Yes sex is fun. I have been involved, off and on. in sexual things all my life. Yet I feel there is a lot that I have missed along the way. I consider myself as bi-sexual. I will try to explain why as my story goes along. I want all you readers to know up front that this is not easy. It's rather scary when a person tries to give a true rendition of their sex life. So please bear with me, and please understand that even though I am now an older man, I am still very uneducated about lots of sexual fetishes, and my desires are still rampant. So here goes.
I was born near the very beginning of World War Two. I was an only child for the first 7 years of my life. When I was almost 7 my Mom made arrangements with an older unmarried male neighbor to watch me so she could go to bars with my Dad. Yes I had alcoholic parents, so most of my sexual education was learned on my own. I had very little parental guidance growing up.
I ended up spending quite a bit of time with this old neighbor gentleman. He of course had his own agenda in mind. After training on on keeping certain things secret, he proceeded to introduce me to some of the mysteries of male sex.. i learned that I enjoyed most of what he introduced me to. He played with me off and on from the age of 7. until I was 15.
At the same time, many children in school ended up being held back. This was because of the military buildups of the time. Many children were moved from town to town and school to school. Most of you realize this was not easy on children. I had a friend, who will remain nameless, but he was 9 years old and still in the second grade. He to me was very worldly, and knew much more than I. He was from a large family of girls. He had two sisters very close to him in age, one was 10, the younger was 7, my age. They were sexually active. He shared his two young sisters with me, and I enjoyed this greatly too.
As I liked both male and females, this continued throughout my life. I have been married to the same woman for 52 years now. She has given me three great siblings. About 15 years ago she became very ill, and was diagnosed with type 2 Diabetes. This slowly robbed her of all her desire for things sexual. So i relied on the male world for release.
I really desire to meet with both and share new and different aspects and fetishes. So I am wondering, and would like feedback from others.
1.Do you feel I am too old now to still share the joys of sex?
2. Is it possible for me to learn and enjoy new fetishes?
3. Is there hope for me yet?
I really desire to meet new men and women, and share things with them.