I began wearing diapers again after my brother, who is a year older then me, took some from my aunt's house, where she had a baby, and dared me to wear them. This was at the age of 7 or8. I was hooked on them after this point and tried many ways to get my hands on some. Then my mom got remarried and had a baby so I took some every weekend I visited her. This went on until I was 11 and started babysitting for my dad's friend who had a kid that was not potty trained at the age of 4 and wore Pull-Ups, so I took some. I wore the Pull-Ups but they were nothing like diapers to me.

At the age of 12 I moved to Wisconsin and had no way to get diapers. I meet this kid in school who hooked me up with one of the moms he was babysitting for, and gave me the job. On my second time babysitting I got there before they got home and had a key, so I let myself in and look around the house. On the kitchen table was a bag from Wal-Mart with two packages of extra large Pull-Ups. I started to wonder who they where for since the kids I babysat were 8 and 10. They got home and the mom explained to me that the 8-year-old started wetting the bed and they were for him. I got really excited because I got to help him with his Pull-Up. He then switched to Goodnites for the next year and a half; all the while I was taking some every so often.

My dad almost caught me in diapers when I was 13. He came home from work early and I had on a Goodnite. I pulled on some pants and left the apartment and took it off. I lost my place to get them from when I stop babysitting. I got a job part-time at a restaurant. We moved in to a house where I had my own room and got some size 4 diapers, but they were too small, so I taped two of them together.

I got up the nerve and went to the small mall in town to a family dollar store and bought some extra large baby diapers. I had to then share a room with my Dad's girlfriend's boy. so I hid them on the side of my waterbed under a bunch of junk. This is when I was 17. One day I came home from school and my dad's girlfriend cleaned my and her son's room, finding my diapers aside my bed and asking me what they were for. As it was around homecoming, I said they were to stick on teachers' cars. I don't know if she ever told my dad because nothing more was ever said about them. I took them and hid them in my locked gun cabinet.

At the age of 18 my dad moved back to Minnesota with my brother and I got to live in the house alone till I move to go to college. I ordered some diapers on the Internet and had a good old time until I moved to the other side of Wisconsin to my own apartment. I wore Goodnites and small adult diapers every night for the next two years. I bought some baby bottles, tried the hypnosis tapes to make you wet and bought some adult baby clothes.

At the age of 20 I moved back to Minnesota after I got my two- year degree to look for a job. I got rid of most my AB items except the diapers which I buried in boxes and got them by my dad to my new apartment where I lived with my brothers. It was kind of covert diaper- wearing for the next year.

Now I live with one brother and he pretty much stays in his room so I wear diapers all the time. I got some more AB clothing and other items.