Self bondage cum eating

Not sure this is the correct forum for this but I thought the self bondage enthusiasts might enjoy it. I've tasted my own cum under a number of circumstances. I find the idea of being forced to eat my own cum very erotic. When I was younger and more flexible I could get the end of my cock in my mouth and shoot directly into my mouth. It turned me on tremendously until I had a mouth full of cum then I found it somewhat gross. One time a girl I was having casual sex gave me a blow job and when I warned her I was about to cum she just kept going and swallowed all my cum. This wasn’t that unusual except this time she immediately came up and started kissing me. I wasn't really in the mood then so I was sort of grossed out.

I'm very good at edging now and can shoot a good deal of cum without a full orgasm, especially with some prostate stimulation and just love swallowing it. My diet is much healthier now and I find my cum tastes much better than it did years ago. I've also leaked a lot of cum into my wife's vagina while having sex and will eat her out. The taste of our juices together is so erotic and we both go nuts.

My latest effort has been to orgasm into my hand and then eat my cum since I'm not so flexible anymore. I tried this about 10 times without any success because regardless of how excited the thought of eating my own cum made me I would always chicken out as my post orgasm arousal went away. Not to be deterred I developed a scenario where I would have no choice. After getting myself highly aroused I knelt with my feet underneath my bed and tied my left ankle securely to the leg of the bed. While I could easily untie myself with both hands and even with my left hand, I tied my ankle in a way that would have been nearly impossible to untie with just my right hand.

After securing my ankle I played a cum eating instruction video on my computer and finished masturbating per the instructions from the naked young lady on the screen and captured my cum in the palm of my left hand. Knowing that I would have no way to get rid of my cum while I was masturbating really turned me on and I shot a huge load in the palm of my left hand. There I was with a handful of cum and no way to untie myself without the cum spilling on the carpet. After contemplating my fate for about 30 seconds I knew I had no other option than to eat the cum from my hand. I tasted just a little with my tongue and then just slurped the whole load out of my hand and swallowed it. I then had to lick my hand clean and also eat the cum leaking from my penis after I came so it didn’t get on the carpet.

After cleaning up all my cum by eating it I was able to use both hands to untie myself. Even though I wasn’t turned on anymore when I ate my cum I found the experience very satisfying as I was able to accomplish this task I had been trying for several weeks. It actually wasn’t that bad despite the lack of arousal. My next task is to do it voluntarily without being tied up. I'd be interested in other self bondage ideas along these same lines.

I've mentioned this in a few other posts. I have a rubber cock sheath that has a tube runnin from the end to an inflatable gag.

If I position myself with my legs strapped up above my head and then attach a vibrator to my cock I can force feed myself my cum through the tube. It's a really good way of ensuring that even when the horniness of pre orgasm has gone I have no choice but to drink the cum.

I like your approach Rubbermark. How do you manage to strap your legs above your head? I'd like to give that a try.

There's a couple of ways. I pull the bed out and hang my legs over the headboard and strap them up there and I can then lock my wrists to the side of the bed.

Alternatively I have a hook in the ceiling I run a rope from and attach to the middle of a spreader bar.

I've also used the banisters on my top landing as well.

I'm sure there are many ways of doing it that all depend on what you have at your disposal.