She let me empty for a long time and sat on the side of the tub visiting with me. “Your Mom and Dad loved you a lot Baby. Sadly it takes more than that though to get it done most of the time. What we are going to do is start you over from the beginning and then bring you back up. We have 6 months to get ‘er done and I think that will be plenty of time.”

“What do you mean when you say start from the beginning?”

“I am going to make you be my baby. Then you will slowly be allowed to progress from there. After Jessie and Veronica have instructed you in the proper care of my problems this week end, on Sunday night we will begin. You will be born again on Monday morning and we will start there.”

“I don’t understand.” I told her.

“That is how it should be, a baby never understands what is going on. Starting tonight I will begin to train you to be my baby and for the rest of this week we will work you into accepting whatever is placed in front of you.” She smiled, “I think that you have about finished, Clean up and let’s try again.” She refilled the Olympic bag and hung it waiting for me. “You better hurry. If it cools it will be even harder to take and this time if you don’t take it all you WILL be spanked. How severe it will be will be based on how much there is left when you give up. She sat a clear pitcher on the counter. On the pitcher were marks and writing. It was a half gallon pitcher and a little down from the top there was a line with “You didn’t try!” and a 50 beside it. Every inch or so there was another line with the number slowly going down until there was a line about and inch above the bottom that said 10. “You will get the number of swats that in on the line above the water line. You need to work hard to take all you can because you will get 4 of these rinses for a total of 5 enemas and if you don’t… well you will have a very tender butt when we are done.”

I did the best that I could but still couldn’t take it all. On the first rinse I managed to almost get to the bottom line and so got 15 swats. They were hard and made me cry! The next one I made it to the 10 line but not below it but Gail declared it close enough and I only got the 10. I was tired and my ass was tender and my stomach tired of all this and the third one was awful. I started leaking and she had to move me to the toilet when I couldn’t stop it. She let me take a little more on the toilet before I lost it. That one got me 20 swats and I just squalled like a baby. The last one was slightly cooler and for some reason easier to take. I relaxed and when it was all done and I couldn’t hold anymore there was just a little left. Even though there wasn’t a line for it, Gail gave me 5 and bragged on me. The 5 were still pretty awful on my poor tired ass.

All of this had been so intense that through most of it sex wasn’t even considered. When we were done Gail took me to her bed and in seconds had me hard and climbed atop me for a ride. I lasted longer than I would have expected and then after I came Gail hopped off and jumps on it with her mouth to get out every last drop. When she was done I felt like a used condom! I was SHOT! Gail crawled up to me, kissed me long and hard and then pulled me to her breast.

She kissed me and snuggled me and then told me, “Ok Baby I am going to teach you a new thing now. I want you to breathe a certain way for me and I am going to guide you in this by controlling your breath.” A hand came to my nose and she gently pinched it closed then after a few seconds opened it to let me breathe. “I am going to let you breathe in for 5 seconds and then I want you to hold it for ten and then breathe out slowly for 15 seconds. There will be a 2 second pause and then we will repeat this. I want you to keep my nipple in your mouth and nurse. You don’t need to count; I will do it for you.” Her fingers closed my nostrils and she said, “When I open and allow it breathe in slowly until I close off your nose. When I release it you need to breathe out very slowly until I close it again. If you try to breath in I will close of your nose and it you fight me I will spank you. If I have to spank you twice the second one with be VERY memorable.”

She pinched my nose closed and then a few seconds later opened it. I breathed in fast and she fluttered it till I slowed down. I was about full when she closed it off and I just relaxed and counted to myself. After 10 seconds she opened me up and I slowly let it out counting so that I was empty when she closed off my breathing again. After the fourth round I quit counting and relaxed. The gentle slow breathing seemed to calm me in a surprising way and as soon as I relaxed Gail reached down and began to softly stroke my ass and pet me.

At some point I realized that Gail was breathing with me just as I was and we seemed to somehow grow closer together. Time stopped having much meaning and though I didn’t sleep, I was very peacefully drifting with little focused thought.

After a while Gail softly eased her hand away from my face and turned my head to kiss me then she asked, “How does my Baby feel now.”

“I feel wonderful. What was that. It made me feel restful and kind of disconnected.”

“It is the proper way to breathe when you wish to relax dear. From now on we will do this after every meal and before sleeping. You are now my Baby and I will slowly take control of your every function. Only when you are born again will I start allowing you to retake control of things one thing at a time and some things I will never give back. Starting now you are my Baby and do NOTHING without my permission and NEVER go to the bathroom without me. Do you understand?”

“Not really but I will do as you say.”

“That is all that matters Baby. For right now that is all you need to do. Over the next few days I am going to take more and more from you so that by next Monday you will be totally dependent on me as a newborn baby would be.”

We got up and I looked at the bathroom, “I need to go please?” I asked.

“No. Come along.” She took me to the living room and we snuggled on the couch while watching a movie.

After about an hour I said again, “Can I go to the bathroom please.”

“No, just be still and cuddle.”

“But I need to go really bad!”

“Number one or number two?”

“Number one… BAD!”

“How badly do you need to go?”

“REAL BAD!”

She got up and took my had and led me to her bedroom. I tried to head to the bathroom but she instead guided me to her bed. She made me lay down on it on my back and ordered, “Don’t move!”

I was beginning to get desperate and watched as she went to the bathroom and returned shortly with a package and a pitcher. I blurted, “I don’t WANT to pee in a pitcher! Can’t I just go to the bathroom?”

“No, you can’t go to the bathroom and don’t worry I’m not going to make you pee into this pitcher.” She opened the package and put on a pair of gloves. As she spread a paper cover over my waist and pulled my peter through a hole in the middle I began to get nervous.

“What are you going to do??” I asked.

“”I’m going to let you pee Baby.”

“How? What is all this stuff.”

“I’m going to catheterize you sweetheart.”

I wailed, “You are going to WHAT? I don’t want to be catheterized!”

“Sorry Sugar it isn’t your choice. Now be still or I am going to spank you and THEN do you.”

I started to shake. Gail pulled out a sort of long thin tube and also a tube of lubricant that she pressed to the mouth or my peter and squirted some into it. I could feel panic beginning to rear up in me. “Please don’t do this Gail. You can spank me all you want but please don’t do this.”

She put the tip of the tube into my penis and then stopped with it just barely in. “Sorry Baby you need to get used to this. For the next few days it is the only way that I am going to let you go. It is going to be enemas twice a day and a cath tube when you have to go.”

“Why?????”

“Because you are my baby right now and by Sunday I will be in total control of you. Don’t worry, after Monday morning you won’t have to get catheterized any more… except when I want to do it just for fun. It will just be for the next 4 days.” She patted my pecker, “Now just relax. It won’t hurt at all. It’s just a little intense. This is a very small gauge tube Baby and will slide through easily.”

She began to slide it into me and the feeling was wild!! It didn’t hurt but as she did it I wasn’t sure that I liked it. Then suddenly it got seriously intense! Then it got a little better and then intense again. She put the end of the tube into the pitcher and suddenly I was peeing and it felt wonderful as the pressure eased.

“There now,” she asked. “Doesn’t that feel nice? It wasn’t so bad at all was it?” She stroked my cock as she talked and held the tube in place until I was done. “All done, take a breath and let it out slowly.”

I did it and as I breathed out she pulled it from me. I gasped as it hit my prostate and then popped on out through my peter! “Oh holy crap!!!!” Then it was over and I could breathe again.

“Now, any time you need to go all you have to do is tell me and Mama will take care of you.”

I was shaking again and holding myself. “Like THAT? Every time??”

“Just for the next four days Sugar. If you want I can just put in a Foley and leave it there.”

“No thanks!! I will just not drink for the next four days and not go!”

“Sorry baby, that won’t work. The last enema in each series is just pure water and you will soak up what you need from that if you don’t drink. Now tell me the truth was it really all that bad?”

I opened my mouth to tell her that it had been just fucking awful but then I suddenly felt my traitor betraying me as I got hard as stone. “It is… is… scary and almost hurts a LOT!”

Gail laughed and then leaned over and took my betrayer into her mouth.