I would like to know if any of the other ladies or gents here have ever gotten very "ancy" or nervous prior to being given an enema or a series of enemas ?? I still do after all these years of doing this, and my love of being given them.....I am about to have a session this morning with my roomie and my neighbor both and I am nervous as all hell about it as we all discussed the details of what will be taking place around 10:00 am this morning.....I am getting my series of enemas first and I am told it will be an enemas till clear session.....I am going to be given the enemas, kneeling in one of my kitchen chairs, which will be placed directly in front of my huge front bay window, and that one of the girls is going outside to take pics of me taking every last drop, while the bulging full bag is hung from the curtain rod.....I did not mention that my house sits right on a corner, and it is not lightly travelled at all, so anyone who cares to glance toward the house will get a full view of exactly what is happening to me !!!! I am not too happy about this , but I was told I either accept the enemas like this or I will not get the help with them that I want or need ......I have done this before, but never with anyone outside looking in and taking photos of the whole ordeal.....This has me very ancy and quite nervous.....If anyone else has experienced these type of jitters please feel free to reply to this post as I would love to hear about them.....Wish m luck, it is almost time for my session to begin and I need to prepare for it and get things ready, including myself....Take care everyone .....