Growing up, I was raised to be a 'good boy.' My mother reinforced this with a wooden paddle. The enema was used for fevers and once as a kind of punishment. With time, its meaning has morphed in my head. Some of my fantasies now revolve around what it means to be a 'good bot' or a 'big boy,' that is, to be able to take a large, hot, and soapy enema without any fussing, just like the other big boys do. and to make my mother proud of me. I'm curious if this resonates with others. I'm thinking it is a form of age-play.
-EB