I've had the opportunity to do an enema series near-daily lately in the mornings, and today's was one of the most exciting sessions I can recall! Usually I prefer to have a bowel movement before starting, but this time I chose to just go for it, taking about 3 quarts through the white douche nozzle from my open-top gallon bag hung high while I laid on my back. I've recently taken to weighing myself before an enema and while holding the water to see how much I've taken by weight, in a more precise way than just eyeballing the bag, and I've found I've reliably been able to take over 3 quarts, and very often 3 and a half to 4 quarts. I used to rarely take this much for a first enema especially with a full bowel, but this one flowed right in until I reached the point of uncomfortable fullness. I followed this with another of around 3.5 quarts taken while standing - I really enjoy looking at myself in the bathroom mirror while taking my enema, seeing the bag slowly deflate and watching my belly fill up and extend. I'm on the shorter side with a smaller frame, and volumes over 3 quarts definitely give me that "pregnant" belly look! After a third large volume enema taken in knee-chest, my returns were mostly clear, and I was ready to try something new.
I enjoy enemas from the shower hose a lot and I've written about my experiences using the 10" Cleanstream rubber nozzle attachment, whether for the usual fill-up or for a kind of open colonic in the shower stall, letting myself fill before repeatedly releasing the water around the nozzle and leaving it inside to do a quick series of flushes in and out. My only issues with this nozzle have been that it doesn't reliably get as deep as I'd like, being somewhat bendable but firm, and getting the full length of it inside and past the bend to the sigmoid has really just been a matter of luck most days due to its stiffness. I still like using it a lot, and I recently finally decided to get my first item from Silicone Nozzles, an 18" shower shooter in a very soft firmness. When it arrived, I could immediately tell it was soft and floppy in a way that would be much more friendly to navigating the bends of my colon. And I was right! I don't have much previous experience with colon tubes, let alone one of this diameter, so the insertion was a gradual process. After attaching it to the hose and getting in the shower, I set it to a very slow flow, almost a trickle of warm water. I lubed my anus with a few fingers to get lube deeper inside, and lubed the length of the nozzle. This one takes two hands to wrangle due to its floppiness, and I pushed the tip into my anus, letting the water slowly fill and open my rectum, before pushing it in just far enough to feel the tip pressing at the top of my rectum. The feeling of the ridges popping in past my anus felt exciting - I was getting turned on already just from being able to feel the progress of how much length I had inserted. I let it rest there a moment and felt the water slowly filling up my sigmoid and going deeper into my gut, then gave it a gentle push against the bend to the sigmoid. With barely any resistance, at least six more inches (and several more ridges) slid right up inside! I paused for a moment to savor the sensation of the ridges gliding up into my sigmoid, and let the water continue to fill and expand my descending colon. After a moment, I relaxed and pushed out a little bit to try and make my insides as "open" as possible, and with a bit of wiggling in and out, I was amazingly able to slide the entire length inside right up to the retaining ball. I could feel the thick tube as it pressed against my insides and shifted around in my water-filled colon, and it felt just amazing to be penetrated that deep and be able to feel it moving in my belly. I stood there for a few more minutes taking a slow and deep fill of very warm water delivered up into my descending colon, and as I felt my distending belly getting tighter and tighter, I pushed the remaining bit of nozzle outside my anus in and out, feeling so stimulated by how the length of it moved around in my colon. When I couldn't take another drop, I didn't hesitate to slide the entire nozzle out in one smooth, quick motion. I'm normally very anally erotic, but the feeling of all those bumps sliding back out against my colon - especially through the sigmoid bend - was breathtaking. I stood there for a moment holding my bulging belly and could tell I had taken at least a gallon, and I just stared at the length of the nozzle, still almost unable to believe I had just taken the whole length of that.
After expelling on the toilet and seeing the water running clear after that very deep clean, I just knew I had to try using the new nozzle for my usual home colonic routine. For this I turned the water up to a bit faster flow, because I really get into the feeling of my belly filling up before pushing out large gushes of water while standing in the shower. I lubed and stretched myself a bit with my fingers to keep my anus loose for this. This time, with only two or three pushes of more length of the nozzle, I was almost instantly able to get the full length up into my bowel until the hose fitting was flush with my anus. Holding it in place, I stood and felt it pumping water deep into my bowel and held on as long as I could as my belly distended, until I was finally forced to release while standing, taking a half-squatting position as I pushed out quart after quart of warm water. Let's just say the retaining ball didn't get a chance to do a lot of retaining today! Expelling with a wider nozzle still inserted is something like the effect of putting your thumb over a garden hose, and I love the feeling of release and "deflation" from the instant relief of so much water rushing back out from deep in my colon, and I was definitely getting a deep clean from this nozzle. I continued letting the water fill my belly once again before releasing in so many huge gushes, and I was getting sweaty from the heat of it. In a squatting position, gripping the nozzle and fitting from in front with both arms, I momentarily lost my grip on it while expelling and about a foot of it slid out of me before I caught it. I quickly pushed the whole length back into me in one full motion. That did it! I couldn't resist letting my colon fill to full distention before thrusting the nozzle deeply in and out, from about six inches to full insertion, doing my best to relax my muscles as water kept gushing out around the nozzle with each thrust. Anal stimulation from thrusting is an intense and almost orgasmic feeling I love, but this time all the erotic sensation actually seemed to be focused in my abdomen, as I felt the length of the thick nozzle twisting and flexing deep inside my very distended guts. I held my swollen abdomen and just let the constant flow of water keep filling me up, feeling the "thumping" of 18 inches of thick tubing squirming in my full belly as I kept thrusting it in and out. It was incredibly intense, standing there seeing and feeling my now pregnant-looking belly and knowing I had a foot and a half of thick nozzle up my ass too. Once I was just too exhausted from so much expelling, I pulled the nozzle out and just let the remaining water keep pouring out of me. I finished my release on the toilet - I was spent! I'm absolutely in love with this new SN nozzle and can't wait to do it again, I've never had this much success with colon tubes before. Count me as a delighted SN convert!