New Diaper Wearing Trial Suggestions

I've never worn diapers for any reason, and have a lot of other very intense kinks/fetishes as most of you here know. However for a couple of reasons mostly related to submission and enema and plug use, I'd like to buy a small pack of relatively thin diapers for myself as a trial run to wear over plugs and enemas. I'm beginning to think I may even have a long-suppressed desire to be a diaper-wearer to mix in along with my other kink clothes. I'm a pretty big guy (as in tall but also too fat), at about 6'1/2" and 240 lbs, (all belly). My doctor says I should aim for about 200 lbs which I'd love to be, but for now, it is what it is.

What might be a good trial diaper pack to buy to see how they fit and feel (physically and emotionally) so I can wear them over my plugged or enema-filled bottom? I'm really not interested at this point in any sort of leakage or scat play with the diapers, but I do have to admit it might feel good to pee into a diaper instead of having to desperately wait for a chance to go. (I have a great deal of experience from my 20-30-something years literally peeing into my neoprene rubber wetsuits during teaching SCUBA diving classes in my youth. This is not a kink, although many of us came to really enjoy the "wetsuit pee", it was literally done not only to relieve ourselves, but to stay warmer in cold water even with a wetsuit on. A nice pint or two of body-temperature urine passed out into the middle/groin of your wetsuit during a cold water dive is one of the great pleasures of the world. More wetsuit pee stories, some extremely amusing and erotic, on request.)

So please let me know what's a good relatively thin diaper to start out my diaper trials with. I can always move up to thicker/more absorbent ones if I decide this turns out to be a new kink.

Thanks,

Eric

Speaking of diapers, I got a suggestion from one of you a few weeks ago about where to buy a real latex or rubber pair of diaper pants for use over a diaper or just a plug. No offense to anyone else's preferences, but I'm a real rubber lover and don't enjoy PVC or other plastic pants - I really need rubber. I'll have to go back and see if I can find what I ordered. Unfortunately, even though it arrived and was indeed real rubber, smelled wonderful and felt glorious putting it on (just bare bottom), it tore a large section of the leg as soon as I put it on and tried pulling it up. Very sad, but I'll figure out something as a substitute diaper pant even if I have to go to my local rubber diving suit supplier.

Any other suggestions for a real rubber diaper panty?

Thanks,

Eric