So - I have always had a strong medical fetish. Always thought I was alone on this - till I discovered this and other groups. The thought of having a in-command female realistic play doctor perform a basic medical exam without wild or extreme aspects provides an anxiety, yet such a rush - it is hard to explain - at least for me. And that is my problem. I have tried to carefully test to see if my spouse has any interest, but in 10 years - I have not been able to see any interest with her and this topic - my urge to explore the fetish is at a point were I feel I need to reach out to find a role play partner - but it's such a confusing dilemma. Besides the aspect of how to locate a willing female play doctor that is understanding and can relate ( I do not want the experience to lead to something more), its the other part of me saying don't do it... Anyone else going thru or have gone thru this same issue? This is the first time I have actually expressed my feelings in any form so openly - I hope this does not sound stupid!