I've always had a love for diapers, but was never really able to explore it until I was about 12. I had just recently moved, and as luck would have it, met a very good friend. He had a mental handicapped sister, who wore diapers. Once I had discovered where her diapers were kept, I would sneak out of my house when I was home from school and steal some. I kept this up for about 2 years, no one ever catching me. When I was 14 thought, my life got a little messy. My sister was killed in a car crash and my parents separated, mother getting full custody, father leaving, never to be seen again. I exited normal school and entered a 1 day a week program, my mother stopped working due to the large amount of money she had received from the divorce and death. She seemed a little edgy but overall, pretty good emotionally for what had happened. Around this time I decided to stop stealing from my friend and start buying my diapers after discovering that a local store carried depends. One day, I bought 3 packs of "disposable underwear" pretty much pull-ups. When I got home, I realized how thin they were, I read on the back they were meant to be discreet, so without hesitation I put one on under my normal boxers. My mom never seemed to notice that I had them on underneath. I used them for the purposes they're meant for and changed myself in my room. When I ran out of diapers though, I started wetting and messing myself, I hadn't realized I had become incontinent from wearing diapers 24/7. I told my mom that is was from all the emotional stress, she bought it. I stopped wearing diapers and potty trained myself again, I stopped wetting after that. One night while coming home from the local bowling alley, an arcade is located there I played DDR a lot, I was riding my bike along when I noticed a telephone pole and one of those large green metal boxes made a passage too small for my bike, I went around. As I came back up on the sidewalk I didn't notice the nearly invisible metal wire in front of me. I plowed right into it, it knocked me out. I awoke in the ambulance, they said that my leg was broken and a few serious blows to abdomen where apparent. After surgery it was discovered that the blows to my abdomen had severed the nerves controlling the muscles surrounding both the bowels and bladder, it was impossible to fix. Under medical order I was diapered. During my stay at the hospital a nurse would change me, when I got home my mom did. Since I only went to school one day a week I didn't have to worry about that. Most of my friends accepted me as I was. I stopped playing DDR after discovering how much the diaper crinkled when I moved as much as I did. Currently I'm diapered 24/7, completely incontinent due to my bicycle accident. My mother changes me when I need it, the doctors say the nerves may re-align after many years but the muscles would never reach they're full functioning capabilities every again, I was diapered for life.