Even though I was expecting it, I still jumped when he first made contact. “Try to relax for me.” I just kept taking deep breaths, as I felt his middle finger try to enter me. I didn’t know if he was going to be able to get it in or not, but he just kept pressure on it and the next thing I felt was a lot of pressure and a little burning as his finger spread me open. Once he had his finger in there, he then inserted his other finger back in my vagina. I could feel them working together to make sure everything was ok. Even though it wasn’t too comfortable it wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be, and I felt kind of ridiculous for making such a big deal about it. After he felt around a while, I felt him remove both of his fingers. He then reapplied lube to one of them. “I’m just going to feel a little deeper now.” With that he put his finger back into my rectum, but this time he went as far in as he possibly could. I could feel him moving it around, not missing a single spot he could reach. The more his finger moved the more I was starting to understand why some people got so turned on by backdoor play. I think if I wasn’t so clinical it would actually be something I could get into. After what seemed for forever, I felt him pull his finger out. “That actually wasn’t that bad. I’m sorry I was a big baby about it.” “I’m actually not quite done.” “I don’t think you missed a single spot.” “Well I didn’t feel anything, but I want to look and make sure I don’t see anything now.” “Excuse me? How exactly are you going to manage that?” “I’m going to insert this,” He picked up a tool from the tray and showed it to me, “This is an anoscope.” My eyes got really big. “You’re going to put that inside of me?” “Afraid so babe. This will be a little more uncomfortable than my finger, but I think you should be able to handle it quite well. You trusted me before, think you can still do that?” I really did feel like I could trust him, so even though I was still a little scared, I told him I’d let him perform the procedure. “Ok, darling I’m going to adjust the stirrups a little.” I felt them spreading wider and it felt like my knees were moving closer to my chest. I was uncomfortable and embarrassed. I could feel my face heating up for what seemed like the hundredth time today. He then sat back down on the stool, and I watched him pick up something from the tray. “Nicole, before I use the anoscope, I’m going to retake your temperature, since it was a bit low before.” I was confused about why he just sat down if he was just going to have to get back up again to put the thermometer in my mouth. I then felt him spread my cheeks again, “Ok, this will be a little cold.” That’s when it registered exactly where the thermometer was actually going. I felt the little glass rod enter me. I hardly felt anything after having his finger up there. It wasn’t too long before he took it out. “That’s a lot better. It’s normal now. Ok, now I’m going to use the anoscope. It’ll be a little uncomfortable, but just keep breathing.” He picked up the tool, and liberally covered it with lube. I felt him spread me open again, and felt the cold hard intruder back there. I felt a lot of pressure and a lot more burning then last time. I could feel my sphincter opening for it. I felt it going in little by little. “You’re doing great, darling. Just a little bit longer. Stay relaxed for me.” “I’m trying, but it’s starting to get really uncomfortable.” “I’m almost done.” Less than a minute later I finally started feeling him taking it out. I felt so weird after it was out. It was almost like I was still open, and I felt empty. “Ok, I’m going to let you sit back up now.” I was happy and relieved that this was all over, finally. I figured he forgot about checking my kidneys and I was not about to remind him. I watched him adjust the stirrups to the first position but he didn’t put them away. I just figured it might be for his next patient. “We’re almost done. I have to get a few things then I’ll be right back.” “Does that mean I can get dressed now?” “Not quite but it won’t be much longer.” He then walked out the door and shut it behind him. I’m so confused. What else it there that he could possibly do to me. He wasn’t gone long before came back into the room. He was carrying a large glass with some kind of purple liquid in it. He set the glass down on the counter, and sat back down on his stool. For some reason I had a bad feeling when he rolled over closer to me and held my hands. Something inside me told me he was not going to tell me good news. He looked me in the eyes, and he had that sympathetic look in his eye that he got every time he did something that I wasn’t going to like. “Nicole, I’m going to go ahead and explain the next procedure.” “I’m not going to like it am I?” “No, I’m afraid not. What I’m going to have you do is drink this glass of colored water. I’m going to go see another patient, and when I get back hopefully your kidneys will have filtered it. I’ll then feel your bladder to make sure that it all has processed. I’ll get you back in the stirrups and then I’m going to put a catheter into your bladder to drain it. You’re kidneys should filter out the special red dye, and that should leave the water blue. If it’s still purple we know that your kidneys are not filtering right. I’ll also measure what I drained from you bladder. It should be close to the same amount of what’s in the glass, If it’s much less than that will also be an indicator that your kidneys aren’t functioning right. Do you have any questions?” “Can’t I just pee in a cup again? I really don’t want a catheter. I’m more afraid of them then I was about rectal exams.” “I’m afraid the procedure has to be done with the catheter. You trusted me with the rectal exam, and that didn’t turn out as bad as you thought it would. Have you ever had a catheter before?” “No, but I’ve heard about them, And I remember how bad it hurt when you took the swab earlier, and that was just from the entrance.” “I’m not going to lie, it’s going to hurt when I first put the catheter in you. Fortunately, it shouldn’t take long, then It’ll be all over.” I just nodded my head and he rolled over and handed me the glass. “It’ll be alright babe, I promise. I really wish I didn’t have to cause you any pain, but it’s for your own good.” “I know.” I was so scared I thought I was going to start crying. I have to suck it up and deal with it. He wouldn’t do it if it wasn’t necessary. I started to drink the water, and he left the room. He was gone for quite a while, almost an hour. When he finally came back he was carrying two packages with him. He laid them on the counter. “How’s your bladder feeling?” “Absolutely miserable. I feel like I’m going to pop any second.” “I need you to go ahead and lay back so I can feel your bladder.” I lay back then ask, “Do I need to go ahead and put my feet in the stirrups?” “No, not yet.” He walks over to me and exposes my belly again, and pulls the drape back down. He’s seen me so much now that I don’t really care anymore. “Ok, I’m going to feel your bladder like I did last time. It’s going to be more uncomfortable since it’s full now.” I then felt his hand on my bladder and he began to push really hard, at least it felt like it was really hard, but I was already uncomfortable, and I’m sure he was being gentle. “Ugh, that really doesn’t feel good. I think I’m fixing to pee.” “Ok, I’m done with that part I just need you to hold it for me.” “It still hurts really bad and it feels like I’m going to pop.” “I know. Just a little bit longer, than I’ll drain it. I’m going to get a blood sample from you first. Just keep laying back for me.” He then goes to the counter and grabs one of the packages he brought in there and opens it up. “Go ahead and hand me your arm.” I hand him my arm and smell the alcohol before I feel the cold wipe on my arm. “Ok, you’re going to feel a little stick.” I did, but barely. He’s very good with needles obviously, I only felt a small discomfort, and in no time I felt the needle being taken out of my arm, and felt a band-aid being put on. “I hope you like snoopy, because I got you a snoopy band-aid.” I couldn’t help but smile and thank him, even though was my bladder was making me really uncomfortable. “Ok, How about I finish this procedure, give you a couple of shots, and then you can go home.” “Sounds good to me.” “Alright, get in position for me. Feet in the stirrups with your legs relaxed to the side for me.” While I’m getting myself situated again, he goes over to the counter and grabs the last package over there, and puts it on a tray. I’m starting to get really nervous while he opens it and gets everything ready. By the time he’s actually ready to start the procedure, my legs are shaking. “I know it’s scary, but it won’t last long, babe. You’re going to feel me spread you again.” He tries to give me a sympathetic smile, but all I can do is close my eyes again. “This part is going to be really cold. I just have to make sure everything is completely clean and sterile.” I feel something really cold, colder than the wipe I had to use earlier, pass down over me. He does this a couple more times. The last one goes right over my urethra. I take a chance and look down at the end of the table just in time to see him pick up the tube. I really shouldn’t of looked. “Wait there’s no way that’s going to fit in there!” “Trust me Nicole it will. I told you it’s going to hurt though, but only for a minute.” “My bladder already hurts!” “I know it does babe, but this will make it feel all better. Are you ready?” “I guess so.” “No matter what I need you to keep your legs open. Don’t close them no matter how bad you may want to. Take a deep breath and on the count of three I’m going to insert the tube. One. Two. Three.” When he pushed the tube up in me, I could just feel burning stinging pain. It felt like my little pee hole was being torn open. I started crying and it took all I had not to close my legs. “Oww, please stop! It hurts so bad, please!” “Easy babe, I know it hurts. I got you, just try to take deep breaths. It’s almost there. I’m at the bladder now. Deep breath in.” “Ow!” “That’s it I’m finished. I know that was uncomfortable, but you did really well. I’m going to drain your bladder, and you’ll feel even better in no time.” He was right, as soon as my bladder emptied I did feel a lot better. I still felt like I had to go pee thanks to catheter. “Alright everything came back normal. I’m going to take the catheter out now.” “Is it going to hurt as bad as it did going in?” “No, it shouldn’t. It’ll hurt only for a second, but it won’t be nearly as bad.” I felt him grab the tube, and he was right, it did hurt but only for a second. I only had time to wince then it was out. “Ok, one more thing and then you can get dressed. I need you to stand up, turn around, and bend over the table some. You have two shots that you’re over due for.” I do as I’m told and brace myself for what I know is coming. I feel the alcohol on my left cheek. “Ok, a little stick and a burn.” I just wince and say “Ow”, then he’s swabbing the left side. “One more and we’re done.” I do the same on that one, and when he’s finished he tells me to stand back up. “Alright, I’m going to let you get dressed. I’ll be back in a few minutes and then you can leave.” As soon as he walks out the door I go over and gingerly put on my clothes. I definitely feel thoroughly violated every where. I know it was for the best though, and I’m glad that it was Travis who did it. A few minutes later I hear a knock on the door again. “Come in.” “Alright your all set to go. Do you have any questions?” “Yeah. Are you still going to call me and take me out on a date?” “Do you still want me to, even though I’ve tortured you all day?” “Of course I do. I know you were only doing what was best for me. Is it going to be that thorough everytime?” “I don’t know, we’ll see. Maybe next time you won’t wait so long between exams.” “I’ll try not to. Thanks again for taking care of me.” “You’re very welcome. I’ll call you tonight.” I then walk out the door to my car. I can’t wait until he calls me later. I wonder if he’s into play exams. I think that would be fun if it wasn’t so clinical. I then replay in my head everything he did to me as I drive home. I hope you all liked my little story, That was the last part. I might write some more later on about maybe their play exams they have at home or something. I haven't made up my mind yet, lol 😃