Pee and Arousal

I have dabbled in peeing on myself and wearing diapers for the past several months. I am getting sexually aroused by peeing myself especially when I keep the wet clothes or diaper on for a prolonged time. Tonight I am wearing a diaper with my hubby home for the first time. He doesn't know that I have been doing this and that in itself is arousing for me. Tonight the arousal is so intense that I had to put my hands in my diaper and fondle myself which sent me through the roof. I never knew that peeing all over myself or wearing a peed diaper could be so exciting.

I get a kick out of having strong sensations of needing to be satisfied but not able gives me more desire to pee myself. Holding my pee until I can't hold it any longer and then holding my hands between my legs so I can hold it longer is even more thrilling. Peeing on my hands and rubbing it all over my body is stimulating too. I read tonight that someone actually drinks their pee and that brought me a lot of excitement and I am going to try that as soon as I can do without hubby catching me. Oh I am so aroused right now. I want to pee and fill my diaper right now, but I know if I do it won't fill my diaper. Excitement is rising.

I'm seeing your post 3 hours later.... I hope by now you've gone ahead and just emptied yourself into that diaper - with your hand in your crotch cupping yourself the whole time. Good luck with this - I'm one of those who taste and or drink my own pee as well as my wife's. I'm on a rubberized pad right now so I can dribble all over myself whenever I want as I read hot Zity stories..

I was a really bad girl last night and I did pee in my hand and I rubbed it all over my body and breasts. I felt so dirty, but it got me so aroused that I couldn't stop myself. My hubby laid next to me sleeping the entire time. What a thrill. Then I kept peeing and my diaper leaked on the bed and soaked a spot under me. I took my diaper off and laid in the wet all night. This morning it felt good to be laying in my own pee from last night. That was a first for me and I am loving it. I really want to try drinking my pee. Maybe the next time I have to go I will cup my hand and lick what I capture........

I am getting such a thrill by doing all this right under hubby's nose and he doesn't have a clue. I am playing with my clit as I write this because I am getting so aroused that I can't stand it anymore....... A girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do.

I just peed myself. I stood in the tub and let a little pee come out and then a little more and then a little more. Feeling the warm fluid flowing down my legs and onto my feet was exhilarating. I cupped my hand and caught some of the pee and sipped it from my hand. Not what I expected it to taste like. It wasn't bad at all. I know a sip or two isn't enough to know if I could drink a cup of it or not, but now that I know what it tastes like I want to try catching some in a cup and drinking it down. For now, I am standing naked waiting for the pee to dry on my legs and feet.

I feel like I have to poop and don't know if I should allow myself the privilege of soiling myself or not. I have only done that two other times and I really enjoyed sitting in the warm poop, but didn't care for the clean up. The decision is going to have to be made in the next few minutes because I am not going to be able to hold it too much longer.

Well, what did you decide?

I soil my diapers quite regularly and don't find the cleanup that hard. For the last few months there was no toilet in the house I am renovating (and living in) Diapers 24-7 for everything and loving it.

I pooped in my diaper. It felt sort of odd when I first started squeezing it out but I think it was because I was trying to poop standing up, so I knelt down on my knees on the floor and finished doing my business. That was better, but I think I need ideas from others as to how to poop without restriction sitting on your bottom would create. I don't want to sit on the toilet with my diaper on either.

Once I finished I sat down so I could enjoy the warmth of the poop against my skin. As it squished out across my butt cheeks I felt aroused and got really excited. I sat in it for about twenty minutes and knew I needed to get it cleaned up because hubby would be coming inside from cleaning the snow off the walk and he still doesn't know my secrets about diapers and wetting myself, so pooping in a diaper would really be a shock.

I decided to get a shower because I didn't get one yet today and didn't take one yesterday either. It cleaned up rather easily.

Now I am want to poop some more and want suggestions for other positions while pooping. How long do you stay in your soiled diaper and do you do anything while you are wearing it soiled. I want to experiment more because I enjoyed this experience a lot.

I LOVE PEE! Doing it in my diapers, in my training pants, and in my regular clothes. Sometimes I like to lay back in the tub and let go and do it all over me. I love it when my wife will stand over me and let go with hers (which she'll do occasionally but not nearly enough). I love the smell of peed-in clothes and wet diapers in the diaper pail. This all started when I was a kid and lived next door to a girl who peed in her pants for fun and encouraged me to try it. I also had younger girl cousins who were still in diapers and loved the smell of pee in their homes from their wet clothes and diaper pails. I love the way pee tastes and I love getting it all over me.

As for pooping, I usually just do that in a pair of wide-crotch white panties or a pair of white jockey shorts. I love doing it in my diapers but I wear cloth and the cleanup is difficult and almost impossible to do undetected unless I'm alone in the house (my wife generally doesn't care but I still have a grown-up kid living here who has the nose of a bloodhound). So if I'm going to poop, something I do every few weeks, I'll get up early before anyone else in the house wakes up, put on my poo-panties and a pair of plastic pants (there's one pair that I use just for this) and sit here at the PC and do it. When another load comes along I raise up a bit, do it, then sit back down in it (I love this).

If I'm alone in the house I'll sit here like this--in poopy pants or diapers--for 3-4 hours and enjoy all aspects of this wonderful experience. Otherwise I usually sit here for 1-2 hours and when I begin to hear people stirring, I go into the bathroom, sit in the shower stall, have my fun and then clean up. After cleaning me, I then clean the shower with Tilex--which completely covers up the smell.

It happens to me with or without pee.

I get sexually aroused at diaper changes, but the most intense arouses are when my diaper is pretty full.

Every time I pee and the warmth reaches my clit, the thing gets hard and comes out of hiding. Considering I am always dribbling, this unfortunately happens at the most inopportune times. I can't always masturbate all the time. My clit is kinda big and always rubs up against my diaper, making the arousal worse.