Has any other straight man had a secret gay experience?

In the 1980s, I was a young Los Angeles Police Officer, married and as straight as they come......I thought. It was well after midnight and I was driving home, horny as hell. As I passed an adult bookstore that was open for twenty four hours, I decided to check it out. I had driven past it every night for a year. I Walk in and the place is huge. No customers, just a middle aged white guy behind the counter. I say hello, he nods and I head to the far back where there is a row of video booths. I get in one, pop a quarter in and a porno starts. I click through the channels and see everything from straight to gay sex. For some reason, I stopped on a gay channel where two guys were getting it on. The movie stopped...I put in another quarter and soon had a full hard on. Even though there were no locks, there was a door, so I felt safe and pulled out my cock to masturbate. As I'm full on into it, bam! The door opens and it's the counter dude staring at my swollen cock. I was sooooo embarrassed. The movie timed out and I started to put my cock away and the guy says......no. Wait. He then pops a few quarters in, starts the movie again and ask if he can help me. I just automatically leaned back and was surprised that I let him touch my cock. My head was spinning with guilt and excitement as he dropped to his knees and just wrapped his mouth over my cock. He proceeded to give me the most intense blow job to date. I glanced down and saw that while he bobbed on my cock, he had his own out and was pumping away in full masturbation. Before long....I felt myself ready to cum and was not sure of the protocol. I just mumbled.....I'm gonna cum man.....he sped up his mouth piston and I unloaded into him. After about three spurts, I glanced down and saw him spray onto the floor. Just then, a bell rang up front, indicating a customer had entered. He jumped up and disappeared. I got myself together and as I walked out, our eyes met for a brief moment. I never went back to that place again. About two years later....I was in traffic court waiting to testify when I noticed a man staring at me in disbelief. Holy shit! It was the store guy and I was in uniformed. He recognized me. I pretended to be annoyed at his staring, hoping to convince him that it was not me but he knew. I've carried this secret with me for many years and the strange part is, I got hard just re telling it here.

Has anyone else had such an experience?

Hi, while I can't actually comment on your question I can comment on your post. I have to say after reading that post of your, if I had a dick mine would be hard too, lol. Your story is freaking hot! I just wanted you to know that.

And for the record I used to have a thing for cops. Back in my college days I dated a highway patrolman, a sheriff, and a town cop. The town cops name was Jimmy. I went almost 70 down a road that was 35 so that he would pull me over. It worked. I got pulled over and it wasn't Jimmy that came to the door. Having lived there for some time and at the time was one of the towns main bartenders, we all knew each other because bartenders and cops usually have a great working relationship.

So the cop asks me if I knew how fast I was going. I said yes, I was going 70 in a 35. He didn't quite know what to say, I don't think most people would have been honest. I never drank so he knew I wasn't drunk. So then he asked me why I felt the need to go 70 mph in brick roads at 11 pm. So I looked him straight in the eye and said that I was trying to get Jimmy to pull me over so I could flirt with him and you know, eventually have him ask me out, lol.

He stops for a second, then writes me a ticket. I looked at the ticket and he didn't site me for speeding but he did site me for no seat belt. He told me that I should not pay the fine but that I should go and take the class. I went to the class and it was Jimmy who was teaching it. Long story short, Jimmy asked me out after class was over.

And for the record and with no disrespect intended, it has been my experience that Doctors are much better in bed than cops are. Cops try to prove something in bed still and they want to control things usually. Doctors are tired of being in control so they let me be in complete control for the most part, which is exactly what I like, lol.

But again, your story is very hot and I appreciated reading it more than you know. Thank you very much. And what happened to you is a normal experience for a lot of men, maybe not as exciting as how it happened for you, but still somewhat normal just the same.

Mashie

Mashie.....wow! I'm new at the whole time internet, sex conversation thing. Your response to my post is awesome in many ways. I guess I never anticipated a woman resounding. The fact that you do not find my experience strange, gross, etc......is a happy surprise. The fact that it got you hot.....makes me hot! Oh......how I live my wife. But how cool it would be to have some e as open minded and accepting as you???? thank you for your great, sexy, fun response and for sharing your own sexy story. I wanted to add you as a friend but I'm so new here....I could not figure out how to do it. I'm not that smart but I can lift heavy things lol ?

ATW, I think you made me just blush, and I gotta tell you, that doesn't happen very often. That also speaks a lot to me of who you are.

You know, bottom line is that you are a cop, I am a nurse. We are both public servants. We get treated like crap and are never paid enough for what we do, put up with, and how much and how often we put our own lives in danger to help or save others. So you my friend will always have my ute most respect.

Another thing ATW, the fact that you love your wife and are committed to her makes you even more sexy just so you know. You are an honorable man.

ATW, I am a nurse who loves to play kinky medical games. Some might view that as the same way people often view gay men around kids, as weird, gross and just plain wrong, so I am no one to judge your kinks or life experiences. No one was hurt, you were both adults, as we say in the kink world, safe, sane and consensual. So it's all good. People in this community are not like those on the outside world, we don't judge, or at least not as much in here. You can pretty much say whatever you want in here and people will accept you, or will tell you that they have done it as well, or even tell you how lucky you are that you had that opportunity and they so wish they had the same chance.

Also, one last thing, I have to laugh at what you said in your last line of your last post, lol. The more you come here the more you will learn how to do. If you have any questions you are more than welcome to contact me at any time and I will do my best to help you. Some things you need more points to be able to access, but you will get there soon enough. You are not like a lot of newbies who write 500 posts that just say something like, "I like that", "post more", and the like. Your posts are full of content, written very well, and you use correct English and you do not post with text talk like ur instead of you are. I love you already!!!! Please keep up the great and fantastic work, and welcome to our kinky little club house.

Mashie

No I haven't had such an experience and I don't want to. No offense meant. To each his own said the old lady as she kissed her cow.

Well as I was at a gay bath house and making my down a line of guys with erections waiting to be sucked on, I approached a good looking guy and began kissing his chest and sucking his nipples. Then I noticed that I knew him from work. We gave each other some really nice oral and went on our way.

If you had a same sex experience, you aren't exactly straight, just saying. I don't see what's wrong with calling yourself bisexual, even if you have more of a preference towards one gender or another.

Electrode ....... You are right. I have struggled with admitting it to myself for my entire life. When I was young a much older boy had his way with me more than a few times. In my adult life.....I very secretly fantasize about those experiences..... It's strange. I'm not attracted to men at all. But the feeling of being used as a sex object is beyond exciting. Nobody on the planet loves a woman's body and sex with a woman more than me. Yet...... The thought of being taken........against my will.....is one of my most prevalent fantasies. So.....I suppose you are right. I'm probably a closet bisexual