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To Thy Own Self Be True

Chapter 6 - All I Want For Christmas Is Footed Pajamas?

The sound of the alarm awoke the youngster up at 7:00 AM. As David struggled to wake up, he noticed that his bed was nice and warm and dry. “Oh Good!” he thought to himself, “I didn’t wet the bed last night!” But then he remembered about the diaper, and as he examined his diaper he found that it was soaking wet. “Wow!” he thought to himself, “These things really do work!” He very much enjoyed the warm moist feeling that surrounded his private parts and wished he could lie there all morning in his very wet diaper, but he had to get ready for school. And now his morning routine was going to take even longer since he would have to shower before getting dressed.

At school that day, all David could think about were those footed pajamas at Target. But how could he tell his parents? How could he get them to take him to Target to buy a pair? By the end of the school day David had a plan of attack.

Shortly after he got home from school David asked his mother (very loudly): “Where’s the Phone Book?”

The puzzled mother replied that it was in the kitchen right under the telephone. She thought to herself that it was a very unusual question. Surely her son knew where they kept the phone book by now.

David went into the kitchen and retrieved the phone book along with the cordless phone and returned to the living room where his mother was. He once again asked his mother a question: “How would I find the telephone number for Target?”

Again Sonia was puzzled by the question and told her suddenly telephone ignorant son that he could either look in the yellow pages under “Department Stores” or he could look in the white pages under “Target”.

David replied with an “Oh!” As if this was some strange new revelation for him. The young boy looked up the number and dialed the store. After successfully navigating through the stores automated telephone answering system, David finally got a real live human operator to talk to. When the operator came on the line, the young lad asked for the “Boys Department”. While David was holding for the Boys Department to pick up, his heart began racing a little bit. When they finally answered, David very loudly asked: “Yes, I was wondering if you carried any footed pajamas for older boys?” The young man got very excited when the voice on the other end of the phone confirmed that they did indeed have the asked for item.

His mother was trying to pretend that she was not listening to his conversation, although she was well aware that it was being orchestrated for her benefit. When she heard her 12 year old son ask about footed pajamas she got a very big smile on her face and had to turn her head away from the youngster so that he wouldn’t see her giggling at the thought of him in a pair of footed pajamas. The idea of her son wearing a pair of footed pajamas caught her completely off guard, but as she thought about, she quickly began wondering how David might look in a pair of footed pajamas. “He would be absolutely adorable— precious!” she thought to herself.

Next David asked what sizes they carried. The lady told him that they had the footed pajamas up to size 16. “Size 16.” David repeated making sure that his mother heard. He then asked about the price. After a brief pause David answered back: “Only $11.99! Wow, that’s a great price!” David then thanked the lady and hung up.

Sonia was still smiling when David hung up to phone. She was at a lost for words but did manage to say: “Let me guess, you want me to take you to Target to buy a pair of footed pajamas?”

Her young son blushed and then sheepishly nodded his head.

“Alright then”, she said, “Let’s go!” She then gathered up her stuff and the two of them headed across town to the Target store. On the way there Sonia reminded David of his fathers wishes in regards to any “baby” items that he wanted to buy, that he would have to pay for the pajamas himself. David nodded his head in acknowledgement and figured that he would cross that bridge when he got to it. Right now he was way too excited thinking about those pajamas with feet in them to worry about what he was going to have to go through to get a pair.

When they got to Target, they went to the boy’s department and it only took a few seconds for David to spot the footed sleepers. He cautiously approached the rack, looking around to make sure nobody would see him. He looked at the size chart and determined that a Large, size 10-12, would fit him. As he looked through the large selection of pajamas he was getting excited just feeling the soft warm fleece on his fingertips. There were so many to choose from that he had a very difficult time picking out just one. Finally he picked out a red pair that was covered with very childish looking dinosaurs. He wadded the pajamas up to hide the cute little feet and re-joined his mother who was standing off to the side watching the show as he was going through the rack of footed pajamas.

Sonia handed David a $20 bill and reminded him that if he wanted those pajamas that he would have to pay for them himself. As they were waiting in the checkout line David was nervously looking around to make sure he didn’t see anybody that might recognize him. When they got to the cashier David very sheepishly placed the wadded up pajamas on the conveyer belt next to the cashier. She scanned the price tag and then she picked up the pajamas to remove the hanger and to fold them up before placing them in the bag. When she picked up pajamas, they unfolded revealing the footed bottoms. The cashier laughed and without thinking blurted out: “Oh look, Footie Pajamas!” David turned 15 shades of red, as he was sure that everybody in the store was now staring directly at him. The cashier saw the embarrassment she had caused the young boy and felt bad. As she took the $20 bill out of his hand she quietly said to him: “Don’t feel bad, I had footie pajamas when I was little and I loved them! They were my favorite pajamas.” Her words did little to console the distraught youngster, he just wanted to get his change and his pajamas and get out of that store as quickly as possible.

David mumbled “Thank-you” when the cashier handed him his change and his pajamas. He kept his head down in shame as he left the store, knowing that everybody in the store was laughing at him. Once he was in the parking lot, he ran to the car and waited for his mother to catch up with him and unlock the doors. As he stood there waiting, he fought hard to hold back the tears. He thought to himself about how something that caused him so much enjoyment could at the same time cause so much pain? When his mother arrived, she unlocked the doors and David quickly got inside. Once inside the safe confines of their car, David finally let go of his emotions and sobbed for a few minutes before regaining his composure.

Sonia was once again at a loss for words, but tried to calm down he distraught son on the long ride home. She kept telling him over and over again that there was nothing wrong with him wanting to wear footed pajamas, that he was not hurting anybody and that if that is what made him happy there was nothing wrong with that.

Her words helped to calm down her young son and by the time they made it home, David was once again excited about his newly purchased blanket sleeper. He ran upstairs to his room and quickly got undressed. He grabbed one of his diapers and taped it into place. Next he took his new pair of footed pajamas out of the bag and unzipped them. Putting his right leg into the “long” side of the sleeper, he was surprised how quickly and easily his foot slipped into position. He got goose bumps as the soft warm fleece material gently caressed his foot. Next he put his left leg into the “short” side of the sleeper and once again it slipped right into the footed bottom of the pajama. After that he put his arms into the sleeper and pulled the sleeper up around his shoulders. He then grabbed the zipper that ran down to the middle of his left leg, right above his knee, and quickly zipped the sleeper shut. The entire process took less then a minute. The young boy was very surprised at how easy it was to put on his new pajamas. He also enjoyed the feeling of being complete encased in the soft warm fleece material, it made him feel very warm and secure inside. He once again walked over to his mirror and began examining his “new look”. He was amazed how childish he looked in that red blanket sleeper with the cute little feet in them. He even picked one foot up off of the floor and rotated it around and around and examined his fleece-covered foot from all different angles. He definitely felt and looked like a great big giant baby now!

After examining himself in the mirror for several minutes, he knew that he was going to have to face his mother and show her his new footed sleeper. He took a deep breath as he opened the door and walked out into the hallway. As he walked down the hallway, the footed bottoms of his pajamas were playing tug-a-war with the top part of his sleeper, with his diaper caught happily in the middle. This fabric tug-a-war caused his diaper to crinkle and rustle with every step he made. Anybody who might see him (or hear him!) would instantly know that he was wearing a diaper underneath those cute red pajamas. The thought of getting “caught” wearing a footed blanket sleeper and a diaper greatly excited the young boy.

Once downstairs, David found his mother in the kitchen beginning to work on dinner. Sonia heard the rustling of the diaper as her son entered the kitchen, and she turned around to see what was causing that unusual noise. She was at first taken back by the appearance of her 12-year-old son standing before her wearing a red one-piece blanket sleeper with feet! But then her motherly instincts kicked in and she couldn’t help but to gush and to go on and on about how cute and adorable her young son looked in his new footed pajamas. Cute and adorable is not the look that most 12-year-old boys try to achieve. The young child at first blushed with embarrassment over his mother’s comments, but at the same time, there was a part of him that was feeling good about making his “mommy” so happy. Sonia then noticed that the tags were still attached to his sleeper. She got the scissors out of their “junk” drawer and walked over to her now very timid son. She unzipped his sleeper enough to get to the backside of the plastic stem that the tags were attached to. She then cut the stem in two making sure to hold on to both pieces. She removed the tags and set them aside. When Sonia had finished removing the tags from David’s new blanket sleeper, she zipped him back up and gave him a great big hug. He felt so soft and cuddly in his new sleeper that his mother didn’t really want to let go. She was overcome with the feeling that she had gotten her little baby boy back again. She finally let him go and reminded David that he needed to do his homework.

David went back upstairs and retrieved his schoolbooks and brought them downstairs and put them on the kitchen table. Next he went to the kitchen and took down his sippy cup and filled it with some juice. He returned to the kitchen table where he began working on his homework and drinking juice out of his sippy cup. When he had emptied his cup of juice, he went back to the kitchen and refilled his sippy cup with more juice. After about 45 minutes David finished his homework and gathered up his books and took them back upstairs to his room. After he put his books away, David grabbed his pacifier and stuck it in his mouth before going back downstairs.

David then went into the living room and pulled out his PlayStation 2 and sat down Indian style on the carpet in front of the TV and began playing video games. After a few minutes, the 2 cups of juice had worked their way through the young boy’s intestinal system and he felt the urge to pee. David continued to play his game, but at the same time he kept trying to relax his bladder and go pee in his diaper. After several minutes he was finally able to relieve himself in the diaper. This was a breakthrough! He was finally able to go in his diaper without any outside influences such as running water. As he sat there secretly congratulating himself on his most recent “accomplishment” of being able to pee in a diaper, he began to wonder if he would start to loose his urinary control and if he might start having accidents during the day. He began thinking about how embarrassing it would be to have a daytime wetting accident in front of other people, but as he tried to imagine such an event, he also found himself getting excited and turned on with by the thought of such a scene.

He also began to think about others seeing him like he was right then, in a footed red sleeper and wearing a wet diaper. This fantasy also caused embarrassment and arousal all at the same time. The young child wondered to himself why in the world could something that would cause so much pain and humiliation, at the same time be such a huge “turn on”?

David was deep into his fantasy world when he was suddenly startled back to reality with the opening of the front door. His father was home from work! The young boy panicked. He was not prepared to be seen by his father wearing those childish footed pajamas. He didn’t have time to get up and run to his room, all he could do was spit out his pacifier and hide it behind his back before his father walked into the living room. Needless to say Edward was very startled to see his 12-year-old son sitting on the floor in a red blanket sleeper with feet! That’s not exactly what a father wants to come home to after a hard day at work. Edward was at a complete loss for words. All he could manage to say was: “Hey!” and “Nice Pajamas.” Meanwhile David turned as red as his sleeper and his father quickly left the living room.

Edward found his wife in the kitchen and after their customary welcome home kiss, Sonia laughingly announced: “We went shopping today!”

“I can see that.” her husband replied, and then asked: “Where in the world did you find those things at?”

Sonia explained about their trip to Target. Edward replied that he had no idea that anybody even made footed pajamas for boys that big. Sonia said that she was also surprised to see such a large selection of blanket sleepers there at Target and that they even had an Extra-Large size, a size 14-16. “Oh wonderful!” Edward thought to himself as he tried to imagine his 16 year old son running around the house in a pair of footed pajamas.

The distraught father then said: “I hope that this is just a phase that he is going through, and that he outgrows it quickly.” But after his research on the internet about infantilism, he knew deep down that this was not just a “phase” that his son was going through.

Sonia tried to calm down her husband: “Oh, come on now, he’s not hurting anyone. If this is what makes him happy, where’s the harm in him wearing a pair of footed pajamas. Besides he looks so cute and adorable and harmless in those pajamas.”

Her words did seem to calm Edward down a bit. Sonia then set the table and called her family in for dinner. David came into the dinning room still wearing his blanket sleeper. He didn’t have time to change and besides he didn’t really want to change. As he walked pass his father, the diaper he was wearing announced itself by rustling and crinkling. His father just rolled his eyes in disbelief.

As he walked past his mother she said: “Hey sweetheart” and patted him on the back. She was starting to get into this whole “baby” thing.

After David sat down, his mother asked: “Doesn’t baby need his bib?”

David blushed and then ever so slightly nodded his head in agreement. Sonia retrieved the bib and put it on her young son and tied it in place behind his neck. Having his “mommy” put a bib on him caused David to feel slightly embarrassed. At the same time though, he was also getting a slight turn on by this. But overall, the whole bib experience made the young man feel very “babyish”, and that was the feeling that he enjoyed the most.

When he had finished his supper, Sonia asked her son if he would like a jar of baby food for desert. Again David blushed and nodded his head in agreement. His mother got up and went into the kitchen and returned with a jar of baby food. She then asked her fleece-covered son if he wanted her to feed him the baby food. Once again David nodded his head. She sat down and began spoon-feeding her great big baby boy. This was too much for Edward to watch. He got up from the table and went into the living room and turned on the evening news. Meanwhile, David was in his height of glory! He very much was enjoying feeling like a big baby and having his mommy’s undivided attention. When he finished the jar of baby food, Sonia cleaned up her little (big) boy. She teasingly wiped his face and mouth over and over again until David finally had to turn away. They were both smiling and each one of them had enjoyed the experience very much.

After dinner David went upstairs and took a bath, this was the first bath he had taken in several years. After his bath he re-diapered himself. This time he used lots of baby oil and baby powder. Smelling like a newborn baby, the young boy went downstairs and spent the rest of the evening watching Television with his parents. When it was time for bed, David went to the kitchen and filled his baby bottle full of milk and said good night to his folks. Sonia gave her young son a big hug and kiss good night. Edward also gave his son a hug and kiss good night, although his was only half hearted. Edward was beginning to have second thoughts about rather or not he had done the right thing by allowing his young son to wear a diaper and act like a baby. That night he and Sonia had a long conversation about their son. Sonia convinced her husband to give things a little more time. She reminded Edward that nobody was getting hurt and that if this was something David enjoyed there shouldn’t be anything wrong with it. She also reminded her husband that as long as their son was at home acting like a baby that they didn’t have to worry about where he was, and who he was with, and what he was doing, and if he was getting into any trouble. Edward reluctantly agreed to give it a little more time.

That night as he drank his bottle, David yawned and stretched in every which direction possible. Each time he stretched out, his new blanket sleeper “fought” back, causing his toes to curl up on many occasions. But instead of feeling confined within the all-encompassing garment, David felt very safe and secure being completely surrounded by the warm soft blanket fleece material. When he had finished his bottle, David quickly fell asleep and slept like a baby all night long.