I've been wondering about this for many years. Before I even got back into diapers, I would as a child try to push a bit of poop into my undies - enough so that there would be a bit of it in my pants, but not so much that I would have problem with my parents. 8 year Olds are not supposed to wear poopy pants. As I got into proper, though somewhat makeshift diapers, I would get so excited by it all that I would end up letting loose, and voilà, a dirty bottom. I even let that happen once or twice around my brother, but since I was also dressed, he could not see the diaper, and when he began to try and figure out why I smeled, I hightailed into the bathroom and cleaned up.
As an adult, I really enjoy the feeling of dirtying my diaper, but am finding the aftermath to be so much work, I really try to avoid the whole event.
I'm torn --- do I do what I like and try to cope with the mess, or do I avoid what I really dislike, but miss out on a key diaper wearing activity?