Importance of humiliation

This topic seems to have been touched on in numerous threads, so I was not sure where to post. If the moderators feel that it should be elsewhere, please feel free to move it

I am beginning to wonder if it's the humiliation factor that is one of the stronger drivers in diaper desires. Is it what really turns us on about being seen in a diaper, or is it really just the love of how diapers look and feel, with humiliation just being an extra rush? I'm really not sure, so feel free to comment.

I think you might be right. I have to wear nappies as I am incontinent and used to be paranoid about being noticed. Now I wear them so they are more noticeable. I don't know why but I like people knowing I have to wear nappies.

Yes I think you're absolutely right. It's probably the most dominant driver of all.

Though, the thing I love about having a diaper fetish is that it works on so many levels.

There's the humiliation part. Then there's the "animalistic" part (you love the smells, you love the way it feels). Then there's the "role play" part and the "I'm doing something BAD and I love it" part ("I'm 59 but I'm dressed as and acting like a naughty diaper-wearing toddler!") And the "helplessness / dominance" part, for anybody who is lucky enough to have someone else diaper them. And the plain old fetish part (being attracted to the diapers / plastic pants / sissy clothes / bottles / pacifiers / etc for just being what they are).

But most all of "the roads" lead back to humiliation. The idea that we love something that's taboo because only little kids do it, that we should have grown up and given this up when we were three but we still do it and love it, and that we secretly wish that everybody in the world knew.

For me, most all of the other aspects still lead back to the humiliation aspect. I love sissy clothes not only because they help me regress, but because of the excitement of thinking of the reactions others would have if they only knew. Same thing with all of the other "baby" items. And that's part of why I love my diaper pail. Is there anything more humiliating than the notion of you being caught in your diapers and then having that person discover your diaper pail, seeing just how many diapers you've used, seeing and smelling what a big toddler you are, and then laughing at you?

Anyway, yes, bingo. You're spot on with that observation!

Since I play alone, humiliation is not a huge factor in reality, but there is always the possibility of intrusion. In fantasy, however, imagining being scolded, spanked, exposed, changed by someone else, especially if they complain about how putrid the smells are etc. is a real turn on, and that thought is always on my mind as I begin to fill the diaper. I also use various methods to make that moment inevitable - castor oil is my favorite if I have the luxury of a longer time span, but glycerin suppositories, or the increasingly famous "solution for an uncontrollable urge" are excellent short-term guarantees of that terrible/delicious moment where control is impossible, and clenching turns to an all-out push (pun intended). That total loss of control has an element of humiliation even if no one else is there!

The below excerpts from Mistress Morgana pretty much describes my thoughts and feelings about diapers and humiliation to a T.

"Many submissives experience a loss of control, erotic embarrassment and vulnerability through diapering that is unparalleled by any other sort of play. There is great symbolic significance in the image of a strong woman leaning over you, with a bright shiny diaper pin held between her teeth as she fastens you into an apparatus that deprives you of your maturity, your agency, your self-determination."

"For those who wish to remain in their adult selves, diapering offers a devastatingly kinky variety of play options. Consider the erotic embarrassment of the "incontinent" boyfriend or spouse made to endure the embarrassment of diapering, the water sports enthusiast, or the sensationalist who loves the look and snug feel of layered plastic pants. Diaper dominance is powerful because it is taboo: It is an activity clearly shameful in adults, and for this reason it can be a source of deeply erotic kinky play."

Me wearing my diapers: I get them out. I rub Baby Magic lotion all over me. I get out my diapers (always a thick flannel contour on the inside, a thick flannel prefold-folded lengthwise into thirds to use a soaker in the middle, a thin contour on the outside for pinning them in place). I spread them out on the bed. I stick in the pins. I lay down on top of them. I curse a few times and usually end up sticking my thumb with a diaper pin while pinning them on. I wear them. I wet them a while. I go get myself off in them.

My wife making me wear my diapers: Just her mere presence and participation is wonderfully humiliating. SHE says "You need to be in your diapers! Go pick out the ones you want to wear!" (I have different ones but all are basically the same combination mentioned above). If I don't do it first, SHE picks out the plastic pants. SHE tells me to raise up like a good baby, shoves the diapers under my butt, and rubs baby magic lotion all over me. SHE pins them on. SHE says "Lift up your legs" and puts on my plastic pants. I wear them / wet them while with her, wearing nothing but a t-shirt and my diapers. She rubs them, keeps asking me about them and always says the word "DIAPERS" when she does. When they're soaked then SHE tells me to go upstairs and either changes them, gets me off in them, or sometimes has diaper sex with me--all while telling me what a big, bad, diaper wearing, diaper wetting, diaper pooping baby I am.

Now, YOU tell me which one is better? :-)

I am UIC so wearing a super is a necessity, however living in a FLR, my wife likes the control she has with humiliating me with diapers. Making comments, like at the pharmacy check out line she will ask in a loud voice if I need any baby powder or diapers. She also sends me to answer the door wearing my diaper and plastic pants with just a tee shirt on. Most times when we go out she will double diaper me and pick the loudest plastic pants (usually Peva) and make me wear them. There is no question when I walk what I am wearing. The humiliation is a big part of our FLR.

I love to be teased in my diapers and humilated for wetting and made ot wear outside

I am just about to go in to town wearing a thick nappy and noisy plastic pants, what's more I have just wet my nappy. I wonder if anyone will even notice I am wearing one.

I always list humiliation as one of the appeals of wearing diapers along with the physical sensation of the diaper material against sensitive skin and the giving up of such a fundamental control. In any interaction involving diapers I enjoy gentle teasing and constant reminders of my diapered status.

I think the biggest humiliation started when I started having accidents told my wife who then was very much for me going back diapers and pads on the bed.She would call me [her] little whimp the big thing was I'am the only one in the house wearing diapers.

There is nothing better than humiliation except maybe getting spanked which is humiliating.

I love wearing my nappies and baby pants. But when my wife tells me she is going to spank me and put me back in nappies it is very humiliating but I like it. I also go out wearing a nappy and baby pants the fear of being discovered is humiliating

This is a great question. I really like the questions that shed some light on the mystery of the abdl phenomenon. After considering this I have to say that I too am drawn to the humiliation aspect of diapers. While the primary draw are the diapers themselves, I find that there is a very powerful undertone of desiring them with a healthy dose of humiliation. Interestingly I have no desire for this to happen in a real life situation. Only in the privacy of a secluded space with no possible exposure to the public. What little experience I've had with real life situations have been very emotional and not in a good way... I usually look back on them and smile a bit though???

Thinking about it I find that I desire to be overwhelmed by an authority that is totally insurmountable. Forced comes to mind, in a manner that is slightly exceeds the edge of my comfort zone. I think that I'd like to be dominated. Not destroyed I also find that I desire my superior to be an individual that finds joy in making me submit to my infantile state. Not someone that finds me repulsive. That's a total no go for me. You've been a very BAD little boy....now you're going to pay.....