I was 18, and home for the holidays. It had been nearly a year since I last wet my bed and almost that long since I last worn diapers and rubber pants to bed. I'd been dreaming for months about being able to pin diapers on, wet myself and play with myself in my diapers. I missed my diapers so much. It was getting late, my family and I had spent the day catching up with each others lives, having dinner, a glass of wine or two now that I was in college, and it was time for bed. I told everyone I exhausted and went to my room, searched for and found my old diapers and rubber pants and started to take my trousers off as mom walked into my room. She looked at me and said "I was going to ask you if you still wanted to wear diapers to bed. I saved all yours like I promised I would and it looks you had no trouble finding them. I was hoping you would outgrow this but I guess you haven't yet." "Sorry mom, but I've really missed wearing diapers to bed and I've been so excited to be able to wear them again. You were right about not being able to wear diapers in college, but sometimes all I can think about is how nice it is to have a diaper on. I'm sorry mommy for being like this. I know I will grow out of it eventually." Mom sighed and said "You know how much I love you and will do anything for my little boy. Would you like mommy to help you like I used to?" Of course I told her how much I wanted her to help so she went ahead, took the diapers and rubber pants from me, told me to undress and lay down on my bed. She told me to lift my legs and butt as she tucked my diapers under me, and once they just right, she took a nice warm wash cloth and washed my pp, ball sack and bottom, paying a lot of attention to cleaning my butt hole while see told my I needed to do a better job of wiping myself and how she would hate to see what my underpants looked like. But the more time she spent cleaning my poop hole, the harder my pp became. By the time she was finished it was standing proud. Mom noticed and volunteered "you really have missed our time together haven't you." With that, she dried me off, and started to sprinkle baby powder over me. "Mom", I said, "I'm not a baby anymore. I don't want baby powder on me. Everyone will smell it and know what I have on." "Honey, as long as you have diapers on in my house, you will have to use baby powder to keep you from having diaper rashes. You've had them before and you know how uncomfortable it can be to have a diaper rash. The only ones who will know are your sisters and dad and they already know anyway." "OK, mommy." I say. Well, she tried to pin my diapers on but couldn't telling "Sweetie, your pp is to big right now and I can't get the pins on correctly. I'm going to turn my back so you can help yourself, OK." Embarrassed, I covered my pp with my hand hoping it would go soft and I didn't have to play with it. I starting counting to 100 in my head until my pp was soft, told mom I was OK now and she finished pinning my diapers on and pulled my rubber pants up. I felt so good with my diapers on, I knew after all the wine I had I would have to go potty soon. My snuggled me to her chest, patted my on my diapered bottom, gave me a sweet kiss goodnight and left. Not long after she left, I started to go potty in my diapers for the first time a year. Once I started I hoped it would go on forever, filling my diapers with all my potty. Half an hour later, my diaper was soaked and I so enjoying myself, rubbing my crotch, feeling how warm my middle part was, when my sister came in and whispered "Are you still awake." "Yeah, I'm awake, what's up" I replied. "I just wanted to see you. I missed my big brother so much and I've been dying to hear all about college. Did mom really diaper you again? Aren't you too old for that?" "I know," I said, "I just got so horny I wanted to wear diapers again. It's been so long, you know. You want to see? I already went potty and after so much wine tonight, I'm already soaked and I'm afraid to tell mom, she'll think I'm really bad." So my sister lifted my blanket and looked at my diapers and rubber pants, put her hand inside and felt how wet they were. "Shit, you must have just peed, they're warm and soggy. Do you want me to change you? I won't tell mommy. I will be our little secret." So for the second time in a year I was diapered again.