Long and bendy dildo alternatives?

So i like to toy with my ass in a rather extreme manner, but i don't really want anyone knowing i do this so i can't really keep a long ass dildo hanging around my tiny apartment. plus the fact that they're ridiculously expensive. Any suggestions? I'd like to be able to penetrate deep, so about 15 inches or so.

Amazon or Ebay, you can find them for under $20. There are also many other sites that sell them for a reasonable price, but it may require some searching. As for hiding well that's another story, store it out of the way and in a place without a lot of traffic, or simply make a hiding spot/ hidden compartment somewhere.

so i like to toy with my ass in a rather extreme manner, but i don't really want anyone knowing i do this so i can't really keep a long ass dildo hanging around my tiny apartment. . . .

Do you live with your parents? How many people do you live with? Is one a girlfriend?

Get a tool box with a padlock.

Dildos aren't very expensive, for $25 you can get an 18 incher.