I was wondering how many of us started out being diaper lovers and over time became adult babies. I started out with only being diapered and a snug pair of plastic pants being the ultimate turn on to where there's nothing more thrilling than being dressed up as a diapered 2 year old sissygirl and treated as such. A heavy dose of humiliating and various punishments along with it.
I realize now that ABDL for me is an addiction. I always seem to want to take it to the next level. Starting in my teens with just diapers, I gradually kept adding new aspects. It's a logical step from diapers to a baby bottle, then pacifier, add a rattle, baby food, on and on. Each with an opportunity to explore new humiliations and punishments.
So now the only limits are social decorum and consideration for my partner. There's baby dresses, rompers, onesies, dozens of diapers and plastic pants and every baby item I can think of.
.Soon my big sized baby crib will be finished and I'll be put down like any other infant. Any others find being a Diaper Lover is turning into slippery slope to Adult Baby?
I think there's a wide scale with AB on one end and DL on the other and most of us fall somewhere in the middle, and move back and forth as time goes on.
At least that's how it was for me. I started out being mostly DL, then for several years I explored the AB side of it--playing with baby toys, drinking baby formula out of a bottle, even tried baby food once. I also tried crawling, getting spanked, all that stuff. I found that I didn't really like most of those things but it was something I just had to try at the time. After much experimentation I have pretty much decided that as far as AB goes, I sometimes like having a paci stuck in my mouth but that's about it.
And I guess if you want to add a third dimension to all of this, you could add "Sissy" to the scale. Most of my plastic pants are very "sissy" looking and I also have a couple of pairs of very "sissy" diaper covers. I'm not always into this, most of the time I just like being in my wet, smelly, and sometimes loaded diapers. But now and then I get in a "sissy" mood and take it in that direction for a while.
Bottom line is, there are lots of aspects to this wonderful fetish and you need to experiment with various "flavors" of it to really find out what you like. And once you do, keep on experimenting because it seems to change over time.
And is it addictive? Well, it can be, I guess. Honestly for me it's just something that's always been part of who I am--not something I just happened to discover and become addicted to. And for me it's never gotten out of hand. I've always been a "binge and purge" sort of ABDL. When I was young I'd go through the usual cycle of girlfriend-->I'm in love and no longer need my diapers-->throw away all of my diaper stuff-->break up with girlfriend-->go out and buy more diaper stuff-->love my diaper stuff for a while-->find new girlfriend-->repeat cycle.
Then I found a girl who accepts my ABDL side and it's become part of our lives. But I still go through cycles of going back and forth between being extremely into this then, not so much for a while. It's sort of leveled out over the last 10 years and now I generally wear and enjoy my diapers as much as possible on weekends and not so much during the week. But I no longer throw anything away. Now it all just goes back into the diaper box in the closet until next time.