurt from my muscles tightening and trying to close my legs. I was breathing hard and my heart was pounding fast in my chest.

“You did very well today for your first day....I want you to rest while I prepare a douche for you."

I laid there looking at the poster above my head and felt as if I was sinking into the picture. I had never in the world thought that my body could feel such wonderful feelings. The nurse came back and took the anal speculum from me and my anus closed and felt naked and empty. She then placed something into my vagina and squirted water up into me. The water felt good as it rushed into me and drained out. My breathing slowed and I was coming back to my senses. The stimulation continued on my breast and clit and I would make a little shiver once in a while by just thinking about it being stimulated.

“OK Mrs. Miller I'm going to turn off your stimulators and let you up now. I want you to just sit slowly up on the end of the table."

She turned the clit stimulator off and pulled the mask from me, she then disconnected the tubes that sucked my breast and started to let me go from the table. I slowly sat up with her help and I felt that woozy feeling again but I didn't think I was going to pass out just a little light headed.

“Mrs. Miller there is a shower in the dressing room, your more than welcome to use it."

I slowly got down from the table with her help and she took off the plastic bra and I could see the Vaseline glisten around my tits.

“Ya maybe I should."

I made my way to the shower and got in, the warm water felt good and I washed myself quickly. When I came out all dressed the nurse was writing something in my chart.

“My tits hurt a little,” I told her.

“Ya they will, use a dry towel on them three times a day to toughen them and soon you will be able to take continuous hard breast stimulation. I will see you Friday."

I slowly made my way from the office and to the car my mind thought about what had just happened to me as I drove home. I guess I will continue to go back maybe it is helping me, I thought. When I got home I laid on the couch and feel into a deep sleep.

When I awoke it was four in the afternoon I had been asleep for about three hours. I got up from the couch and my body was stiff and sore. I felt as though I had worked out all day. I stretched and then started to cook dinner for tonight. When Ervin came home we sat at the table together and talked about what happened today.

“Well do you think it's doing any good?” He asked

I shrugged my shoulders and said that I would like to continue, he nodded his head and there was no more discussion on the subject.